I'm sorry! I wish you were still here to tell you I love you (Niall fanfic)

Laura and her sister Anais(anna-ees)move to London with their friend Yessika. They met the boys at their concert where Niall and laura instantly fall in love. So Niall and Laura have been dating for a year now. They were truly a happy funny and loving couple. But what happens when a tragic accident splits the couple apart!?


10. chapter 10

A/N: I'm so sorry for taking so long, work has been hectic and I had to rewrite these chapters cause my computer was acting up and erased everything but here are the two chapters I hope you guys like them. I'll try to update more often. Btw listen to Everything by Lifehouse I think it goes really good with these chapters.

Anais's P.O.V

Yvonne had fallen asleep with tears still left in her eyes. I slowly get off the bed so that I don't wake her, and started to really look around Laura's room since I was never allowed to come in her room. I smile at the fact she still has her posters of the boys hung up on the walls. I walk over to the dresser and see all the pictures of different places her and Niall had visited while the boys were on tour. I never got to go on tour with them since I had to work, I could only visit Liam maybe once a month since we were both very busy. We would still skype every night but it was never as good as being able to kiss and hold him in person. I was pulled out of my thoughts by an alarm I had on my phone, I turned it off and start to drag my finger slowly across the dresser, I see a navy blue box with a tag "HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANAIS!" This must've been the present she was planning on giving me last night, I opened the box to find a big gold heart-shaped locket.

"Open it" I turned around to see Niall standing by the door.

"Open it" He says again.I look back at the locket and opened it, my eyes started to water at the sight of mine and Laura's picture we took at some photobooth last year at the amusement park. I notice that she had it engraved as well and began to read:

                          "With this, I will always be with you wherever you go.So whenever you're

                          feeling down, know that I'll be there to pick you up.Stay strong and

                           beautiful.I love you. - with love, Laura.

                                                        P.S. Never Let Them See You Cry."

I put the necklace on and wiped away the tears that were starting to fall. I walk over to Yvonne and kissed her on the forehead and walked towards the door passing by Niall, he gets a hold of my arm.

"Its okay to cry Anais, you don't have to hold it in" He says.

"Well crying isn't going to bring her back Niall.I'm done crying. So if you'll excuse me I have a funeral to plan" I say pulling my arm away. I walked out and made my way downstairs and started to make plans for the funeral. No more crying, I have to be strong for Niall and Yvonne.I've just got to.

Niall's P.O.V

She's done crying? Why is she trying to keep everything in? I get that crying won't bring Laura back but that doesn't mean she should just hold everything in. Maybe I should talk to Liam about it he might help me understand. I started to look around Laura's room, I can still smell her sweet perfume she use to always wear. It hurts to know that I won't ever get to hear her laugh when I tickled her or to ever cuddle with her and to see that beautiful smile on her face.I walked over to sit on her side of the bed and held her pillow close and let the tears fall.

"Niall?" I hear someone say from the guest room. "Niall?" I know that voice, I wipe my face and walk over to the room. "Niall" Its Laura's voice but how could that be? "Why did you do this to me Niall" I hear her say. I look all around the room but she is nowhere to be found. "Why Niall" I hear her crying.

"Where are you?!"I half shouted.

"Who?" I turn around and see Yessika at the door.

"No one" I say.

"Oh" She says looking down.

"What do you want" I say feeling irritated.

"Look, I know you don't want to see me right but I just wanted to tell you I'm sorry for everything" She says looking at me.

"Don't you think its a little too late for apologies?" I say rudely.

"I know me apologizing won't change anything, but I just need you to know how sorry I am. I also know that Laura's death is all my fault. If I didn't force you to have sex with me Laura would still be here with us" She says crying. I let out a loud sigh and made my way over to her, once our bodies were a few inches apart I lifted her chin up and her looked straight in the eyes.

"Yessika" I quietly say.

"Y-Yeah?" she say sniffling. I looked over at the side table by the door and reached over and grabbed a picture.As I took a good look at the picture I was filled with anger.

"You were right" I say shoving the picture on her chest. "This is all you're fault" I shout and left the room.

Yessika's P.O.V

"This all you're fault"

"This all you're fault"

"THIS IS ALL YOU'RE FAULT" Those five words just kept repeating over and over. My head is spinning, I feel sick. Within seconds I fell down to my knees, still clenching on to the object in my hands. I was scared to look at what I was holding, but  brought myself to look down and saw a frame with a picture of me and Laura.


Next week....

Niall's P.O.V

It's been a week since I've heard Laura's voice, Why did you do this to me Niall? Why? I can't get her words out of my head.So many questions have been running through my mind. I have to hear her voice again but how? I got out of bed and headed towards the bathroom to take a shower, I get in and let the hot water just run down my body. I feel so numb staring at the shower walls, my eyes feel so tired from crying. As I feel the water turn cold I know it was time to get out, I took a step out and put a towel around my waist and head towards the mirror.  I wiped the fog off and started to brush my teeth. Once I was done I looked up to look at myself, and there she was right behind me. I turned around and she was gone, did I really just see that? or is my mind playing tricks on me? I splashed my face with cold water and went to go get dressed.I walked out and headed downstairs where everyone was waiting for me, today is Laura's funeral. We all get into the cars and drive off the church.


We arrived at the church within a few minutes. I walked in and the place was covered in white carnations, which was her favorite flower and pictures of her were next to her coffin.We had a very short service, since none of us could really handle talking without breaking down. I walked up to look at her for the last time, she looks so peaceful. As I see her lifeless body I let the tears fall, how can this be the last time I will be able to see her face.

"How could you do this to me Niall?" Its Laura again. I looked up at her, her eyes were open.

"You did this to me Niall!" She shouts with tears in her eyes.

"No! I'm sorry Laura!" I shout "This isn't how its supposed to be" I say

"I thought you loved me Niall but I was wrong" She says crying.

"I did love you and I still do" I say holding her cold hand.

"Goodbye Niall" She says closing her eyes

"No! Don't leave me again! Come back, Please come back!" I shout holding her.I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"Hey come on mate, Its okay" Louis says starting to pull me away from Laura.

"Let go of me! She is still alive!" I shout pushing him away and turning back to Laura. "Laura open your eyes! I know your still here!" I shout with tears rushing down my face. Liam and Louis both grabbed me and pulled me away from her.

"Laura open your eyes!" I shout.

"Niall stop! Laura isn't here anymore she gone!" Liam shouts tears in his eyes.

"No! You're wrong!" I say trying to go back to her. Louis holds me back.

"Mate stop, she's gone" Louis says. I fall to my knees and screamed at the top of my lungs.

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