Nothing will be the same

I stare at my reflection in the windshield. I can see where the tears streaked my face. Who am i? Im nobody. Im just an ugly bitch and i dont deserve him. I rest my elbows on my lap and bury my face in my hands. What have i done. I sit there and sob for a moment. When i look back at my reflection i notice that my mascara was completely ruined. At that moment i realized nothing will be the same.


3. How i felt

I didn't bother going to the festival after that experience. 'You met One Direction today Meagan,' I kept thinking to myself. Now i can officially say I've almost killed someone. 'Fun!' I sarcastically exclaimed to myself. 

As i neared my apartment building I think about Liam's actions. What did he need? The way he looked at me was different from the others. His reaction to me was more curious then it was confused. Though they all looked at me like i was an algebra book. Of course Liam would be a bit curious. My thoughts began to drift away from the accident and focused on Liam. Just Liam.

He was so much taller than I was. His hand fit perfectly on my waist. 

I shook my head. Now is not the time to be fangirling. Last time i got distracted on the road didn't go so well. I pull into my parking space, but i didn't get out. I sat there trying to piece together what happened back there. 

"They hate me," Is what i settled for. 

I whipped open the door to the plain, boring door. I heard a bit of noise and walked in. There was a jab in my side. 

"Ow," I said backing up and rubbing my side. I look down. There was a big cart full of cleaning supplies and a jacket sitting on top of it. What the? This was an apartment not a hotel! There were no cleaning services, "Um, hello?" 

As if on cue, a small Mexican woman came from the bathroom sputtering something in a different language. I just stared at her. What the fuck? Today was becoming really weird. At this point I would no longer be surprised if my hair turned purple and Jamie jumped in through the window of this room, which by the way is on the 4th floor. I just kinda brushed it aside and headed towards my room.

I went straight for my bed. I flung off my boots and crawled under the covers. I guess ill just be a loser until my next opportunity comes up. I put my phone on the charger and grab the remote. I pressed gently on the button, watching as the tv screen lit up. There was nothing to watch, so i just sat there watching some reality tv show.

I felt my eyelids slowly shut and i didn't bother to try and stay awake. 

*in a dream* 

I stood before the one and only Liam Payne. He looked at me with curiosity. 

"What are you staring at?" I asked him politely. We were in a blank room. Just me and him. 

"Just you," He said, stepping closer. I raised an eyebrow at his action. He was different, but not in a bad way. 

"Oh," I said, blushing a bit. 

He grabbed me by my waist and pulled me closer. I didn't resist but it scared the shit out of me. What was he gonna do next? He leaned his head towards me and -


I jump out of the bed as the small Mexican woman yelled at me in spanish. Why the hell did she do that? She continued to yell at me, waving her little duster in the air. 

"I don't - I don't understand you!" I tell her making weird hand gestures. She stopped for a minute. 

"Me Sandy," She said. Her english was awful. I nodded, letting her know I understood. 

"What are you doing here?" I asked her. It didn't make sense to me. This wasn't a hotel. 

"Me work here. You Jen? Jen Connelly? Jen ask me to clean room once a week," She said, waving the duster again. Jen was my mother. She must have hired me a house cleaner.

"No I'm Meagan," I tell her. She stopped waving the duster. 

"You no Jen? YOU INTRUDER!" She yelled, starting to hit and spray me with her cleaning supplies.

"No no! Im her daughter! I know Jen, shes my mom!" I shield myself so I don't get Glade in my eyes. She stopped. 

"Why you no say so," She laughed. I laughed with her because I was relieved she wasn't turning me into a walking air freshener display. I let out an awkward laugh. 

I walked past her and grabbed my laptop and looked up the college i was going to. As i browsed through the pages about the classes and courses i noticed that they were hosting a small freshman get together at a small pub near me. Sounded like a plan to me!

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