I'm sorry! I wish you were still here to tell you I love you (Niall fanfic)

Laura and her sister Anais(anna-ees)move to London with their friend Yessika. They met the boys at their concert where Niall and laura instantly fall in love. So Niall and Laura have been dating for a year now. They were truly a happy funny and loving couple. But what happens when a tragic accident splits the couple apart!?


13. Chapter 13

How did you know what he was doing?" Liam asks

"Laura told me" I say sniffling.

"Laura?" He asked confused.

"Yes, I know it might sound crazy but she told me that he was trouble"

"Whose here for Niall Horan?" A nurse asked.

"I am, well we all are. How is he?"

I ask.

"He lost a lot of blood due to the artery that he cut, but the doctors got control of the blood and are stitching his wrist back up.He will have to stay in the hospital for few days for observation, you should be able to see him in a few minutes another nurse will come and let you know when you can." She explains.

"Thank you" I say.

A few minutes had passed and we followed the nurse up the elevator and into Niall's room. We could only go in two at a time, I decided I would go last so that I could have more time with him. Louis and Eleanor went first, then it was Harry and Yessika. As everyone had gone in it was finally my turn, I felt my stomach drop when I seen him laying there. He looks so weak and his skin is as pale as snow.

"I have to call Paul and tell him what happened and then I'll call his parents." Liam says. I just there crying as he walks out.

"A-Anais" I look up to see Niall awake.

"Niall your awake" I say.

"I-I'm so s-sorry anais" he weakly says.

"Shhh, don't worry about now. Get some rest" I say sitting next to him.

"C-can you hold me while I sleep?" He quietly asks. I nod and lay his head on my chest as he sleeps.

"Is it okay to come in?" The doctor says as he walks in."Has he woken up yet?"

"Yes but then fell back to sleep"

"Good he would be like that for the first two days. He should be more awake by the third day" he says.

"Thank you doctor" he nods and walks out.


A few days later....

Niall's P.O.V

"Are you ready to go?" Liam ask. I nod as I start to get stand up but almost fall, Anais comes over to help me up.

"I got it" I snapped.

"I'm sorry" she says looking down. We walk to the front and sign the papers and left. The ride home was really quiet besides a small conversation between Liam and Anais that I didn't really pay attention to, I stared at the rain droplets on the window race each other for the rest of the car ride. Once we arrived home I walked in and saw everyone was there even my parents. I was too tired to talk to anybody so I just went straight up to my room and laid down.


"Niall wake up" I rubbed my eyes and saw Liam and Anais.

"What?" I say closing my eyes again.

"I brought you some soup and you're medicine" she says placing the tray on the side table.

"I'm not hungry" I bluntly say.

"You have to eat Niall so that you can take your medicine" she says

"Fine" I say starting to sit up, Anais comes over a places a pillow behind me and tries to help me up.

"Can you stop, I got it!" I snap again.

"I-I'm only trying to help Niall" she says standing up.

"I didn't ask for your help then and I didn't ask for your help now! So stop trying to help! And leave me alone!" I shout. I see tears starting to fill her eyes. Shit. She turns and walks away.

"What the hell Niall! You didn't have to bite her head off! She's trying to help!" Liam shouts.

"I didn't ask her to help! Nor did I ask her for it that night, she should've just let me die!" I shout back.

"You are so selfish! Ever since Laura died you've only cared about yourself. You don't have the slightest idea that you were slowly killing Anais. She stayed up every night waiting until you got home from drinking and helped you to the room and when you were angry with her all she did was cry herself to sleep and cut herself in the shower. That night you went to the hospital, I-I almost lost her" he says with a tear falling from his face.

"W-what do you mean?" I worryingly say. He takes a deep breath before he continues.

"When you at the hospital she told me that she was going to get some extra things at the house and told me to stay with you, but when she left something didn't feel right" he says


Liam's P.O.V

"I going to get some clothes at the house so that I can stay here with Niall" she says grabbing her purse.

"Do you want me to go with you?" I ask.

"No I need you to stay here with Niall" she says walking up to me and hugging me."I love you Liam"

"I love you too Anais" I say hugging her back. She wipes her tears,kisses me and walks out, that was a bit strange.

A few minutes had passed and Louis walks in.

"Is Anais okay?" He asks with confused look on his face.

"Yeah, why do you ask?"

"Because she gave us all hugs and told us that she loved us and then left crying, which I thought it was because of Niall. So I shook it off, but she also said that she would miss us and I came here to tell you" he finishes. My eyes widened when I realize what she is planning to do.

"Louis let me borrow your car real quick!" I half shouted

"Okay but what's going on?" He says handing me his keys.

"She going to try to kill herself. Stay here with Niall"

"What! Should I tell the others?"

"No don't tell them anything, I'll let you know what happens okay?" He nods and I run out.

"Liam what's going on?" Harry asks.

"Nothing everything is fine, I'll be back" I say rushing out the door and into the car. I pick up my phone and call Anais.

"C'mon pick up the phone. Pick up the phone!"

