Tell Me A Lie (Re-Writing)

**RE-WRITING** **IN PROGRESSSS**

"Oh shut up will you. I've only just started to trust people again and your making it worse for me. You of all people Dylan should know how hard it is for me to trust people," I said to him.

"What's that suppose to mean?" He asked

"What i mean is that we used to be friends. What happened to you? Us? We used to be inseparable and then just like Leo you turned your back on me and went off leaving me hanging about in the shadows," I said crying again.

"I grew up," He growled back.

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Leaving your life behind and starting again. Sound easy? Wrong. My life has been torture since i can remember. I just get my life back on track and those two assholes think they can just come find me and everything would be sunshine and rainbows? There so wrong!
I'm not going back there and if they think that, they can go back into dream land.
My life is officially ruined for the millionth time this year.

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6. To Much To Handle

Wiping the tears away from my eyes, i slowly stood up from the girls bathroom floor and went over to the sinks. Once there, i looked into the mirror at my reflection.

God i look awful!

i thought to myself. Taking my phone out of my bag, i looked at the time.

8:47.

Knowing my mother wouldn't be at work until half nine. Still slightly crying, i decided to call her and on the third ring, i heard her voice.

"Hello"

"Mum, can you pick me up please?" i said with tears pouring out of my eyes once again.

"Why sweetie, whats wrong? Aren't you at school?" She asked me.

"Mum i can't handle it anymore, please come pick me up," i beg her over the phone that's in my shaking right hand pressed against my right ear.

"What happened?" i could now hear the clearness of the worry in her voice.

"He through it back in my face mum, everything!" at this point the tears were bound to be making a puddle around me on the ground caused of the amount of crying i had been doing.

"Who did sweetie? Who through what back in your face?"

"Mum please just come and get me then i'll tell you," i sobbed crying more than ever now.

"Okay, i'll come and get you then, just stay right where you are and i'll text you once in at the school okay baby?"

"Okay, i'll stay but please be quick."

"I'll try my best baby. I love you," she said.

"I love you too mum," i ended the call and fell down against the wall and hugged my knees tight to my chest.

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Mother finally came after about 10 minutes and i was now currently sitting in the passenger front seat in her car in front of our house.

"What happened baby?" My mother asked while placing her hand on my knee as a way of trying to get my to calm down but it was only making my worse. I knew i shouldn't do what i was away to do but i couldn't help it. I had all of my anger crammed inside of my head just waiting for it to explode.

"Everything. He was lying straight to my face about everything. He started smoking, hanging out with the popular's more. He even had another girl sitting on his lap when i found him yesterday! And you know how i had to find out? By Dylan! Out of all the people that i could have found out from, it had to be him didn't it." I shouted at her. Even though i didn't mean to shout at my mother, i just felt slightly better getting it off of my chest.

"Who did all of these things?" she asked me with worry yet again in her voice but also in her eyes.

"Leo! He's the one who has made everything confuse me. I don't even know what to believe anymore. He cheated on me mum! I mean out of all the people i thought would cheat, i would never have guessed it would be him. He's just like dad!" Oh shit! I shouldn't have said that!

"What do you mean 'he's just like dad'? What did your dad do that makes Leo like him or the other way around?" My mother questioned me with confusion written all over her face.

"Mum he's been cheating on you too!" I told her looking down.

"No he hasn't. Don't be so silly Spencer," She said while laughing slightly.

"But that's the thing mum. I'm not lying to you. I know he is cheating on you because i walked in on him and his bimbo making out in the living room the other day when i came home from school early," At this point i noticed the tears beginning to form in her eyes. "I'm sorry to break it to you mum but dad has been cheating on you behind your back," i told her.

"Not baby, it's not your fault. I knew something was up with him but i didn't think it was this," Mother now had her face in her hands crying.

"Mum it's okay, we'll get through this together ok?"

"I'm glad i still have you baby," She said and now hugging me.

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Not feeling in the mood to talk about Leo or Dylan anymore, i headed upstairs to have a nap while my mother leaves for her work. The nap not working, i decided to go out to the park for a walk to try and clear my mind for a while. Putting my headphones into my iphone and pressing play on my music app and heading out the front door and onwards to the park.

Turning the corner to the next street, Puzzle Piece my Gabrielle Aplin started to play through my ears. All i could think about at this point were the lyrics and how much they sounded like to how i was feeling at this moment in my life.

I'm in danger of getting so lost.
But then again is that part of the plot?
So many people, whose problems I can't read.
It gets me thinking, do they question the same thing?

The song is right. I am in danger of getting lost because i have no idea what i should be doing at this point since all of what's been happening with Dylan and Leo. Then i think about 'A' and how everything that he/she said is happening and it makes me wonder how it comes from a text to actually happening in real life?

Is it just some stupid and twisted plot someone if playing on me to see how long it takes me to break and loose control of myself? Or is it that im imagining all of this? I guess i will never know.

People have their own problems, yes, but with Leo i just wish he would tell me of his problems so i could help him get rid of them but he didn't trust me enough to tell me so that's his loss. Some people ask a lot of questions and other not so many but the one question that really gets me thinking is if they really understand each others problems and how twisted they are behind closed doors? I have no idea.

Then came more line in the song that made me think some more..

This woman she has sadness in her eyes
They pull me in but I can't see inside
She has a life she leads, but it's nothing to do with me
So how can I understand what I can't even see?

These words just reminded me of my mother and how strong she she had been these past few months. You see, we lost my grandmother from my mothers side about four months ago and it is still affecting my mother so we don't have very much mother + daughter bonding as we used to when she was still around.

My mother is a strong person but as the song said: 'She has a life she leads, but it's nothing to do with me', the song is right in one part of that line- my mother does have a life she leads but it's a different life from the one i have been taught to live. My grandmother and my mother used to tell me to always keep my head up and never believe what people say about me because it isn't true and other things like that.

The one thing that stands out from all of the others that my grandmother had once told my mother and i that we should always follow our own heart and where ever you end up, that's where we're meant to be.

Everything about this song just sums up my life at the moment and makes me wonder how more worse it could possibly get in the next few days with my ex-boyfriend and Dylan both at school, my wreck of a mother and a cheater of my father? I just can't handle it. It's too much for my brain to cope with.

Letting out a frustrated sigh, i stopped in my tracks and turned around to head back home because i had made a decision that i was not changing my mind on..

 

 

(A/N) - - Hey guys! What do you think? What is Spencer going to do that she isn't going to change her mind on?

In the next few chapters, One Direction will be appearing and that's were all of the excitement will begin:)

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