The Cuts On My Wrist

STOP BULLYING!!!!
Hey everyone. This is a collection of people's stories about being bullied or bullying and also some advice and quotes and little things like that are included to help stomp out bullying. Please read and help us stop The bullying... every little bit counts to a better future. If would like to be heard please email me at rebecca.herkess@education.nsw.gov.au and you can have a voice as well:) WARNING. This story may be a little depressing to those who are like me, and are bullied.

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27. Gah.

*sigh* sometimes I just feel that no one loves me. I mean, I know my fans, family and friends love me (I'm not so sure on my fam and friends), but like, I feel hollow inside. Like theres some peice of me missing, that should just turn up any second. And, I'm not talking about some stupid guy, I would rather die (I probs shouldn't say that cos I want to die right now). I dunno, OMFG HANDS WOULD YOU STOP SHAKING. I so just feel like walking into the kitchen right now and swallowing every single pill in there. I would stap my self BUT MY HANDS WONT STOP SHAKING. But suicide is cheating. And I have a family that apparently 'cares' about me. Although sometimes I HIGHLY doubt that. The only time I feel at home is when I'm listening to music, or reading a really good book. And I want my career to be based around one of those two things, its just I can't sing, and I suck at writing stories. And before you go ooh no you don't, or your better than me I bet. No. For starters, you know that girl in your class who can't sing in tune, on key, and is seriously pitchy? Yeah. That girl is me. Then there is my writing. Do you know how many people have read my stories and just been like, no, this is s***. Especially teachers. For some reason they all hate my writing. I dont know sometimes. My rant chapter. This probably should have something to do with bullying. Probs the only thing it has to do with bullying is the fact that I am like this because of bullying. So. 

 

F*** YOU LIFE. 

 

~Becca

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