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~A girl once told me to be careful when trying to fix a broken person For you may cut yourself on their shattered pieces~


22. Here's To Her

Liam's POV


I don't think I could ever forget a person like Diana. I think we both showed each other values within us that were lay hidden for so long. In the short amount of time that I had known her had I never felt closer to anybody before.


I'm not going to blame myself for her death. I honestly don't know what to blame that on really. But, I am going to take responsibility on not saving her. I could've done better but like always, I didn't try hard enough. She may have praised me for opening up her eyes but did she really see with them? Only God knows.


There are days when I long for her presence next to mine. Or when I'm sitting in the park do I have to do double takes having my eyes deceive me thinking she's alive and walking, but remotely just mistaking her for another stranger. Sometimes, when I'm laying down in my bed, in the dark and everything is still, I'll take out my phone and call her number just for it to ring with repetition, and then cease having it transfer to her voice mail. Just to hear the sound of her voice again.


Moving on from something that you never wanted to let go can be difficult. But sometimes you just have to tell yourself to breathe.


Most people want to live out their dreams and here I am wanting to wake up from mine. It's just a nightmare.


Every time I make somebody feel better about themselves, or when I compliment somebody, or lift somebody's mood up I will think of Diana and how she did that to me or how I to her.


I'm not going to cry because it's over, I'm going to smile because it happened. Why waste my time on negative emotions?


Something that I wish I could tell Diana and let her discover on her own is that I can sing. I want to make a tribute to her or something that shows her importance to my life. But what?


Maybe a song...




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