I'm sorry! I wish you were still here to tell you I love you (Niall fanfic)

Laura and her sister Anais(anna-ees)move to London with their friend Yessika. They met the boys at their concert where Niall and laura instantly fall in love. So Niall and Laura have been dating for a year now. They were truly a happy funny and loving couple. But what happens when a tragic accident splits the couple apart!?


11. chapter 11

Niall's P.O.V

We arrived home and I went straight up to my room and changed clothes. I can't be here right now, I need to get out. I grabbed my keys off the dresser and headed downstairs towards the door.

"Where are you going?" Anais asks.

"Out" I simply say and walked out.

I got into my car and drive off to the nearest pub.I walk in and the smell of cigarettes hit me hard, I walk over to the bar and ordered four shots of vodka. The bartender handed me my drinks and start to drink, I could feel the vodka burning my throat. I ordered another four. Laura's face kept popping in my head, she looked broken when she saw me in bed with Yessika. How could I do that to the person I love? I order another round, I'm start to feel buzzed. 'I thought you loved me Niall but I was wrong' her words hurt me more than ever, tears start to form at the thought of how much I had hurt her.

"Hey man you alright?" The bartender asks.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Can I get four more?" I ask wiping my tears.

"Sure" He says serving me more. I take the shots and ordered four more. The more I drink, the more I start to forget Laura.

Anais's P.O.V

It's 3 in the morning and Niall is still not back yet, I tried calling but it just goes straight to voice mail. After what happened at the church i'm not sure what he would do. I'm pacing back and forth thinking the worst, what could he be doing at this time?

"Anais go to sleep" Liam mumbles still half asleep.

"I can't not until Niall is here" I say still pacing.

"I'm sure he's fine, he probably just needed some space" He says.

"Yeah maybe, I think i'm going to go downstairs and make some tea" I say putting on my slippers and hoodie on.I go downstairs and walk in the kitchen and turn on the stove to boil water. Once I made my tea I go and sit down at the table, my phone starts to ring. I don't recognize the number but I answer anyways.

"Hello?" I say.

"Is this Ms. Vargas?" A man says

"Can I ask who's calling?" I ask.

"This is officer O'maly from the police department, I have Mr.Niall Horan in custody" He says.

"In custody? what for?" I ask confused.

"For trying to drive home after being intoxicated, are you willing to come and pick him up" He asks.

"Yes I'm on my way" I say hanging up the phone. I grab my keys and rush out the door.

I get to the police station and run inside and towards the front desk.

"Can I help you?" The woman officer asks.

"I'm here to pick up Niall Horan" I say catching my breath

"Okay. Sign here and follow me this way" She says getting up. I follow her to the back where there was two different cells for both men and woman.

"Niall Horan you're free to go" She says unlocking the cell. He gets up and tries to walk but stumbles over. I go over and put his arm on my shoulders and helped him out and into the car, I thanked the officer and started to head home.

"What the hell is wrong with you Niall? You know what could've happened if you were to drive in your condition!?" I say annoyed.

"Where's my car" He slurs clearly still drunk.

"You won't get it until tomorrow" I say still angry. He mumbles something that I couldn't quite catch and falls asleep.We arrived home and I helped Niall into the house and up to the room. I laid him on the bed and I took off his shoes and put a blanket on him.Thank god he is safe, I don't think I could handle losing him too.

"Laura come back" I hear Niall say. "Don't leave" He says crying in his sleep. I walk out and quietly close the door. I place my head on the door and tears start to fall.

"Hey you okay?" I hear someone say. I quickly wiped my face and turn around.

"Yeah i'm fine Liam" I half smile "Niall's home" I say starting to walk back to our room. Liam walks in front of me.

"Its okay to cry, we understand you don't have to hide away" He says looking in my eyes.

"I'm really tired Liam, can we just go to bed?" I say.

He sighs"Sure" he says and we walk back to the room.

Next morning.........................

Niall's P.O.V

I wake up to sound of rain and thunder outside. I slowly get up and immediately feel my head pounding, Anais had left me some pain killers on the nightstand with some water. I take the pills and walk over to the bathroom to take a quick shower, after a while I can no longer feel the sting of the hot water on my body. I just stand there thinking of Laura's face yesterday, her eyes filled with sadness. I winced at the pain of the blade cutting my skin, I put my arm under the water. I get out and bandaged my arm so that the bleeding will stop and start to get dressed, I lie back down and check my phone. I notice that I had a Voice mail waiting, I dialed it and listened.