"Hello it Anais, leave a message and I'll get back to you" Damn it! I call again and voicemail again. I'm going 90 on the streets and passing red lights. I hear a siren behind me. Shit! I pull over and the cop comes up to my window.

"Do you realize that you were going way over the speed limit and passed a red light"

"Yes I know, I have a reason"

"Oh I can't wait to hear this one"

"My girlfriend is going to kill herself so I need to get there as fast as possible, can you get me there please?"

"Oh my god, okay let me call an ambulance first"

"No, no ambulance just please help me get there!" I half shouted

"Okay, let's go then" he says running to his car and we speed off. Within minutes I'm there, I rush in and up to our room

"Anais!?" I shout. I run to the bathroom.

"It won't open!" She shouts tears pouring down her face.

"Give me it!" I shout trying to grab the bottle of pills from her

"No! Let it go" she says fighting me."Stop! Let it go!" The cap pops off and the pills spill everywhere.

"Look what you did!!!" She shouts and runs to get them. I grab and hold her.

"No!! Let me die!! I don't want to be here!" She shouts crying.


"She finally asleep" I tell Louis.

"I'm glad that she's alright and I hope she's better in the morning. Be sure to get some rest mate"

"Thanks mate I will, I'll see you in the morning"

"Okay goodnight" I hang up and sit next to Anais. I gently wipe off the left over tears from her eyes, she looks so peaceful now then she has in a long time. I start to break down in tears thinking of how close I was to never seeing her face ever again.(end of flashback)

"I-I'm so sorry Liam, I had no idea, you should've told me" I say feeling like shit.

"She didn't want me to tell you. You're her best friend Niall and she loves you, don't push her away I don't think she can handle anymore pain." He says."You should talk to her" he says walking out.

I heard a knock at the door,"Come in" I say. Anais walks in and stands by the door.

"Liam said you wanted to talk to me" she softly says.

"Yeah I do, but you don't have to stand so far away"

"I'm trying to keep my distance since you didn't let me near you the last times" her words hurt me.

"I'm sorry for that, I shouldn't have snapped at you, please come sit next to me so that I could talk to you." She comes over and sits at the edge of the bed. I pull her closer to me.

"I was only trying to help Niall, I get that your mad but that doesn't give you any right to yell at me." She says tears starting to fill her eyes again but she holds it back.

"I know and I'm really sorry for that, I was angry at myself for what I put you through and I took it all out on you. Liam told me happened and I'm so sorry for what I made you do, I promised you that I would be there for you and I wasn't" I say tears starting to fall."I should've been there for you but I was too busy with my own selfish needs. I'm sorry Anais"

"I know I say this a lot but it's okay, you're still here with me and that you're okay. That's all I care about. I love you Niall, I hope you know that" she says crying.

"I love you too" I say as I grab her face and press my lips against hers. She tries to fight me but then stops and kisses me back. I lay her down on the bed and take off her shirt and she takes off mine. I stare down at her and gently rub her cheek.

"You are so beautiful" she smiles and kisses me.


I wake up to the sound of crying. I rub my eyes and see Anais getting dressed.

"Anais what are you doing?" I ask completely confused.

"I'm so sorry Niall, we should have never done this." She says with tears in her eyes.

"Woah, what do you mean? I thought you wanted to" I say still confused.

"I did Niall don't get me wrong, I really did but when I woke up I thought of how I just betrayed Liam and Laura. I can't live with that Niall" she says crying

"How could you do that to me Niall" Laura says crying standing next to Anais.

"I'm sorry Laura"I say looking at her.

"Laura?" Anais says."oh god she's here, I'm sorry Laura"

"So that's why you wanted to move on!?" Laura half shouts."

How could you Anais!"

"Laura don't blame her it was all me, I kissed her first. And yes I did it to get over you." I explain.

"So you used me to get over Laura?" Anais says walking away.

"No Anais I didn't, I love you" I say grabbing her arm.

"So which is it Niall?" Laura says.

"That's why you wanted to talk to her so you can sleep with her?" Liam say walking in.

"Liam I'm sorry" Anais says walking towards him.

"Don't touch me!" He shouts while walking away. Anais follows him.

"First Yessika now my sister! Wow you just can't keep it in your pants can you" she shouts

"Can you let me explain please!" I shout back.

"No I'm tired of your excuses, you are not worth my time anymore. I'm done with you" she says disappearing.

"No wait! Please let me explain!" I shout. Everything around me goes dark, I see Laura walking so I decide to follow her.

"Laura wait! come back!" I shout but she continues to walk."Laura!"

"Niall? Wake up"I hear someone say but I am awake.

"C'mon mate wake up" am I dreaming?"wake up Niall" I decide to lay down and sleep and try to wake up.

"Niall c'mon mate wake up"

"What? Let me sleep"

"Laura is up she wants to see you"

"What? I was dreaming that whole time?" I say and Louis nods.

"Yeah it sounded like you having a nightmare so I decided to wake you up"

"It was horrible" I say still thinking of the dream.

"Well Laura wants to see you"

"She not dead?" I ask surprised.

"No? don't you remember, she was in a coma. She just woke up and they told me to come get you" I got up and ran to Laura's room and opened the door.

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