I'm sorry! I wish you were still here to tell you I love you (Niall fanfic)

Laura and her sister Anais(anna-ees)move to London with their friend Yessika. They met the boys at their concert where Niall and laura instantly fall in love. So Niall and Laura have been dating for a year now. They were truly a happy funny and loving couple. But what happens when a tragic accident splits the couple apart!?


9. chapter 9.

Niall's P.O.V

"WHY!? WHY LAURA!? WHY COULDN'T YOU HAVE JUST LISTENED TO ME!!? YOU'RE SO STUPID LAURA! YOU NEVER LISTEN! WAKE UP ALREADY!" I shout with tears rolling down my face. "Laura? please. Don't do this to me.Don't leave me. I need you." I say. I hear her heart rate increasing. "No please!" I say as I run towards the door to get the nurse.

"I need some help over here!" I shout to the nurse. She calls the doctor and a few other nurses to get the crash cart. they come in and one of the nurses pushes me to the side. Two of the nurses give the doctor the defibrillator.

"Charge to 300" the doctor says. "Clear!" He shouts. Nothing happens. "Again. Clear!" He says. He does it two more times.

  *beep* *beep* *beep* *Flat line* 

"NOOOOOO!" I shout. I run over to her and start to shake her. "Please wake up! You can't do this to me!" I yell. The nurses pulled me back. This can't be happening, she can't be gone.

"I'm so sorry for your lost. I think you should call her sister, the news might come easier coming from you" He says. I nod. "We'll give you some time alone" He says walking out with the nurses. I just stood there frozen, how am I supposed to tell Anais that her little sister is dead? I take a deep breath and pull out my phone and start calling Anais.

"Hello?" She says with a groggy voice. I think I just woke her up. 

"A-Anais" I say with my voice breaking.


Anais's P.O.V

I was sleeping until I heard my phone ringing. I get up to see who it is, it's Niall. I answer it.

"Hello?" I say.

"A-Anais" He says with voice breaking.He sounds like hes about to cry.

"What's wrong Niall? Did you and Laura break-up?" I ask.

"N-no,Its Laura" He says starting to cry.

"W-what about laura?! Whats wrong with laura!?" I ask starting to get nervous.

"S-She got into a car accident" He says.

"WHAT?!" I shout. I start to wake up liam.

"what hospital are you at?" I ask.

"At Sloan Memorial Hospital" He says sniffling.

"Okay we're on our way"I say and hang up the phone. "Liam come on we have to go" I say getting up and start to get ready.

"Go where?"he ask rubbing his eyes.

"Laura got into car accident,Please hurry" I say beginning to cry. 

"Hey shhh. Its going to be okay" He says wiping my tears. I nod.


We arrived at the hospital. Liam had called the rest of the boys and the girls to meet us here. Liam and I went up to the second floor where the nurse showed us to the room. I see Niall sitting next to the door with his knees up to his face.

"N-niall?" I say. He looks up at me. His eyes are red and puffy, it looks like hes been crying for a long time.

"How is she?" Liam asks. Niall started crying again and started shaking his head.

"S-she's okay r-right?" I stuttered 

He didn't answer

"Niall answer me" I say while kneeling down to face him

"I'm .. i'm . so. sorry. Anais." Niall says in between breaths.

"NO" I say starting to shake.


"C-can I see her?" I ask. He nods. I open the door and there she was laying there so still. I walk over to her, all the monitors where taken out.

"Laura?" I say moving her hair out of her face.

"You can't really be gone,r-right? Please tell me this is some kind of joke." My voice breaking and tears starting to fall.

"Please" I say hugging her."You can't be gone."

"How could you do this to me?" I say feeling angry " How could you just leave me behind? Your so selfish! I hate you!" I shout. "No i'm sorry I don't hate you. I could never hate you" I say.

"But what am I supposed to do now huh? It was suppose to be me and you, it was supposed to be Lo-wah and Ah-nah-yes." I say tears starting to pour down my face.

"PLEASE LAURA YOU CAN'T JUST LEAVE ME! WAKE UP AND TELL ME YOUR ALRIGHT!! I NEED YOU HERE WITH ME,PLEASE JUST PLEASE! Y..YOU JUST CAN'T BE GONE" I shout while hugging her. "WAKE UP LAURA! YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME!!! GOD DAMMIT LAURA WAKE UP!" I shout. I feel arms wrap around me, I turn around and its Liam. I hug him and break down.

