Alex Who?

Raelynn Jo Townslee is new in town and she must start at a new high school in the middle of her Junior year. She doesn't care what people think about her and its that attitude that always lands her in trouble. Every since Kenny (Kennedy) died she gave up on the world and she stopped giving a fuck about what happens around her. Raelynn has had multiply run-ins with the law, she loves the adrenaline that fighting gives her. And her family is almost as fucked up as her. What happens when someone threatens to tear down her walls? What happens when she is all alone?


14. It's just not fair

I decided to stay and train for a little while before going home, which luckily Russell wasn't home when I got there. I took a quick shower  and I started dinner, since Russell still wasn't home I decided to call up Davy and tell him how things went. Davey answered the phone on the 3rd ring. "Hey Rae. I already miss you. All the guys that want me to train them don’t even come close to your skill. I can’t believe I’m saying this but I even miss your attitude." "Davy I miss you too! I went to a boxing gym today, they didn't believe I could fight so I had to prove to them I am good. I'm allowed to practice but only on my own. And it just isn't the same without you because you know everything, you know me and I didn't ever have to be alone, but now I'm alone. My mom left us so its just me and Russell now and I've already had 2 fights and I almost got in a fight today on my first day of school. Davy I'm thinking about moving back home I can find a cheap apartment and you can train me again besides the only person I'll miss here will be Emberly, she reminds me so much of Kenny but I want my life back. This isn't my life my family is back home not here." I could feel the tears running down my face as I slide down the wall curling up into a ball with the phone to my ear. I haven't cried since the day I found Kenny dead because I knew it wasn't gonna bring her back so I sucked it up and I stayed strong for her. I had carry on her story and tears were never going to help that so I made a promise to never cry again but here I was on the phone with Davy crying. “Calm down Rae you need to think straight. Please don't cry, clear your mind and focus your emotions on the good things in life forget about the bad, and please whatever you do, don't hurt yourself. I'm coming for you just hold up until I get there, I promise I won’t leave you on your own." Davy said. "I'll try to.... I...need to... I need my razor." I replied crawling across the floor until I made it to my bathroom, I grabbed a razor blade and started to make more cuts on my wrist. "Please... Please baby girl don't cut I'm coming for you I'll be there in 4 hour tops, but you have to stay strong for me. I love you and I will protect you from everything, I wont leave you again. I'll be there for you, just please don't hurt yourself." Davy sobbed causing me to cry harder. And here I was cutting instead of staying strong. "Davy I.... have to go... dinner.... dinner is ccc-cooking." I hung up before he could respond. Pulled up the material covering my legs and made new cuts on my ankles. That didn't ease the pain so I pulled my shirt off  and proceeded cut on my ribcage even though the right side had a big bruise. I sat in the bathroom floor and stared at the blood coming from my cuts until I heard the stove timer going off. I crawled across the floor only getting up to remove the food from the oven and turn the timer off. I placed the food on the counter before stumbling over to the couch before I falling back down to cry my eyes out.

Davy's pov
I was talking to multiple guys that wanted be my new boxer but none of them could compare to my baby girl. She was the best boxer I have ever seen. I missed her so much, it was hard  trying to focus on these guys standing in front of me.  "Hey guys, I have an important phone call go take a break I'll be back in a minute." I said walking out of the private training room. I hurried to answer when I saw it was Rae. I didn’t give her the chance to talk before I started telling her everything. Rae sounded happy to hear my voice but I could hear something else in her tone, she didn’t sound like the Rae I know. She sounded like she was starting to break and it scared me because Rae is normally really good at hiding her feelings, even when she told me horrible things that happened to her she was always like a stone. It hurt me to hear her voice like this, to hear such a strong girl break was my worst nightmare coming true.  It was quiet on the other end and all I could hear was her quiet sobs.  All I could think to do was try to calm her down, she sounded so little and I wasn’t there to help her. She needs someone now more than ever. It broke me a little more when she said she needed her razor because I have seen the scars on her body before and I know just how dangerous it is for her. I tried my hardest to talk her out of cutting herself up but we both know that she will cut no matter what I say because she is addicted to the release it gives her, I just hope she doesn’t do anything too stupid in the time it takes me to get to her. Rae started to make up an excuse to get off the phone with me so that I wouldn’t hear her break farther. I ran back into the private training room to grab my keys and dismiss the guys that were waiting for me, my baby girl is a lot more important to me than any of them. I jumped in my car and sped down the highway hoping to cut some time off my trip. I've only seen Rae get emotion once but she never cried, instead she would take her anger out on herself. She would always end up cutting herself with something on purpose, she sits there staring at her blood that runs from the cut and freak out if you touch it. She watched her blood until the cuts quit bleeding and it was like magic because when the blood dried up she would calm down and act like her normal self, but she would hurt herself so bad. She would bleed so much and I know that's what she is doing right now she probably already cut herself and by now she is probably watching the blood run.



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