Jerks. (One Direction Fanfic AU)

I was always that happy girl, making everybodys day. With a carefree heart, and lots of friends, and was in school clubs, Until grade 11 hit. And I had to move schools. Where I met, Harry, Zayn, Louis, Niall and Liam.

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7. Again (7)

Maddie's P.O.V

I was again woken by a loud slam. My head was still pounding. I was under the covers, and I pulled my head under the covers as well. I just need to sleep.

The door opened and tiny light was let into the room.

Things were even more blury now.

I pulled the covers off.

"Shh"

Everything was still spinning. My stomach was dropped once again.

"Liam. Take me home. I feel horrible" I tried to speak.

They placed their hands on my shoulders.

"Babe, lay down y-your at home" they slurred their words.

I couldnt think. I didn't have time to think. I just layed back down.

"Liam, you need to go. Im naked and I-I'm tired." I tried to speak. Its really hard to speak right now I feel extremely sick to the extremes.

I layed down and closed my eyes.

"Shh" they whispered sitting down on the bed.

I was trying to sleep.

They put there hand on the part of the blanket covering my shoulders.

They slowly pulled the blanket down. Leaving me naked.

I tried to pull them back up.

"Liam thats not funny, Im freezing" I started to cry my stomach was turning and I didn't have time for this.

He turned me on my back. Please no, not again.

"Is this you liam?" I whispered.

"Shh" he whispered

"Liam please!" I yelled.

Its all happening again. Im not sure if its the same person though.

His cold hands grabbed the back of my neck. He pulled me up and kissed me. Straight on the lips.

I tried to push away.

"Please, dont" I cried.

I started crying like a baby again.

"Help! Liam please... please come " I yelled.

"Shh babe. Its all going to be okay" He whispered.

They smelt of beer and smoke. Gross.

He pulled his pants off.

"What are you doing?" I yelled.

"Nothing, relax" They whispered.

I tried to push him away, push him off of me.

I was so weak. My arms gave up.

"Stop. Please. I dont feel well" I chattered.

"Stop talking" they whisper yelled.

I grabbed my head. I let out a few cries.

This couldnt go by any slower.

I wanted to sleep but I couldn't.

He kept breathing his hot breath onto my face.

I could not breathe.

My heart was pounding.

I breathed really heavy.

I was having a panic attack.

"I cant breathe, please stop." I whimpered.

"Please" I panted.

I was breathing so fast. He put his fingers through my hair.

"Shh, everything will be fine"

"Get off me!" I yelled. I really couldnt breathe.

"Please get off me!" I screamed.

"No one can hear you babe" they chuckled.

I wish I could see properly or hear properly. Everything was still blurry, and everything I heard was fuzzy.

This is so painful.

I closed my eyes.

"Go to sleep.It will all be over soon" they whispered.

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I woke up.

Cold, And alone.The music was blaring.I felt a bit better physicaly but I couldnt even think of anything emotionaly.

I got the strenght to get up to the lightswitch. Oh my god. My clothes were everywhere. And the room was a mess.

There was blood on the bed.

I was hoping it was all a dream. But it wasn't was it?

I quickly got dressed.

I checked my phone in my purse.

12:00 am only?!

I am going to puke. I ran out of there and to the bathroom locking the door behind me.

I bent down at the toilet.

I puked, and puked, and puked. I am never,drinking again.

I looked at the mirror.

My makeup was smudged, my hair was tangled and my top was ripped.

I looked at myself like the boys looked at me yesturday. Like I was trash.

I teared up.

After a few moments. I whiped my tears.

I grabbed some mouth wash and rinsed my mouth out.

I ran out. The party was still going, it died down a bit but there were still lots of people. I ran trying to find Liam. Pushing through the people. I was panicking. I needed him.

I saw Louis and Niall standing talking to some girls. Niall looked at me worried, Louis just laughed.

Screw this. Screw Liam I'm leaving.

I walked home. Freezing. It seemed like forever.

I opened the door. When i got in. I imediatley locked the door, and ran up to my room. I fell asleep straight away...

Sunday morning

 I was making no attempt to do anything. Not to get up. Not to do my homework. Nothing.

I had 6 missed phone calls. 2 from my mom, 4 from Liam.

I am definately in no mood to talk to anyone.

I just stared at the ceiling. Thinking. Thinking about eveything. Who could it have been?! Somebody must have noticed.

I heard a knock at my door. I walked over to my window to see who was there. It was Liam.

I layed back down and went to sleep.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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