Silence

TRIGGERING!!!

Willow has experienced neglect and abuse all her life, she resorted to self-harm as a release and suicide as a way out from the horror that she lived. Willow has a complicated story where she loved her bully, Taila, she also made friends but at the last moments of her life.

Taila has a slightly different story, she was the bully to Willow but she had a secret as well. In her personal life, outside school she lived with her adopted mother and brother- who was released from prison-, he constantly rapes Taila. She finds that she needs to be better than others at school so no one will see how weak she is. The strange matter was she loved Willow, so in the end she tries to help but it is too late.

Liam is one of Willow's closest friends, at his old school he was bullied for being gay and his boyfriend killed himself, after recovering he moved school and met his new group whom befriended Willow soon after. But did Liam truly get over the pain or did he just hide it away?

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7. Willow's Story Part 7

I walked into the school with a spring in my step. For some reason I was a little more cheerful than most days, cheerful good or cheerful bad I have no clue! As I walked into the main hall where everyone sits like every morning I heard the whispers as usual. Sighing I sat down at my usual lonesome table and put my music full blast in my ears.

Happiness spread to my fingers causing me to tap them against the table as the great depression by Aesthetic Perfection blasted in my ears. I was seriously in love with them! My joy was ruined when I saw people sit down at my table looking at me. I looked up at the new people to find that it was the skater dudes from last night.

"Hey Willow!," a black hair guy shouted waving his hands. This kid was weird.... I like weird! 

I nodded my head as a hello before looking around each of them. Their faces filled with happy smiles as some tried to see past the hood and fringe. By now everyone in the room was staring at us like we had grown another head but sadly we hadn't. Just then Miss Perfect came over with her annoying posy trailing at her heels. 

"Well look at this, the loser has became a slut with these greasy apes as her toys", Taila laughed coldly. Why did she hate me so much?

"Listen up you bitch! Willow has never done anything to you so back off", the black haired boy from earlier screamed in her face. I gasped in shock, no one had ever stood up for me before yet here this boy was yelling at the queen bee. 

Taila scoffed and turned on her heel walking away with her dogs following her. They were basically like her dogs anyways. All bitches. I turned to the group of guys nervously, what did they want with me?

"You are going to hang with us from now on! From last night we wanna see the other Willow", the boy who’s lips where attacked from my finger last night said.

I nodded unsure what to do, I had never been in a situation like this and wasn't ever expecting something like it to happen. 

"Oh I'm Evan", the guy from last night said smiling.

"I'm Seth", a brown haired one spoke waving a little, "this charmer here is my brother Blake", Seth continued pointing to another brown hair guy. Blake nodded his head and murmured a sup.

"My name's Lloyd", a ginger guy said.

"And I'm Liam! The most awesome person you will ever meet and love willooooooow", the black haired guy screamed jumping on the table and doing a dance.

 

I waved shyly at them all feeling the stares from all the students in the hall staring at us. Who could blame them? For starters people were actually talking to me! The outcast! Secondly someone had stood up for me against Taila and lastly Liam was dancing on the table as if it was a normal thing to do. Then again what do I know about normal? I cut myself and laugh at the blood and I dream of ending my life.

The bell rang causing me to jump at the sudden new noise. I whispered bye to the guys and ran down the corridors, as I past by a empty classroom I was pulled inside by no one other than Taila herself.

I looked at her expecting a fist to my face or knife sharp words from her tongue but nothing happened. She looked at me, her eyes looking into mines with hidden emotions. But the thing what happened next caught me by surprise.

Taila pushed me against a wall and pressed her lips against mines, as much as I wanted to push her away something told me not to so instead I kissed her back. Our lips moved against each other, hers were soft and moist. Her tongue licked against my bottom lip causing me to gasp, she took this as a chance and pushed her tongue into my mouth exploring it.

I heard a soft moan past her lips pushing the kiss even deeper, her hand slid up my hoodie bringing me back to reality. I pushed Taila off and looked at her with confusion.

 "Willow I",

Before she could continue I ran out of the class, I ran down the almost dead corridors and out of the school. I kept running until I was at the park, tears filled my eyes and finally fell harshly to the ground. I had been crying for some time when I heard rustling from the bushes behind me.

I turned around and saw Liam and Seth come out. Liam's hair was a bit messy and Seth was pulling his top over his head. I let out a cough and they both looked at me shocked.

 

"Umm Willow, what are you doing here?", Seth asked blushing a little.

 

"Screw that! WHY HAVE YOU BEEN CRYING WOMAN!", Liam yelled hugging me. A scream ripped past my lips as he came into contact with my skin. Did I mention I hate people touching me?

I kept screaming when Liam let me go and started thrashing about as I fell to the ground. I wanted to stop I just couldn't. My screams from the past filled my head, the voices sang and her laughter echoed in my head. 

I didn't even stop screaming as Seth picked me up or when Evan and the others arrived at the park. If a person walking by heard me screaming they would think I was being killed or something. Finally everything went silent. I made no sound, I just curled up in Seth's arms silent.

“Willow, are you okay?", I heard Lloyds voice ask me. I took a deep breathe.

 "I think so", I managed to whisper, my throat sore from the screaming.

"What happened?", I shrugged and pulled away from Seth.

"I have to go now, bye", I said before running away from them all ignoring their shouts for me to come back.

 When I got home I ignored the fact my dad was home and ran to my room slamming the door shut. I laid on my bed closing my eyes with thoughts swimming in my mind. Each thought was a question that I knew no answer to.

 

Why was my life so messed up?

Why couldn't I be normal?

Why were the guys being so kind to me?

Why did Taila kiss me?

"Willow", a very cold, familar voice whispered from behind my door.

 Why was she here?

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