Save You

Pain...... Excruciating pain. The bottom half of my body is numb. I can't feel a thing. I just lay here on my blood stained bed shivering from the open but barred window. Im trapped. Like a prisoner trapped. No freedom. My head is pounding. My ribs ache. I try and close my eyes so the darkness swallows me again. I succeed. I feel less pain. Im happier. It seems like the old times when everything was normal. Nothing had changed and gone away from me forever. I feel safe. Warm. Loved. The darkness only lasted for a bit longer until i'm brought back to reality. Pain takes control of my body again.




Its been a couple of days since we found out about the baby. I was hoping things would get better, but sadly they have gone downhill. Alice hasn't come out her room, she isn't eating, she doesn't let anyone in her room except for me, sometimes, I hear her crying at night and it just breaks my heart. I think it made things worse when she found the room with all the babies stuff in it. When she walked into that room her face dropped. She stood there frozen, Her eyes filling with tears and freely falling down her face. I walked over to her and walked in front of her and engulfed her in a hug. After that day she has gotten worse. We were able to feed her at least in the morning and the afternoon. But now she only drinks water and eats an apple. I'm starting to get worried. She looks pale like there is no life in her anymore. I see nothing in her eyes, not the usual shine.

I don't know if Niall told the boys about the situation fully, but they haven't asked questions and they aren't bugging neither me or Alice. Which is good, I don't want too add more stress.

I'm with Alice, stroking her hair whilst she cries in my chest. I think she had a bad dream. "shhhh, babe don't cry, do you wanna talk about it?" I ask looking down at her. She shook her head. I held onto her tighter kissing her forehead. I knew to give her a chance to think. "I-I saw h-her" she replied. I'm surprised she even told me. "you saw who love?" I asked softly. " H-her. My b-baby. She looked so r-real" She whimpered. She looked so broken. Her face was red with tear marks. I didn't know what to say. I'm normally good in these situations but I couldn't think of anything good to say. " Don't worry. I'm here. We will get through this! I promise." I told her and kissed her on the forehead again.



 I couldn't tell if he was lying. If he was then he was pretty good at it. His face looks sincere like he's telling the truth. " I don't know Liam. I'm nothing special. I have a lot of baggage." I looked up at him. His face turned into hurt. " Look Alice, I know you might not believe it. But you've been through so much but you still keep strong. It's not because i feel sorry for you. I see past all the problems you've had I don't care how much weight you carry on your shoulders because I would any day make your problems go away." He told me. I don't know what to do next but i felt myself moving towards him. Our lips connected making sparks fly all around the room. I broke the kiss and looked him straight in the eyes. He got off the bed and started spinning me around the room. I started giggling in his arms. We both fell on the bed again looking in each others eyes. I feel so much better. I know i wont be fully fixed but I know that Liam will help me get through anything. It still hurts that I lost my baby but I know that if Liam is there with me then I know i will be ok then just being on my own.

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