Tell Me A Lie (Re-Writing)

**RE-WRITING** **IN PROGRESSSS**

"Oh shut up will you. I've only just started to trust people again and your making it worse for me. You of all people Dylan should know how hard it is for me to trust people," I said to him.

"What's that suppose to mean?" He asked

"What i mean is that we used to be friends. What happened to you? Us? We used to be inseparable and then just like Leo you turned your back on me and went off leaving me hanging about in the shadows," I said crying again.

"I grew up," He growled back.

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Leaving your life behind and starting again. Sound easy? Wrong. My life has been torture since i can remember. I just get my life back on track and those two assholes think they can just come find me and everything would be sunshine and rainbows? There so wrong!
I'm not going back there and if they think that, they can go back into dream land.
My life is officially ruined for the millionth time this year.

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7. Not Looking Back

Once i had reached home, i headed straight to my room. My mind was not going to change and i had made my decision about what i was about to do. I couldn't live like this for much longer so i had to make it a quick exit. Although i would miss my mother dearly, i just couldn't stand to see her like this anymore. Everything in my head was jumbled up in a ball giving me a sore head.

I had made my decision and that was to run away.

I sat on my bed to think this all through clearly. Running over thoughts that make me wonder weather it is a good idea or not. I need to do this so i have more control over what happens to me.

Who would miss me?

Is this a good idea?

What will happen to me?
Where will i go?

These were just a few questions i was asking myself and i came to a conclusion.

Who would miss me? - Nobody would really miss me because ever since Leo and i split, everyone has turned on me including Maya, Alyson, Carson and Lucas. Nobody would care if i was gone because to them its like im already not there.

Is this a good idea? - Of course it is a good idea, isn't it? I mean i would get away from all of the shit in this town and away from all of the people who have caused me to think like this.

What will happen to me? - Well for one i would have a better life somewhere else apart from here. Two, my life wouldn't be full of lies.

But the one question that i was wondering about the most was:

Where will i go? - Thinking about all of the places i had been to in my life but none of them stood out. It has to be a place further enough away from here so i wouldn't feel like i have to come back.

I pulled my laptop out from underneath my bed and switched the power button on. Going on to the internet and typing in 'quiet towns to live in' and looking for the best possible place to go.

I soon came across a place called Lake Oakdale which looked familiar. Small town, not too busy, good housing and education, so on and so on. Then i remembered that grandfather has a summer house up there and i was little, he and grandmother had taken me there a few times.

I quickly stood up and went into my mother and fathers room to grab a rucksack. Going back into my own bedroom, i went over to my wardrobe and grabbed clothes i thought i would need for where i was going.

I already had a place to stay because of grandfather's house up there and me and my parents have the keys so that means that i don't have to look for somewhere to stay. I have money saved away in the back of my drawers from birthdays and christmas money and all that so that just meant i had to do one last thing before i left.

I had to write a note to my mother and father telling them why i was gone. Grabbing my rucksack and putting my chargers, phone, ipod and money into it, i ran down to the kitchen to write the note.

 

Dear mother and father,

When you get home and read this note, you will understand why the house is so quiet. I'm sorry i had to do this but it was the only way i could think of.

I can't take anymore lies and everything that has happened in this past week has been hard for me. Finding out Leo had been cheating on me and doing things behind my back then coming home to see what dad was doing and i'm sorry you had to find out like that mother.

It's too much for me to handle anymore and i know you both always tell me to come to you if i have any problems but this one i have to do on my own so i'm sorry but this is the way it has to be.

I'm going to live in another town and i'm not coming back. Please don't look, phone or text me because i wont answer and i don't want to be found. I love you both dearly and i truly am sorry for how this has all ended up.

Love from your daughter,

Spencer x

 

I left the note on the kitchen top surface and headed out the front door to Lake Oakdale with everything i was going to need for my journey. Getting on the train and not looking back was the hardest thing i have ever had to do but it was for the best and i just hope my parents will understand.

 

(A/N) - - Spencer is running away! Did you see that one coming?

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