"I know you are probably still mad from what had happened with John since this call went straight to voice mail but I just want you to know that I love you very much and just hope you can forgive me and come back home I miss you" Laura says crying."I love you, bye" it ends. Tears start pouring down my face when remembering the fight we had, I walked out on her without letting her explain and let Harry comfort her. Why did she even stay with me if all I did was hurt her. I have to make this pain stop, I took out a bottle of whiskey I had hidden and started drinking. This is the only way I can forget her.

I hear someone laugh. I looked around and no one, I kept drinking.

"Do you really want to forget me?" 

"Laura?" I ask.

"Who else" she laughs. "You're an idiot you know that right?" 

"How?" I ask starting to feeling the alcohol.

"You should know that you won't ever be able to forget me Niall" she laughs again.

"You think I really want to forget you? you're wrong, I just can't handle the pain I feel not being able to hold you. You have no idea how much i'm hurting ever since you decided on leaving me here alone." I say tears starting to form again

"Oh right, I have no idea how it is to be hurt." she says sarcastically.

"Why are you doing this to me?" I say waiting for her to respond.

"Who are you talking too?" Zayn asks walking in.

"With laura" I say taking a drink. He lets out a sigh.

"Niall I need to talk to you and you might not like what I have to say but we think it would be best if you tried to move on, I mean Laura isn't coming back and we just don't want to see like this" He says putting his hand on my shoulder.

"How could you fucking say that to me! What if you lost Perrie!? I wouldn't tell you to move on a week later!" I shout smacking his hand away.

"Niall I didn't mean to make you upset, I just wanted to let you know what we all think would be good for you" He says calmly.

"Fuck you Zayn just leave me the hell alone! You guys don't know shit about whats good for me!" I shout running out.

I run out the front door and into my car and drove off. How dare they fucking tell me to move on? Is that how Anais feels? Fuck this, I need a drink.

Liam's P.O.V

Anais and I woke up early to make everyone breakfast, I hear shouting and walk out to see what was going on. I see Niall run out the front door and Zayn walking down the stairs.

"What the hell happened?" I ask walking over to him.

"I just told him what needed to be said" He simply says.

"Which was?" I say trying to find out more.

"I told him that we all think it would be best for him to try to move on instead of getting drunk every night" he says taking a seat on the couch.

"Why would you tell him that! He will move on when hes ready, for fucks sake he just lost his fiance'. We should be supporting him through this not bringing him down." I say completely annoyed at Zayn. I walk back into the kitchen to help Anais, she hands Yvonne her food.

"Thank you" she says smiling. "When's Laura coming down" She says taking a bite of her food.

"Laura isn't here anymore remember" I say handing her some juice.

"Oh yeah I forgot" She says looking down and pushing her food away.

"Yvonne eat please" Anais says. Yvonne shakes her head."Please for me?" She says pushing the plate towards Yvonne.

"Okay" Yvonne says slowly taking a bite. Anais lightly smiles and walks out of the kitchen, I tell Yvonne that I would be back and follow Anais up the stairs. She closes our door slightly and I peek through and see her sit down and start to cry but stops herself, takes a deep breath and  walks back towards the door.

"Liam? I thought you were still in the kitchen" She says surprised.

"I came to see if you were alright" I say looking at her.

"Yeah I'm fine" she says half smiling. She might be smiling but her eyes hold so much hurt.

"Why are you holding everything in?" I ask.

"I don't know what you're talking about" She says walking pass me.

"Don't walk away, talk to me!" I half shouted. She stops.

"There isn't anything to talk about, so just drop it" She says starting to walk again, I grab and turn her around.

"Damn it Anais stop trying to hold everything in! I get you want to stay strong for everybody else but its okay for you to cry! Laura wouldn't want to see you like this!" I shout with tears in my eyes.

"Well you know what Laura decided to leave me okay, So don't you dare tell me what Laura would of wanted!" She shouts with tears rolling down her face. "Why would she leave me Liam?" She asks falling to her knees. I sat down beside her and held her while she cried.

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