Jerks. (One Direction Fanfic AU)

I was always that happy girl, making everybodys day. With a carefree heart, and lots of friends, and was in school clubs, Until grade 11 hit. And I had to move schools. Where I met, Harry, Zayn, Louis, Niall and Liam.


12. Give all my secrets away (12)

Ha. So they think they could hit me like that, and kick me?! I'll show them. If I want this to stop theres only one way. And I need to tell. I dont want people to feel bad for me, because well I dont even feel bad for me. Why should I care about 2 losers, oh, plus Louis who dont give a crap about me.


I feel confident and I feel good. They wont be able to do anything now and Liam will be on my side and maybe even Niall? Hopefully.

I planned out everything that weekend. Everything while I just hung around my house drinking hot chocolate in my pyjamas. I also cried a little. Im not wonderwoman okay? Im still extremely hurt allthough I dont want to admit it.

I ran myself a hot bath to warm me up. I was freezing. I love fall and winter, but winter doesn't help with the situation Im going through.

As usuall I ran my water to hot. And just layed and relaxed thinking about everything. The images from what Harry and Zayn did that night of the party. I wanted to forget but I couldn't. It was shocking everytime I thought about it. It is haunting me and it always will.

I started crying. And my makeup smudged everywhere. And with the mascara running down my face I knew it was time to get out. Damn that water was hot. I got really wobbly when I got out and headed straight to bed.

I woke up to my alarm on my phone that read 6:30. It was Monday. Woohoo! Not.

But I was kind of excited but nervous to tell Liam that I wanted to go to the polce.

I got to school and I made my way to my locker. Than Zayn was there. C'mon.

"Goodmorning Zayn" I said in a happy voice.

"Goodmorning?..." He said weirded out.

He stared at me like I was insane.

"Why are you so happy?" He asked me with a disturbed look on his face.

"Reasons. See well, I wont have to put up with your shit anymore Zayn" I smiled confidentaly at him.

"What the hell do you mean?" He questioned furiously.

"It means... Im telling the police everything" I said giving him a pitty smile.

"No. You cant!" He pleaded.

"Oh but I can" I said.

"No please dont" Zayn begged.

I started laughing.

"I knew you'd be an idiot the moment I laid eyes on you." I said snobbishly. Ha, it felt so good reversing roles for once. Its been a month already and it has to stop.

"Dude, this isn't funny it could ruin my life!" He yelled.

"You've ruined mine. You raped me and you didn't even care. And you've said rude things that scar you know? Like everyday! I hate you and I want to ruin your life the way you ruined mine." I said.

He slammed his locker shut as loud as he could.

We both turned to see Liam walking our way.

"Babe dont do this" he said in a whining voice. What? What does he think he is doing?

I turned around.

"Too bad" I hissed.

"Your the only person that makes me complete babe!" He yelled.

What the hell is seriously going on?

He grabbed my wrist and pulled me close to him.

I whispered "What the hell are you doing?!"

"Shut up" He demanded quietly

And he kissed me. On the lips. I tried to move but he kept me in my place. He held my hair and actually made it believable. Allthough I was not particapating at all. I just fidjited.

I could taste the smoke in his breath. It doesn't bother me that much since I now smoke a bit. But the fact that it was Zayn. The Zayn I hated grossed me out even more.

This was so twisted.

"What the hell?" I heard Liam yell.

I finally was released and looked over to see a very upset Liam looking at me with pain filling his eyes.

"Liam its not what it looks like I swear!" I yelled.

 "Save it" He said giving me a dirty look.

"Liam wait. He kissed me! I tried to stop him he's doing it on purpose!" I yelled but he continued to walk away.

"Look what you did you son on a bitch!" I yelled.

It was only 8:00 a.m and we were still the only ones here.

Zayn just smirked at me.

"You have nobody at all now buddy" He said with a smug look on his face.

"He'll believe me trust me!" I insisted.

"I wouldnt count on it. Liams my best friend and I know he'll believe me". He said smirking.

I grabbed my stuff and left right away. Searching for Liam. Everywhere but I couldn't spot him. Until I looked out the main doors to see him standing with Harry and Louis!?! Come on.

I ran back upstairs and went to math class. And just thought to myself about everything. Liam was so stupid. How could he actually believe them instead of me? I know why Zayn did that, because if he thought that me and Zayn were secretly dating. He would think I was never raped and that we were dating and I was sick and a freak.

Well played.

But I wasn't going down that easy I am going to convice Liam. I have no other choice. Nobody would believe it if it was just me.

Liam, Harry, Zayn,Louis, and NIall all entered the classroom. And they all sat in the seats they usually sit it. And silly me forgot that that was behind me!

I let my hair down from my pony tail I was getting a headache.

"We're not over are we Maddie? I think I might love you" Zayn said in a serious tone poking me on the back.

"Zayn shut up" I hissed.

"Liam dont believe anything he says" I begged.

He looked me dead in the eyes and said absolutely nothing.

Zayn,Harry,and Lou tried not to laugh. Do they think this is actual fun? Dont they have an xbox or like a playstation to play around on!

"Babe you dont have to lie anymore. Nobody is going to judge you." Zayn said cocky but serious and believable.

"I dont need you Liam, I'll go to the police by myself." I hissed.

"Wait what?" Liam asked.

Harry whispered something to Liam. Liam gave me pitty eyes. How could he possibly believe them. Why would I lie about something like that? Thats twisted. Then again Zayn and Harry are twisted. And obviously Louis is. Louis is a jackass.

I let out a big groan causing people to look to at me confused. I brushed it off.



