Midnight Memories

I dont just want to know you. "He said,his lips pressed against my ear, sending ripples of pleasure down to my fingertips. "I want to know about you." I trembled under his touch, his soft yet big and rough hands so gentle against my bare shoulder.


26. Chapter 23

Harry's P.O.V

I'm pacing, literally fucking making a curve in my wake. I don't know what I'm going to say, what she's going to say, I don't know how to respond to her doing what she did, I understand her feeling like shit with all the stuff going on around her but that doesn't mean you fuck someone else. Even if I did pass what it have been that easy for her to forget about me. That's what pisses me off not the fact that she even had sex with him but the fact that she could just throw everything we've had aside and forget about me. 

I hear the screen door open and Zayn steps in with Bel on his arm. She's about 6 months now and the most precious thing I've seen. I want something like that, something Zayn and Perrie share, the love I see with them, the forgiveness-his forgiveness. I can't fathom how he could forgive Perrie for doing that to him, how he could carry another man's child in his arms-

"She's here." He says stepping aside, revealing her with a tangled pony tail hanging from the side of her head and puffy red eyes. Fuck, why does she have to look so helpless I want to take in my arms. Shit!

"Hey." She sniffles and runs a hand over her arm. 

"Could we be alone?" Zayn nods and shuts the door to the guest room before leaving. 

"How are you?" She asks. 

"Um, think about that for a moment."

"I'm sorry. I didn't sleep, I can't I just thought of how you were doing and what was going through your head and I couldn't sleep. I couldn't even lay on the bed because it smelled like you. I'm so sorry." She drops down onto the edge of the bed and pushes her face into her hand, her body shaking. I move closer to her, wrapping my arms around her shaking shoulders. 

"I'm a horrible person. I know, I understand why you left me."

"Woah, woah, woah, I didn't leave you. That's not what this is. I'm just thinking."

"About us. That means were not together."

"You're right but-

"I understand, Harry." She moves her hand down my cheek and rests her thumb on my bottom lip.

"You don't understand, not after everything that has happened. You were vulnerable, i should be mad at there fucking prick."

"Harry, he didn't mean to."

"He didn't mean to!" I shout twisting away from here. "The hell he did! He took advantage of you Quiiny!" He face melts and her lips curl into a slight smile. 


"You called me Quiiny."

"Quin this isn't funny! I'm angry."

"I know."

"Then stop laughing and thinking things are a joke." 

"I'm not!" She sits up on her knees and pouts, shoving her arms across her chest. "I'm just as angry as you."

"No you're not. You're not the one who was lied to for weeks."

"Wasn't I?" She glares at me and all the shit before the accident come flooding in. The pregnant Steph driving us apart, the whole thing was a lie- majority of it- but still after all these months, these days it still pestures her. 

"That is not what this is about!"

"It's not? It's about cheating and lieng and heart ache. That's what this is about. When you left did I not feel heart ache, when you told me about Steph and your time with her were you not lieng."

"No, I was not, we were hadn't talked to each other in months." She rolls her eyes and flops back down onto the bed. 

"This is bullshit, Quiin."

"Oh so when I'm angry it's bullshit!" I rub my temples, she is making this hard. 

"No-Quiin." I bring my voice down a notch. "You don't understand how that makes me feel, unwanted. I understand you were vulnerable but you threw me away." He body relaxes and she turns to look at me. 

"Do you really think that? That I threw you away."

"What was I supposed to think?"

"They told me you were gone. I thought my life was over, do you think I would ever intentionally sleep with him? I was in a dark place, I wanted to feel something besides a heart full of lead everyday. If I threw you away I would be nothing, half of me is you." Her phone buzzes and she leans up to pull it from her back pocket. 

I wait until she looks up at me. 

"Who is it?" 

"I don't know."

"Doesn't it say?"

"Yes, but it can't be."

"What does it say."

"Connor." What?! I stumble over to the bed and yank the phone from her hand, pressing the green icon. 

"What is this some kind of sick joke? Who is this?"

"Harry I would think out of all people you would know."

"Who is this!" I snap.

"It's Connor. Tell Quiin I'm back in town." He says before the line goes dead. 

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