Dear Zayn

1,10, 25, 40, 67, 75, 77... so many days you've been gone Zayn, what am I to say? Im lost with out you. Its been 77 days .. and I just can't do it... Im joining you.
Love Perrie

(Yes! I know it sounds like 99 days with out you. but its not, Its my story About zayn and perrie that book gave me the idea though, it will be letters but nothing will be copied off her book!! So Please dont comment saying this is stolen because its not)


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Dear Zayn,

Today the girls came over and we watched 'This Is Us' It made me cry even more because I brought up the songs right after. They saw right through me and that was a little disappointing but, then again I was happy that they did because today although was sad I think we bonded more then before. The boys AND the girl are coming over Sunday (Tomorrow) I hope you don't mind we will all be at you house. But, don't worry if we make a mess I will clean it up and blast our favorite song while imagining you dancing watching me clean. I watched your video diaries tonight... It was the first time I smiled since your death. Lately I have been waking up disappointed in not being covered in your warm hugs, suprising tickles and your little kisses that cover my face. I skipped breakfast whats the use? Your not here to have it with me, nobody is. But if they girls or boys were here it still wouldn't be the same. I processed a bit more, You went shopping for food on the list and the store went into lockdown. Thats all I can figure out now. The girls had just told me the day of your death I had fainted at the news of it. They put me on some kind of drug and It made me forget, so now I need to reprocess everything I thought may have happened. But, they made it clear that my theory of you was correct. You did go shopping and the store went on lockdown. I don't know whats true or not anymore that all I know Zayn. What am I going to do?  I have become more depressed each day your not here with me.


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