Alex Who?

Raelynn Jo Townslee is new in town and she must start at a new high school in the middle of her Junior year. She doesn't care what people think about her and its that attitude that always lands her in trouble. Every since Kenny (Kennedy) died she gave up on the world and she stopped giving a fuck about what happens around her. Raelynn has had multiply run-ins with the law, she loves the adrenaline that fighting gives her. And her family is almost as fucked up as her. What happens when someone threatens to tear down her walls? What happens when she is all alone?


8. A look in the past~part 1



It was a horrible day at school and Kenny didn't show up so I was by myself all day because no one ever liked to hang out with me because I was a huge nerd. To prove my point, I was wearing my favorite t-shirt that had a cat on it tucked into my jeans and I had on my rainbow suspenders, my hair was in a low ponytail and my big glasses were sliding down my nose, I didn't wear any makeup and I had on a pair of worn out tennis shoes. I held my books tight to my chest so one of the bullies wouldn't knock them out of my hands and I made sure to hurry to my locker so that  no one had a chance to stop me. I walked home from school like every other day but I decided to take a side trip to Kenny's house to see why she wasn't at school today. I unlocked the door with the key her parents had given me and I hollered her name so when she didn't answer I figured she was in the shower upstairs or listening to music so she couldn't hear me. "Kenny, Kenny, I'm here. Do you want to go to the park or somewhere to hang out? Umm why weren't you at school today, how about we go talk about it? Kenny? Kennedy!!!!" I screamed as I ran up the stairs to her room because she always waited on the couch for me or she would come running downstairs to greet me so I was super worried something bad had happened to her. Her bedroom door was cracked open and I could hear music playing. I hurried in but froze by her bed, Kenny was laying in her bed and the blankets were red with her blood, she had cut both her wrist and her throat had a small slit. I felt like all the blood in my body turned to ice. "Kennedy!!! No you can't leave me here I need you!!!!! How am I supposed to survive?” I cried out and collapsed on the floor beside her bed. “You are the only one that I could trust with my secrets, you keep me alive!! Kenny I can't live without you I need you why did you do this to me? To us?" I asked her even though I knew she would never hear my pleas. There was a note on her pillow, so I picked it up to read it: "Rae I love you and I know this is hurting you but I couldn't do this anymore. I'm tired of being treated like shit by everyone. I love you and I wish there was a way I could stay and protect you but I must move on and so must you. Please don't grief over me I want you to have a great life and I promise to look after you from heaven. And I know Russell will be there for you. Tell my parents to go fuck themselves because they are horrible parents. AND tell my younger brother, Jak that I love him and he has to watch over Anna, tell Anna that I love her and she has to stay strong even though I'm not there for her anymore. Good bye for now your my best friend and my sister. Love you. And I know that one day we'll meet again up in heaven. Bye For Now, Kenny." I reread the note, it was like my heart died with her because she was all I had, she meant everything to me. We planned to go to college together and eventually live as neighbors with our husbands and kids and grow old together. But now it is all over we won't do anything together again, she is gone and I'm still here to try and survive this cruel world on my own. She knew my every secret, even the ones  I was too afraid to tell Russell. Kenny knew everything and now all I can do is cry beside her dead body but that wouldn't do either of us any good, she isn't coming back so instead of crying I called the police to report her suicide. But before they took her away I took the necklace that said 'Kenny <3's Rae' off her neck and put it around my own because it was all I had left. I was also wearing my own necklace that said 'Rae <3's Kenny'. But after I left her house I decided I was done being that nerdy girl that everyone bullies and I was gonna take a stand against them. I went to the nearest boxing place to start with my transition into the new me, butt that also meant I would have to dress differently. Since the boxing place was crowded I decided to start with the mall. I had my mom's credit card because I was supposed to go grocery shopping. I went into a store called Hot Topics and got a couple of really cute shirts, pants, shoes, belts, and more suspenders. Want can I say I love my suspenders but I needed some new ones to go with my new look. I looked at the body piercing rings and I decided I wanted to get a piercing because they looked awesome. I went to an athletic clothing store and got some colorful sports bras and neon Nike shorts so I could use them for the boxing training I was gonna start taking. I had talked to one of the men and he said I would need some boxing gloves so I decided on a simple black pair. After about 3 hours at the mall I was set with plenty of clothes for a little while. I decided I needed some makeup but I liked the way the emo makeup looked so I looked around until I saw a beautiful emo girl and asked her to help me get some makeup and show me how to put it on. The girl was super nice and she showed me everything I would need to know and she even helped me figure out the best way to style my long hair. I made sure to stop by the grocery store and grab something for dinner so it doesn't look like I was at the mall for as long as I was.




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