For You I Would

Alli Thompson is a 18 year old High School student who just started on a new school. She came from New York and has just moved to Los Angeles because of her dad's new job. She quickly becomes great friends with Lea Martinez, and she finds out that not only are Lea interested in her company; so is the popular guy from 12th grade, Justin Bieber. And he'll take her on an adventure full of extreme experiences, intense love and heartbreaking drama.


60. Part 60

Part 60
- ”Good morning!” I say as I walk into the kitchen, where all of the guys are seated.
Today I feel somehow happy and I have no idea why. But does that matter?
- “Morning!” They all answer back, some of them with food in their mouth.
I can’t help but notice that Justin doesn’t say anything. He’s staring at his phone, something has caught his attention. Bruce has been making waffles and pancakes and the smell is delicious.
I grab a plate and then walk to grab some waffles and pancakes. Then I sit down beside Justin.
- “What are you looking at?” I ask him with waffle in my mouth as I sit down, trying to look at his phone.
He quickly locks the screen and puts it down his pocket as he shrugs, looking away. I frown.
- “What was it?” I ask again, causing him to turn his head and look at me. He gives me a light smile.
- “Nothing. What are you up for today?” he asks me, changing the subject. I raise an eyebrow.
- “Well, I have school in half an hour, so I guess that’s what I’m up for” I shrug, using the same nonchalant attitude as he did before. He’s watching me as I eat, which causes me to turn my attention to the guy on the other side of me that happens to be Brandon.
- “Don’t you guys have jobs? Or school?” I ask, causing him to turn his attention to me. He smiles.
- “We do, but we wanted to grab some breakfast before we start, if that’s okay with you?” he asks, blinking at me to let me know he’s joking. I roll my eyes as I giggle, turning my attention to the food on my plate.
- “Well, you guys have a nice day! I’m leaving for school now” I say as I grab the last pancake on my plate and put it into my mouth, before putting my plate at the kitchen desk. Then I grab my bag and slips into my sandals. Just as I’m about to head out the door, I stop myself and walks back into the kitchen to Justin where I place an innocent kiss on his cheek. As I do he just looks at me as I walk back out of the kitchen and into the living room.
- “Have a good day!” Bruce yells at me, following with a “bye!” from the rest of the guys.
I head out the front door and close it, then start walking towards the school.
But I’ve barely stepped out of their property before the front door opens again and Justin steps out.
I stop once I realize it’s him. He starts walking towards me, causing me to raise an eyebrow.
- “Where are you going?” I ask him once he reaches me, but he just grabs my hand and leads to towards his car.
- “I’ll drive you” he says, not even looking at me. I feel something’s up with him, but what?
Without saying anything I just decide to follow him to his car, and seat myself once we reach it.
As he turns on the engine and starts driving, there’s a silence between us; a somehow uncomfortable silence.
After a while I turn my head to look at him, but his eyes are narrowed at the road in front of us. I turn it back.
- “What was it on your phone? Why can’t I know?” I ask which instantly causes him to sigh.
- “Just drop it Alli, I said it’s nothing” he answers, and I can feel the annoyance filling the words.
I look down at my lap as I fumble with my fingers.
- “Did something happen last night? After I went back to bed? Or this morning?” my curiosity is getting the best of me right now and I just can’t help it. Every time he’s mad I can’t help but feel it’s because of me.
Without answering he just suddenly pulls the car to the side and stops the car abruptly causing me to gasp.
- “Why is it that you can’t just fucking take a goddamn message?!” he spits harshly.
I open my mouth to say something, but I’m too shocked by his sudden reaction that I can’t say anything.
As he realizes I’m not gonna say anything he throws his head back against the headrest as he tightens his grip around the steering wheel, causing his knuckles to turn white. He clenches his jaw tight.
He’s pissed, really pissed. I’d almost say furious. Did I cause this? Is he mad at me?
- “I’m sorry” I just suddenly say, my voice in almost a whisper. I’m still looking down.
- “I’m sorry that I’m such a nuisance to you. I ask too much, I know. I’m sorry” I continue.
He pulls his head back up as he hits the steering wheel while cursing, making me jump in my seat.
Then he runs his hands through his hair, as he takes a deep breath.
- “Don’t” he just suddenly says. “Don’t apologize for something that’s not your fault” he adds, causing me to look up for the first time in minutes. He’s looking at me as well. I don’t know what to say.
- “Maybe it’s best if I just walk-“ I say as I unlock the seatbelt and opens the door, but then Justin grabs my arm, keeping me from leaving the car.
- “Please don’t” he says, and I can’t help but sense the apology in his words.
I close the door again, as I look out of the windshield. The irritation is starting to build up inside of me.
I can feel his eyes still watching me. Then he sighs again.
- “What is it about you?” he asks, causing me to look at him. I frown.
- “Why am I acting like this around you?” he asks again, then he hits the steering wheel once again as he curses to himself. I watch him. Something’s really bothering him.
- “Acting like what?” I suddenly break in. There’s silence for a while.
- “This” he then suddenly speaks, snorts. “Like a soft piece of shit” he then spits.
- “A soft piece of shit? Justin, that’s what people do”
- “Not people like me” he snaps, cutting me off. Silence again.
- “You like me… that’s why” I then carefully speaks, not sure about his reaction.
His knuckles turns white again due to the amount of strength he’s putting into his fists.
Then he turns around in his seat so that his whole body is facing me.
- “I don’t like you” he then says, frustrating evident in his words. The words hits my like a knife in my back, and a sudden pain feels my whole chest. He doesn’t like me he said.
- “That’s a god fucking damn understatement” he then adds, causing me to snap my head up and look at him.
- “What I feel about you is…” he hesitates for a while, then shakes his head “I don’t even fucking know. When I’m around you I feel a need… a craving for you. I’ve always been indifferent to everyone but myself. I couldn’t give a rats shit about the girls I slept with. I was nothing but careless. And then you…” he snorts as he’s trying to find the words to say. “I feel a huge need to protect you. In any way that’s possible. And I don’t know what the fuck is happening with me, but right now I feel so warm. I feel like I’m burning, and my heart is pounding like shit. The only time my heart’s ever done that before was the first time I killed somebody. But this is not the same kind of pounding. Is isn’t frighten… it’s a lust. A lust to know more about you. To have more of you. I want you. In any possible way. And sometimes I can’t contain myself. Like right now. I want you so bad right now, my whole body is on fire and my fingers are itching, craving to touch you anywhere and everywhere. And to know I can’t just fuck you whenever I want to frustrates me.
So bad you have no idea. If you were just another girl I’d fuck the shit out if you right now, not giving a damn about if you’d like it or not. But if you were just another one of them, you wouldn’t even be sitting here, in this car with me. No girl has, none except one.” The last word makes him hesitate a bit and I know who he’s talking about, but right now I don’t care at all. His words have blown me away.

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