For You I Would

Alli Thompson is a 18 year old High School student who just started on a new school. She came from New York and has just moved to Los Angeles because of her dad's new job. She quickly becomes great friends with Lea Martinez, and she finds out that not only are Lea interested in her company; so is the popular guy from 12th grade, Justin Bieber. And he'll take her on an adventure full of extreme experiences, intense love and heartbreaking drama.


44. Part 44

- “I’m sorry that I’m not good enough for you, but please just stop playing with me!” I yell, and then tears stream down my face. I sob. Justin stiffens. Then he pulls away and looks at me.
- “What did you just say?” he watches me. I sigh loudly and roll my eyes, then tries to get away from him but he blocks my way.
- “When did I ever say you’re not good enough?” he asks looking at me which forces me to look down. I cling to the towel, suddenly ashamed of my own body.
- “But you said…” I sob and continue “ in the bathroom...  you were looking at me, and you want nothing to do with me because of how I look…” the sobs gets worse.
“Seriously…” Justin starts and moves away “you think that’s what I meant? That I don’t think you look pretty enough to me? Really? For fuck sake” he hisses and grabs his hair.
- “Isn’t that what you meant?” I ask, confused. Then, what did he mean with those words?
- “No of course not!” he snaps and then shakes his head.
- “Then what did you mean?” I ask. I watch him.
He looks back, then down at my body and back at my eyes again.
- “I was talking about what I did to you… What I made you look like” he speaks, and then quietly hisses for himself. He’s looking away. He walks to the bathroom and grabs his boxers and pulls them on. I just watch him, not knowing what to say…
He knew he was making me look like a sex-toy? Really? But how could he do it then…
- “So that means…” I start and follow him out into the bathroom “you only have sex with girls for your own pleasure? Like… To you they’re just… a toy?” I carefully ask, not sure how he’s going to react.
He turns on the water and makes his hands wet, then runs them through his hair.
- “I’ve never had feelings involved doing sex… I’ve never felt anything for any girl before” he wets his neck, looking at himself through the mirror. I watch him.
- “No one? Not just a little bit?” I ask, as I stand in the doorway.
- “No” he answers, then grabs a towel and dries his neck and hair. “Not until I met you”.
I feel my heart skip a beat at he says those words.
- “I use girls, yes… They want sex, I want some way to get rid of my thoughts” he starts doing his hair. “Honestly, I couldn’t care less about them… and I couldn’t care less if they think I’m a douche. But with you it’s different… I do care about you, and I do care if you think I’m a douche.
I don’t know what’s going on; I’ve never had this feeling before to any girl at all. The only girl – woman – I’ve ever loved is my mother…” he turns around and looks at me. “It’s all new to me.”
I can’t help but smile. I’ve never thought of it this way.
I walk to him and wrap my arms around him. I hug him, and close my eyes as I inhale his smell.
I can feel him stiffen under my grip, but he doesn’t tell me to get away.
Instead he turns around and pulls me closer. He gently grabs my face and pulls me into a kiss.
We kiss. A slowly and passionate make-out. But then I remember where we are.
- “Lea” I say as I break the kiss, but Justin finds my lips once again.
- “She left” he speaks, and as he sees my confusion he continues “I saw your text from her”.
- “Oh” I mumble through the kiss “so you’re just casually stalking me now?”
He chuckles through the kiss and I can’t help but giggle as well.
- “And since she’s not here” Justin says as he pulls away from the kiss and lifts me up onto his lap.
- “No! Justin! I’m sore, really” I say but can’t help but giggle again as he lifts me to the bed and gently lie down with me onto it.
- “I’ll be gentle this time, I promise” he says and removes my towel.
He kisses my hipbone and I let out a moan.

I wake up. The light from the sun is burning into my eyes and I can hardly see anything.
I look at the clock. 12:17PM it says. I must have fallen asleep. I look around. Justin is nowhere.
I sit up in the bed. I’m sure he fell asleep with me. Where is he? And what about Lea?
Quickly I get up and hurry into something casual. I’m sure Lea don’t mind me borrowing her clothes. I put my hair in a messy bun and hurry downstairs. The apartment is empty. I frown.
I check my phone and I see I’ve gotten a new message. It’s from Lea:

“We’re at Ashley’s. Come join when you wake up :)
Ps. Hope you had a great night!

I roll my eyes by the last remark. So typical Lea.
I hurry out the house to catch up with the girls. Luckily Ashley’s apartment is not further away than 5 minutes from Lea’s apartment.
I ring the doorbell before walking in. I can hear the girls laugh and talk in the living room.
- “Hey girls” I say as I reach them, and they’re all sitting in the couch.
They all turn quiet and look at me as if they’re waiting for me to say something.
- “What’s wrong?” I ask. Then they all start squealing.
- “What’s up, non-virgin girl? How was the sex?” Spencer asks and the girls laugh.
- “Oh my god” I roll my eyes and sit down in the chair beside the couch.
- “Did you seriously have sex?!” Alyson asks and I can tell by her face expression that she really wants to know every single detail. Wow. I feel my cheeks blush.
- “Well... Maybe a little” I answer and Lea rolls her eyes.
- “A little? How can you have sex only just a little? I mean, did he dip it or not?”
I push her arm and they all laugh.
- “It was amazing” I say, but then I think of our first try. With him “using me” as a toy.
- “No shit, it’s Bieber” Ashley says and it reminds me that she has been there too. I try to shrug off the imagination of her and Justin having sex. Was he doing to her just like he did to me?
I mean, he said that he’s never felt anything for anyone before. I suddenly feel bad for her.
“I…” I start and then hesitate. “I think I love him.” 

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