Tired of Feeling Alone

"I am Alissa Brook Styles. All I can tell you is there is no word to describe how much I hate my brother. No not one of those brother-sister, love-hate relationships, I mean I hate him."
Right then my mom told me, You're going on tour with your brother, are you not excited or what. I was fuming, how could she do this. I lost it , " How could I be excited to spend months with my stupid brother, it is bad enough having him back for a week, I am not going. My mom quickly responded " yes you are i'm going to Australia, for 6 months and you're going with your brother and that is final. I had no use fighting i was stuck in a hell hole for 6 months how could this get any worse.


14. That's Nice!

          No Alivia I am not going! Why not? she complained. Because! I JUST DONT WANT TO OK! I said stubbornly. So my best friend isn't even going to see my favorite band, that her brother also happens to be in, and her past boyfriend who she I know for a fact that she is still in love with! No, I am not. Oh yea then what's this? she said pointing to my Irish charm around my neck. That's nothing I only wear it because.. umm well I don't have a reason but it is not because I still love him. Fine but I only will believe you if you go to the concert. What that doesn't even make sense. Yes it does now say you are going, she said with a pleading look on her face. Fine Alivia, but if I am going I'm going to call Harry to see if he wants to hang out after the concert. Oh and no fangirling, or whatever you call it, I said ending our little arguments. We argue like sister and sister, bugging each other like crazy but we are still the bestest friends ever. She doesn't treat me like "Harry Style's Twin sister Alissa" she treats me like Alissa the boring college student, who is terrible at English, and can kick anyone's but in a sparing match(type of Karate).
          We went to our last class for the day English my least favorite. It was boring as usual, same old mean teacher, and same old annoying kids. The class dragged on and on. I was in and out of daydreams, when Alissa! Alissa! What? I said snapping back into reality. Come on we have to hurry the concert starts in two hours and we have to get there early. OK, I grabbed my books heading out with Alivia. We reached our dorm room going our separate ways to get ready. I quickly got my shampoo, conditioner, and body wash. Plus my flip-flops, the hallway showers are disgusting. The lovely college life, the only way I can pay is using my inheritance,a few loans from Harry, and a side job at Starbucks. I finished my shower quickly running to my room as fast as I can trying to avoid people in the hallway seeing me in only a towel. I got to my room, and searched through my closet for something to wear. I went with a 5sos t-shirt that Harry got me for Christmas tucked in to light pink skirt with my black flats. I did my make-up fast, finishing my outfit with my silver Irish charm. I don't even know why I still wear this thing, maybe because it was a memories that I wished never ended, maybe it reminded me of happy times when my mom was still around and me and Harry where getting along for a while. Maybe I am just not ready to let go, but all I know is I cant bring my self to take it off.
         Alivia rushed into the room, scrambling to finish her make-up. I grabbed my phone ready to call Harry, what do I even say. I dialed the phone putting it to my ear. Hey Harry, I haven't seen you in so long. Ya what's going on do you need something? No It was just me and Alivia are coming to concert tonight and I was wondering if you wanted to hang out after, I miss my little brother. Heyy I am only about 2 minutes younger. So I am still older, so do you wanna hang out? Umm sure.. I will see if the boys wanna come out, and we can go to dinner. Sounds good. Yup just come backstage after the concert, Paul knows who you are. Ok see you then, bye. I grabbed my car keys, and my purse, then we went headed to the stadium. It took us about twenty minutes to get to the arena. We waited in line for what seemed like forever, and made our way to our seats. The concert started and Alivia started to sing along. They did there new album and I have to say they sounded great, a lot more mature that when I was with them about one year ago. They finished there last song, Half a Heart, and rushed off stage after saying there final goodbyes, and thank you's.

         We let the stadium clear out , and we headed over to Paul. Hey Alissa, he greeted. Hi Paul, how are you? Good Harry is right back there. Thanks. We walked to the back room to see Louis, Zayn and Harry. I quickly gave all the boys hugs, I missed you guys so much, college life is so boring. Well you didn't have to leave me I heard a voice from behind. Liam! I turned around wrapping my arms around him. He sat down on the couch. So how have you been? oh and by the way this is Alivia she is my roommate, and she loves you guys! Alissa! What I am just telling it how it is. Its ok, we get it all the time Harry winked. I heard a girly voice behind me, I turned to see Niall's hand linked to a girl. I knew he would move on, just like me I said in my head pushing down the jealously. I tucked my Irish necklace inside my shirt, and  walked over giving Niall an awkward hug. Then I politely said Hi to the girl next to him. Hi, I'm Alissa. That's nice! she said rudely. Umm... well its nice to meet you. You guys ready, I said trying to ignore the tension.

         Yes defiantly, Harry said. We left the stadium, and got to the street two car waiting for us. So who in where? We will go in this one Niall called referring and the girl who I am not even sure her name. Well in that case everyone quickly tried to get in the other car. 5 seats 6 people, lets just say it didn't go well for me. Have fun, Liam called, I though you guys are supposed to be my friends. We are but I am not into seeing them two being all lovey. You think I do my ex boyfriend with a different girl makes me feel fabulous. Whatever! I walked over to the other car, getting in sitting a row behind them. So Alissa how have you been? Niall asked. Umm.. good just attending some classes at a college near by. How about you? Good this is Piper by the way. Oh cool. I stayed quiet for the rest of the ride.

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