Tell Me A Lie (Re-Writing)

**RE-WRITING** **IN PROGRESSSS**

"Oh shut up will you. I've only just started to trust people again and your making it worse for me. You of all people Dylan should know how hard it is for me to trust people," I said to him.

"What's that suppose to mean?" He asked

"What i mean is that we used to be friends. What happened to you? Us? We used to be inseparable and then just like Leo you turned your back on me and went off leaving me hanging about in the shadows," I said crying again.

"I grew up," He growled back.

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Leaving your life behind and starting again. Sound easy? Wrong. My life has been torture since i can remember. I just get my life back on track and those two assholes think they can just come find me and everything would be sunshine and rainbows? There so wrong!
I'm not going back there and if they think that, they can go back into dream land.
My life is officially ruined for the millionth time this year.

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16. More Truth

Once i had calmed down a bit, everyone else who was in the room came over and sat around Harry and i.

"What happened?" Louis asked me.

"I can't take it anymore," I whispered. Im guessing only Harry had heard me since he hugged me even tighter.

"Can't take what anymore?" He whispered back to me. I stood up out of his embrace and sighed.

"None of you get it do you? There's a lot more about me that i haven't told. By this time next week my life will be living hell once again," I said to nobody in particular while looking around the room.

"What are you on about?" Bella asked.

"I can't go back to my old life but i also can't stay here like this. I mean just look at the mess i just made. I let it get to my head and i exploded because i couldn't handle it anymore," I said.

"Let what get to your head?" Liam asked.

"My family. I miss him like crazy and those," I said pointing at all of the pictures scattered around the room "Bring the memories back too quick," I said and started crying.

"Who are you on about Spence? Who do you miss?" Lula asked.

"Noel my brother. My twin brother to be exact. He died in a car crash near our sixth birthday and there was nothing i could do about it. He's gone and i just wish we was still here to tell me that things would change and i would be alright but i'm never going to be alright without him," I said and sobbed.

"Come here," Harry stood up and walked over to me.

"NO! Stay away from me please. It doesn't help that i try to push Noel out of my head but it doesn't make things any better when your all being too nice to me all the time," I was now shaking.

"Please, i just want to make sure your okay," He told me then looked around the room, "We all do," He said once again and everyone nodded in agreement. He turned back to me with a small smile

"You guys make me miss him the most cause you say things like he used to when we were younger. Sometimes i just wish it was me who died in the first place and not him," I said and looked down.

"Please don't say that," Harry spoke softly, came over to me and took me in his arms. This time i didn't pull away.

"Why? Why shouldn't i say that? Because all Leo and Dylan have done since they came here has bring back memories i thought i had forgotten about and make it hard for me to move on. I used to trust them two and they just threw it back in my face for what because it certainly wasn't revenge?" I cried even more now.

This week alone I've probably cried more than in my entire life so far.

"Spence," Zach started of, "We care about you and trust me when i say this: we don't want you to do anything stupid to hurt yourself more than you are now, i mean your a mess and don't know what your speaking about," He told me.

"C'mon, we need to do something to get things off of your mind for the night," Stacy stated.

"Yeah Stace is right but what will we do?" Caleb asked.

Everybody looked at each other and shrugged their shoulders.

"I've got it!" Amber said after a few moment of thinking.

"What?" Everyone said at the same time.

"Lets go to Lime Light and enjoy the rest of the night like we used to?" Amber replied.

"We are not going there!" Zayn spoke.

"And why not Zayn? She needs to have fun?" She argued back.

"Uh, hello? I am still in the room you know?" I asked.

"Sorry," They both mumbled.

"And i want to go to Lime Light. As Amber said: we haven't been in a while and i need to have some fun and Lime Light usually does the job," Lime Light is the only place i can really be myself and have fun."

"But i mean, Do you really need to go to a club just to have fun?" Niall asked me.

"No i don't but i have more fun at a club than anywhere else to be honest and I we haven't been there in a while so lets get a move on and get to Lime Light!" I shouted the last part.

The girls all nodded and headed up the stairs to my bedroom to find clothes that they have left here from other days from when we went to the club. The boys went into the spare room to get something from the cupboards in there.

Once we were all ready, we headed out of the front door and on wards to Lime Light!

I can already tell i'm going to have to drink a lot of alcohol tonight. 

Bring on the booze and enjoying the music. Harry already looks hot in what he is wearing!

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