Alex Who?

Raelynn Jo Townslee is new in town and she must start at a new high school in the middle of her Junior year. She doesn't care what people think about her and its that attitude that always lands her in trouble. Every since Kenny (Kennedy) died she gave up on the world and she stopped giving a fuck about what happens around her. Raelynn has had multiply run-ins with the law, she loves the adrenaline that fighting gives her. And her family is almost as fucked up as her. What happens when someone threatens to tear down her walls? What happens when she is all alone?

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7. Why?

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The traffic was bad on the way back home so my bad mood only got worse and my wrists were hurting, so I was about ready to explode on the next person that said something to make me mad. I walked in the house and threw my shit down on the table and it just so happens that there is a miniature party going on in my house. "Russell what the fuck is going on we both have school tomorrow and I don't want to deal with a new group of idiots right now!" I yelled as I walked into the living room and unplugged the speakers. "Oh hey Rae. Everybody this is my baby sister Raelynn, Rae this are a bunch of people that I don't know!!" Russell yelled in my face. "Back the fuck away from me Rus before I bash your face into the wall!!! I'm fucking pissed and I asked you not to have a party at our place tonight. I have school in the morning and you have to go to college. So everyone out before I throw all of you out physically!" I yelled and everyone froze. "Wait, you know what Rae no you aren't kicking everyone out besides I already dropped out of college mom knew that before she left, i'm just gonna get a job. So calm the fuck down before you end up doing something that I can't cover up for you!" He yelled back only a couple words slurred. "Go fuck yourself Russell I'm not a child I don't need you to babysit me because if I go back to jail I can get myself out besides I wouldn't ever be there if it weren't for people who fucking piss me off! And you're about to be the next victim if you don't shut up right now!!" I yelled and Russell backed up a couple steps. "Russell just got showed up by a little snobby girl!!" a random dude laughed out. And that was breaking point because I'm allowed to make fun of Russell and be mean to him but no one else is allowed to. I grabbed the tall blonde haired guy and pulled him down to my eye level. "you mother fucking dick, do not get to talk to Russell or about me like that. I thought beating up that cocky jock Ken was gonna be enough but I guess it wasn't." I said and let my fists pound into his face. I didn't really know what was happening but one second I was beating the shit out of the guy I'm sitting on and the next second Russell is pulling me off the guy telling me I'm going to kill him. I looked down at the guy and he was barley conscious but it felt good to take my anger out on someone else. Everyone looked at me worried that I was gonna blow up on someone else and another group of guys were all huddled around a phone laughing so decided  to go see what they were looking at. I looked over one guys shoulder to see he was watching the video of me beating the shit out of the guy. Well I guess everyone will respect me a little more now because that's two guys I've beat up in only a two hour timeframe.

"I'm going up to my room Rus, i want these people gone soon because I actually am excited about school tomorrow. And you better get a job soon because I'm not gonna deal with you having parties every night because if that's what you want you had better go get yourself somewhere else to live." I said and walked up stairs to my bedroom. I got on Instagram but I gave up not wanting to face what people are saying right now so inside I sat outside on the balcony.
I have a pretty good life, I mean I have the freedom every teen dreams of, I can go get drunk and no one is here to say otherwise. I could have a hot boyfriend if i wanted one right now, I am what a lot of guys fall for because I'm dangerous, the girl you take home to piss your parents off. Every girl wishes they had as many guys after them as I have, but I'm so tired of it all, I'm tired of everyone being afraid of me. But my anger always gets the best of me, I'm tired of being looked at as a sex object, I want to be the girl that guys take home and their parents follow in love with. I want to be that sweet nerdy girl I used to be but she died a long time ago with my best friend and my innocence, I miss that girl and I've tried my hardest to be her or just half as good as she was. I'm tired of being me but I haven't found someone that could help me with my problems, or more like someone that is willing to get to know me good enough to help me with my problems.

 

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