Dear Reader,

Dear Reader,
If you find this, then I'll be really grateful if you read it. If you find it, you should know that you were chosen. You should know that you were sent from heaven to me, because for me, reading this would be the most helpful thing anyone can do.
I didn't know my life would change like this, reader. I didn't know things could get this bad, but it's okay. I'm still grateful, at least I have something to write with and someone to write for. Writing can really be helpful. If you're mad about something, reader, I think you should write about it, it helps.
I hope I don't make you cry, reader, because if you're reading this right now, you're special to me, and I don't like to make people cry. Especially if I care about them.
I'm sorry for what you're about to read. I'm sorry to write it.
Here's my story.
(Author's Note: The story's rated yellow because it has too much aggression in it.)


15. Chapter Fifteen

4th - July - 2013


Dear Reader,


Could this be real, could it be possible, 

All the pain I've felt seems far away,

It can't be real, it is impossible, 

And yet I feel like everything's okay. 


Yes, I'm in pain, but it's physical

My head's in peace, and that's better,

This is the truth, I'm not being cynical, 

Truth is sweet, it's not always bitter


The world's in chaos, but I'm in peace,

For now I'm all alive and well, 

Don't know when I'll ever decease 

But when I do, I hope I'm with Rebel 


And what a great death it would be, 

to die here, and right now, 

when you are sitting here with me, 

How can this be any better, how?


I hope you're feeling good too, 

For then you'd stay and never leave, 

I know I'll never leave you, 

I wouldn't want you to grieve. 


I wrote this for her, reader, for this is how I felt as I slept that night on her lap. 




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