"I'm so sorry Anais" Niall says rubbing my back.

"Don't touch me!" I shout."This is all your fault, because of you Laura died!" I say angrily

"Anais thats not true" Liam says.

"Yes it is! If it wasn't for him having sex with Yessika. Laura would still be here!" I shout and ran out the room.

Liam's P.O.V

"She's right, this is all my fault" Niall says tearing up

"She didn't mean that Niall. Its no ones fault that this happened okay?" I say. He nods. The doctor walks.

"I'm sorry but we have to take her now" He says. We both nod and walk out.

"Hey how is she?" Louis asked. Niall begins to cry.

"S..she's gone" I say water starting to fill my eyes.

"No" They all gasp.

"W-what do you mean shes gone?" Yessika asks. "S-she can't be gone, She just cant..." she says crying.

"Shh its okay" Harry says hugging her trying to hold back his tears.

"Where's Anais?" Eleanor asks walking up to me.

"She just left" I say."I think we should all go back to my place" I say to everyone.They all nod.


Niall and I arrived home before the rest. I got out the car and heard glass breaking from inside the house. I told Niall to stay in the car and I ran inside and found Anais breaking all hers and laura's pictures,plates and anything she could get her hands on. She goes upstairs and brings back the collage that she made for Laura and Niall, she looks at it and starts crying again. She lifts it up like she's about throw it.I run and take it from her.

"Anais stop!" I shout and. I don't normally shout at her but this time is different.

"Give me it back Liam!" She shouts with tears in her eyes.

"No! This is one thing I won't let you break!" I shout. She stares at me and then turns around walking towards a vase that Laura have given her. I put the collage down and I run to her.

"Please stop, I don't like seeing you like this" I say holding her. She starts crying more and more.

"Why..does..it..have..to..hurt..so..much!?" She says in between breaths "S-shes gone Liam, my little sister is gone. What I am I going to do with out her?" She says holding me tightly.

"I'm so so sorry Anais this happened but we will get through this together okay?" I say holding her face and wiping her tears.

"Okay" She sniffles and hugs me.

"What happened here?" Danielle asks says walking in the door with everyone.

"Danielle and Eleanor can you two help Anais upstairs so that she could take a shower?" I ask. They both nod.

"We'll help you clean mate" Zayn says.

Anais's P.O.V

"Come on sweetie" El said helping me up. We go upstairs and into my room. I go head to the bathroom to shower.

"We will pick out some clothes for you while your in there" Dani says. I nod and closed the door. I turned on the water until it was good enough for me to get in, I undressed and went in.

I did a quick washing of my hair and body, once I was done I decided to sit there while having the hot water hitting my skin and let out a loud cry.


I grab a towel to get out of the shower and walk out of the bathroom. I find El and Dani crying, they look up at me with tears in their eyes.

"Sorry for crying" They say wiping their tears.

"Don't be sorry for crying, we all lost Laura not just me. It will be okay, we just have to stay strong no matter what I know Laura would've have like that" I say trying to comfort them. They nod.

"We'll go downstairs so that you can dress" Dani says while walking out.

"I hope you stay strong as well" El says giving me a hug and walking out.

I got dressed and dried my hair and started walking towards the stairs, I was passing Laura's room when I heard someone singing. I peaked through crack and seen Niall on the edge of the bed and holding one of Laura's picture.I know that song.

Close the door
Throw the key
Don’t wanna be reminded
Don’t wanna be seen
Don’t wanna be without you
My judgment's clouded
Like tonight's sky
Hands are silent
Voice is numb
Try to scream out my lungs" His voice starts breaking.
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face" He holds the picture close and starts crying.I open the door and walk over to him and hold him.

Niall's P.O.V

"Its okay Niall" She says. I breakdown even more.

"I'm..so..sorry..Anais" I say in between breaths.

"Please don't be sorry niall" Her voice is breaking I can tell shes about to cry too.

"You're right it is all my fault Laura's dead" I say

"No Niall it's not your fault, its no ones fault. I was angry and sad I didn't mean anything I said. Please don't blame yourself" She says looking into my eyes with tears in hers. All I could do is nod.We sat there and cried for the rest of the night.


