New Moon Rising

Growing up in Dark Moon was a struggle for me not because i was only half werewolf but because i was also half witch. Everyone hated me, stayed away from me, or pitied me. It was something i didn't need. So when i got out i was happy. I promised myself i would never go back. I wouldn't let anyone else make me feel like i was less than trash anymore. My freedom didn't last as long as i hoped though


15. I Won't Give Up

So a few things this chapter is short i was intending it to be, theres a reason for that. After this chapter it's going to skip ahead a few months with her being pregnant and all. This was just a Follow up to the last chapter.

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I stood up holding her securely in my arms and carried her upstairs to her room. I placed her gently on the bed tucking her under the cover and went back to close the door. Her eyes were on me the whole time following my every movement. I turned around her large brown eyes were wide studying me, I made my way back over to the bed and sat pulling off my shoes. I lay down on top of the covers next to her staring into her eyes. She opened her mouth to say something but I placed my finger over her soft plump lips. I couldn’t resist the urge to trace my finger over her lips; she sucked in a shaky breath. I brushed my lips against hers.


“Why won’t you let me love you?” I asked laying back against one her pillows with my eyes closed.




I waited for her to continue but she stayed quiet. I opened one of my eyes to stare at her she was looking down her eyes hooded. I needed an explanation for why she kept pushing me away. Haven’t I been there for her maybe we didn’t start on the best terms with my brother but I didn’t think she was holding that against me. I don’t know. When I first came here she hardly ever talked to me, but that day when I saw her down by the lake standing on the big rock that some of the guys and I used to jump off of I knew she was mine. She was standing there bare foot at the edge of the rock arms out stretched, face turned up to the wind, and curly black hair blowing in the breeze. I don’t know how long she stood there or even if she noticed me for that matter but I watched her the whole time. She looked so natural and free like her place was right there on that rock. I wanted to feel that freedom, to hold her in my arms burying my face into her hair, and feel her soul.


“Because is not an answer Jocelyn.”


She lifted her eyes up to mine and I opened my other one. She stared at me for a long hard moment. Was this it? Was I finally going to get my explanation as to why I was the only one she felt she could argue with, why she could never say she loved me, why I was the only one who was putting any emotion into us.


“He’s our mate you know. I‘ve stayed out of it but now you’re hurting me. I thought maybe you would have figured it out by now. I understand the way you feel believe me I do, but you can‘t keep your feelings bottled up. That’s what your mate is for, to help you where you can’t help yourself.” Zoë said invading my already cramped thoughts.


“I know it’s just been this way for a long time. Why should he be any different than people that have been in my life, that have seen me but have never taken the time to actually see me?” I questioned.


I knew he was waiting for my answer but I had to finish my talk with Zoë.


“Have you given him the chance?” she said no more ending the conversation with me.


“Why should you be any different? No ones ever stayed, what makes you so sure will? I‘m not even sure I know how to love someone.”

He ran his fingers through my hair, tucking it behind my ear. He has a habit of not being able to keep his hands off of me. Sometimes it was sweet other times it was annoying, like now it was annoying but at the same time it made me feel calm.



“You just have to trust me. I know that right now you don’t have any reason to and you were right I was acting like a child. I couldn’t have what I wanted so I found something easier instead. If you’ll let me make it up to you I promise you won’t regret us.” he said running his thumb across my cheek.


“I don’t regret us.”


“Good I hope it stays like this then.”


“Stays like what?” I asked confused.


“Sometimes I feel you’re so close to me yet so far away. You let me in to see what’s going on behind those pretty brown eyes of yours and then you get defensive again and push me away.”


I didn’t want to admit that he was right because he was. I was always testing the waters with him, it was his fault though always making me feel unnerved and awkward showing me so much attention. I wasn’t use to that.


“Well we’re starting over so I’ll try not to do it anymore.” I said giving him a reassuring smile.


He bent down and kissed me unexpectedly I slightly tensed and then relaxed. I was ok with this with us, we would work out, I wouldn’t mess this up with my insecurities. He loved me and I loved him. I was realizing that now and I wasn’t going to run from it anymore.

“Good then you won’t mind this.” he said standing

I raised my eyebrows in a questioning manner. He took off his clothes and climbed under the covers with me pulling me into him wrapping his arms around tight. I smiled into his chest and looked up at him.


“I love you.”


“I’m sorry what was that?”


“I just that since-”


“Say it again.”


“I love you.”


“One more time.”


“I love you.”


“I won’t get tired of hearing that.” he said bringing his head down to kiss me.


“I won’t get tired of saying it.”

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