Bloody Shadows

Some depressing poems and such, it could cause some triggering.

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5. Forgive Me

Forigive me for not being better,
Do you believe the lie?

Please forgive me,
The game I play where everyone thinks I am happy,
Truly I am broken,
Each moment that I breathe I wish to die.

Forgive me for not knowing how to smile,
Many look into my eyes but cannot see any emotions.

Please forgive me,
I am too numb,
Numb from any emotions,
Why?
Because I have a secret.

Forgive me for having a life no one knows about,
My life is a huge secret that I must keep.

Please forgive me,
My secret is bad,
My secret is twisted and wrong,
I look into the mirror and it is like staring into the devils cold eyes.

Forgive me for not being the person you want me to be,
I know no love or happiness.

Please forgive me,
I only know how to act the smile,
All this pain it is no one elses but my own fault.

Forgive me for giving up like this,
I am too weak.

Please forgive me,
Each time I find some strength I loose it again,
These walls around my heart,
They deny me peace and freedom from the light.

Forgive me for being born,
I should not breathe a single shard of air.

Please forgive me,
I am not worthy of love and affection,
Each thing I do, each thing I say is wrong one way or another,
You see nothing real in me just the girl who wraps around hope.

Forgive me for not holding it together,
I have tried my best to hide my secret.

Please forgive me,
I cannot hold it in anymore,
Everything has crumbled down leaving just a black abyss,
I am just going to close my eyes forever.

Forgive me for never saying a word,
I have lived a life of pain and despair.

Please forgive me,
The burden I keep of pain and misery,
All innocence gone at a age so young and now forever broken.

Forgive me for the sins you say I have done,
I did everything you have asked.

Please forgive me,
I have hid each of the secrets you made me keep,
Now I go into a endless dream,
You see I have a secret and I will take it to my grave.

Forgive me for not being better,
I was just a puppet in your game.

Forgive me for not knowing how to smile,
Happiness never came to me because of all the pain.

Forgive me for having a life no one knows about,
It is hard playing the role of the happy girl.

Forgive me for not being the person you want me to be,
I am what you made me yet still you hate me.

Forgive me for giving up like this,
I have been pushed to the limit.

Forgive me for being born,
Just the mistake no one ever wanted.

Forgive me for not holding it together,
Moments where I stay strong have vanished with the wind.

Forgive me for never saying a word,
If I dare to speak I will tell every thought.

Forgive me for all the sins you say I have done,
Yet you are the one who did the twisted sins.

Please just forgive me,
Forgive me for never being the person you expected me to be.

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