I woke up from the sun beaming through the window. I check the clock it's 12:00, I turn to find Anais sleeping next to me. Her and Laura sure do look alike and act alike but they are two completely different people. I see this red mark on the sheet by Anais's arm, thats weird it wasn't there yesterday. I lift up her arm and found two fresh cuts, What the hell? Maybe she cut herself with glass she was throwing last night. Come on Niall, really? I wake her up. She opens her eyes.

"Morning Niall" She says with a half smile

"What happened to your arm?" I ask.

"W-what? Oh nothing I just cut my arm on one of the pieces of glass last night" She's lying.

"Anais don't lie to me, those are not from a glass its way to perfect and looks more like razor cuts to me" I say. She gets up and starts walking towards the door. I grab her arm.

"Ow! Niall that hurts" She says in pain.

"why? why would you do this to yourself!?" I ask somewhat angry but worryingly.

"Are you really asking me why? I just lost one of the most important people in my life and I can't stand the constant pain of knowing shes gone. I was supposed to take care of her, I'm her older sister i'm supposed to always watch over her and it sucks that I couldn't be there to protect her." she says tears slowly going down her face.

"You can't blame yourself for not being there to protect her from what happened, but you have to stay strong laura wouldn't want you to do this to yourself" I say."Promise me you won't do this again,Please? I don't think I could stand losing you too" I ask.

"I promise but you promise me that you won't do nothing crazy either." She says sternly

"I promise and to prove that I mean it, here's my favorite bracelet" I say putting the bracelet on her.

"wait, I'll be right back" She says running out the room. A minute later she back with something in her hand, she sits down next to me.

"And to prove I mean it, here's my favorite ring that I got from a football player at a game" She says handing me the ring, surprisingly it was a good fit.

"Come on, lets go get something to eat." I say putting my hand out for me to help her up.

"Okay" She says grabbing my hand. "But please don't tell liam about this" She says 

"I won't this will stay between us" I say half smiling.

We go downstairs and find Laura's and Anais's parents in the living room.

Anais's P.O.V

"Mom! Dad!" I say running towards them and hugging them both.

"When and how did you guys get here?" I ask

"We just got here actually, Liam called us last night and got us the earliest flight here" My dad says.

"Well i'm glad you guys are here, do you want some coffee?" Liam ask walking them to the kitchen.

"Yes please" my parents said.

"Anais!" I turn around and its my younger sister Yvonne.

"Hi sweetie" I say tearing up and hugging her 

"Are you crying?" She asked looking at me.

"N-no, I've just miss you a lot" I say smiling.

"So this is where you live? Its really big" She says looking around the house.

"Ha, its not that big" I say

"So where's laura? I can't to see her" She asks excitedly. I was stunned by what she said, did mom and dad not tell her?.

"Um, why don't you sit and watch tv with Niall. I'll be right back" I say walking towards Niall.

"Niall, my parents haven't said anything about Laura to her so try not to say anything please"I whispered to him. He nods. I walk into the kitchen.

"Why haven't you guys told her about laura?" I ask somewhat irritated.

"When we told her we were coming to visit you she was just so happy and we couldn't bring ourselves to tell her" My dad said taking a sip of his coffee."And we thought it would be better that she hears it from you" He finishes.

"Of course, cause I have to do everything for you guys right!?" I say walking out.

"Hey Yvonne, do you want to see Laura's room?" I ask her.

"Sure!" She says standing up. We start walking upstairs and into Laura's room.

"Wow her room is huge and has a lot of stuff" She says in amazement." Is that her and Niall in Paris?" She asks.

"Yup it is. But Yvonne sit down for a sec, I have something to tell you about Laura" I say.

"What about Laura? When is Laura going to be home?" She asks

"S-shes not coming back home" I say.

"What? Why?" She asks confused.

"S-she g-got into a car accident a-and didn't make it" I say trying to hold back the tears.

"N-no y-you're lying! S-shes o-okay right? Shes okay,Please tell me shes okay!" She shouts while crying.

"I'm so sorry Yvonne" I say holding her on my lap.

"Why!!" She screams. I hold her tightly.

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