Back to Canada

Anna had always been that nerdy girl from Canada. The girl with the glasses, the boring clothes and the perfect grades. Everyone remebered her as that girl. But when she returns to her old school, nobody realises it's her. Is it her new start, or is it just the same life over again? And what happends when Justin Bieber, who was the worst of all in the past, invites her to his party? What happends if she goes? ...

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28. ~ I'm Just Tired ... ~

Anna's P.O.V.:

Why does pain exist in this world? Why? .... Why am I not good enough for anyone? ... I sighted, as my head started to hurt. I've cleaned the cuts now. My Mom is out ... She said something about meeting her friend Pattie? ... I have no clue about who it is ... It's the 12th December. Looks like we are halfway through, until it's Christmas ... I had got Chris some new headphones and a new phonecover, but I gladly returned them, after our failure anniversary. What I had bought for Justin, was my own secret. I sighted as I pulled through the driveway to my house. What I was about to do, was something, I havent done in years ...

 

I have'nt told Justin about Chris and I ... But why should I even consider it? He's with Jenny ... I felt my eyes instantly tear up, as the knife made a deep cut in my arm. I don't want all those blames or all the 'WE HATE YOU!'s anymore. I'm just ... So tired ... Tired of not being who everyone want's me to be, tired of being hurt, and tired of just being forgotten ...

 

I wanted to change. Badly. I wanted to be myself, and then again, someone else. I have always been scared of showing people the real me .... And in my freshmen/junior year in highschool, I tried .... And it did'nt end well ....

 

I replied to Justin's friendrequest a few days later, and we arranged a meeting, which I instantly regretted. But I still could'nt make myself write the words: 'Sorry, have i cancel' ... I wanted to meet him again ... I wanted to see my Ex-bestfriend ...

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