Jesus Christ. My heart was pounding. I made my way down to the office. It was the beginning of second period, but I couldnt wait any longer. I couldnt wait to get it off my chest and tell someone who actually my give a damn. At the same time I was scared of Zayn and Harry finding out but they wont be able to hurt me if they ever go to jail. I chuckled to myself outloud quietly allthough it wasn't funny.

"Miss.Dawson? You made an appointment to see us?" A polite young guidence counselor asked with an excited expression on her face. Im guessing she doesn't get to many so called 'clients' here at this school.

And my stomach dropped. I took a big gulp.

"Uhm yeah." I said shily.

She lead me to a pink room with bright colours and flowers and paintings and pointed me to two bright lime green chairs.

"So what do you want to talk about sweetie?" she asked not letting the smile leave her face.

"Well. Something happened a few weeks ago." I said grinding on my teeth staring at my feet as I sat very uncomfortable.

"Okay, what happened?" She asked still smiling allthough now with more concern in her voice.

"Well uhm. I was at a party with a new friend I made. And I had a beer or two. And I dont take alcohal to well. And I got sick very fast. Really sick and uhm dizzy I guess" I mummbled. This was harder than I thought.

Her happy face suddenly sunk and had worriedness writted all over her face.

"Okay..." she said wanting me to continue.

"And uhm. I think I may have been uh" I said trying hard to concentrate on saying it. But it wouldn't come out.

She just waited there, waiting for me to say something.

"I was well. I think I was uhm... possible... maybe raped" I said just staring at everything else but her eyes.

"Oh God." She let out.

"And the two boys that did it. Have been bugging me and harrassing me and I think I want to tell go to the police." I said unsurely.

"Oh my god. Yes. Ofcorse honey." She said rushing over to me hugging me. It was an akward hug.

"I will go tell the principle what is happening. Would you like me to call your mother or father?" She offered.

"Uhm yeah you could call my mother I guess" I said blankly.

"I'll be back in a few. In the mean time do you want to go grab your things from your locker?" She insisted.

"Okay..." I akwardly stated.

I stood up and made my way to my locker on the third floor. I felt so alone in these empty halls. Allthough there were few kids walking around I knew I was all alone. I had no friends here. I hate this town.

I got to my locker and pulled out my bag and jacket and what I needed for home. My parents. What were they going to think?!

I heard footsteps near.

I turned to see Niall and Louis walking together. Niall is wearing hipster glasses. Odd choice.

I just pretended to not notice them allthough it was clear I did.

They walked over to me.

"Hey Maddie?" Louis asked.

"Uh yeah?" I replied akwardly.

"Are you actually telling the schoolboard about all this?" Louis asked scared.

"Yep. I already did" I mumbled.

"Really? Are you telling on me Maddie?" Niall asked jumping to conclusions.

"I never exctly told who yet though..." I reasurred Niall.

"Good. Please dont tell on me Maddie. I never did anything, and I didn't like it when they did anything either. They make me sick!" He exclaimed. I wasnt going to tell on Niall. Nor was I going to tell on Liam. I wasn't sure about Louis though. He didn't know anything about the rape but he did help Zayn and Harry make me smoke the cigarrete.

"Im not going to talk about you or Liam, Niall" I said unamused.

"Listen, Maddie-" Louis said nervously chuckling. The type of nervous where you dont know what to feel so you just kind of laugh to show your not scared sort of thing.

"Save it Louis. I made up my mind" I said shrugging my shoulders.

"But I didn't help them or even know about the night at the party!" He said freaking out.

"Yeah well you didn't stop them from burning me with a cigarrete! Please, you held my arms!" I said annoyed. I was losing patience.

He punched the locker beside mine. Me and Niall backed away quickly.

"Please Maddie. I'll do anything to make it up" He pleaded grabbing my hand.

"No Louis. You laughed when I was being hurt. No. Do not make me feel bad for you!" I said coldly as I walked away with my stuff.

As I left I heard Niall ask "what did you do to her with the cigarrete?"

I made my way down stairs.

My mom was there talking to the principle.

I walked over akwardly.

My mom gave me a big hug. She was crying. Wow. This is a first. I dont remember the last time we hugged. It was weird. But it was all I had. I grabbed onto her as hard as I could. I started to cry too. My thoughts were going everywhere.

"Oh baby, go wait in the car" She said kissing my head and passing me her car keys.

I took off to the car, but before I made it out the front door. Harry was there walking by. He took a look at my mom and the school staff and gave me a death glare. Pure hatred in his eyes. He came up to me without anyone noticing and whispered "your dead". His warm breath hit my face.

He looked me up and down with hatred in his expressions. He then walked away quickly avioding the whole situation.

It was freezing outside. And snowing lots. I ran to my moms car. And went in the front seat. I turned the heat on and looked in the mirror. My eyes were red from crying.

I held myself to keep myself warm. Then I saw my mom walking out and over towards the car.

She got in the car. And took one look at me.

"I am so sorry baby. I'm going to help you get through this. I love you" she said reasuring me hugging me.

"I love you too mom. When I get home can I rest before talking to you" I asked.

"Ofcorse sweetie, anything for you." She said crying even more.

"Its Okay mom" I said.

"No its not. My poor baby was raped! Those little shits are going to pay" She said furiously.

Its weird seeing my mom pay so much attention to me. She's never been like this before. Im suprised she ever cares at all!

We didn't talk the rest of the ride home. I wasn't even tired. But I went upstairs anyways to my room and just cozied up in my blankets falling asleep for a nap. I had alot ahead of me when I woke up.










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