Back to Canada

Anna had always been that nerdy girl from Canada. The girl with the glasses, the boring clothes and the perfect grades. Everyone remebered her as that girl. But when she returns to her old school, nobody realises it's her. Is it her new start, or is it just the same life over again? And what happends when Justin Bieber, who was the worst of all in the past, invites her to his party? What happends if she goes? ...

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19. ~ Scared Of ... What? ~

Anna's P.O.V.

Do you know the feeling, where you really should regret and be ashamed of something, but you are'nt? ... That's how I feel right now ... Thousands of thoughts ran through my head, while guilt started risting inside of me. I sighted, bit my lip, and pulled away from Justin. Did I love him or hate him? ... I was'nt sure anymore ... Jenny was just starring at us with big eyes. Chris was just quiet ... Oh my God what have I done!? ....  It was just like some of the lyrics from that annoying Katy Perry song ...

 

It felt so wrong, it felt so right,

Don't mean I'm in love tonight ...
 

I was'nt completly sure about the last part though ...

 

***

 

Everytime I passed Justin, he starred at me. If you wonder about the 'make-out-with-who-I-actually-like'-part, then I never got there ... Chris left, and he only came in and out with drinks ... I felt something in my back pocket feel really heavy, but when I checked, all there was, was a necklace ... The one that Chris gave me ... Justin can't be my lover ... He just can't ... So I took the necklace and I put it on ... It just felt more heavy, when it was around my neck, just showing off ... Oh well, Jenny is still pissed at me ... Whatever. It was bitchie of me, I know that ... But she deserved it ... Did'nt she? ...

 

***

 

I felt uncomfortable, only wearing dark purple underwear and a t-shirt that covered me from my neck and about ten centimeters down from the end of my hips. But it's not my fault that there are boys downstairs!!! ..........

"Yolo ... NOT ..." I mumbled, while I brushed my hair, and then went downstairs ... Chris and I talked earlier ... He was nice and understanding, but there was still jealousy in his eyes, by the time he left. Justin had this stupid 'Boy VIP Access', which meant, that he sat beside Jenny with an arm around her, only wearing boxers ...

 

I sat beside Justin during the rest of the truth or dare's, but it all had to end with a scary movie ... Very scary ... I often hid my face in my bare hands, until Justin pulled me on his lap. At the beginning, it was him, and NOT the movie, that I was scared of ... But Jenny did'nt check up on us ... She was busy watching the rest of the movie ... I often hid my face in Justins bare chest, but it's not like, I had much else to do ... "I would never let anyone hurt you ..." He whispered Into my ear. I was the only one who heard those words ...

 

 

It's ironic ... The guy that I hate the most, is who I wanted the most ...

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