Silence

TRIGGERING!!!

Willow has experienced neglect and abuse all her life, she resorted to self-harm as a release and suicide as a way out from the horror that she lived. Willow has a complicated story where she loved her bully, Taila, she also made friends but at the last moments of her life.

Taila has a slightly different story, she was the bully to Willow but she had a secret as well. In her personal life, outside school she lived with her adopted mother and brother- who was released from prison-, he constantly rapes Taila. She finds that she needs to be better than others at school so no one will see how weak she is. The strange matter was she loved Willow, so in the end she tries to help but it is too late.

Liam is one of Willow's closest friends, at his old school he was bullied for being gay and his boyfriend killed himself, after recovering he moved school and met his new group whom befriended Willow soon after. But did Liam truly get over the pain or did he just hide it away?

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6. Willow's Story Part 6

I sat alone in the park on one of the swings. I couldn't understand anything, why did my life have to be so painful? What did I do to make everyone hate me so much? From what I know I did not a single thing wrong.  

I swung back and forth enjoying the wind against my skin.  Down the street music was blaring, probably another dumb high school party. Tomorrow the teacher was going to read my story. Though I doubt I will be in tomorrow or any other day.

The moon shone brightly glistening against each tear that was falling from my eyes. Was it right to have those feelings? I might as well do something to make everyone regret making me feel like I was nothing but a waste of air.  

I jumped from the swing and started having a conversation with myself. Another sign that I was getting even more insane, but hey! Being crazy is much more fun than being sane!

 We should be getting back now...

I know! I'm walking, jeeze at least you aren't the one doing the walking you giant turd. Did I just call myself a giant turd?

Yes, yes you did.

Oh shut up, you aren't even real. Just an annoying voice in my head.

Ouch! Lamppost! There's a lamppost there.

Haha, you are so stupid.

No I'm not stupid you are! Mwuhahaha!!

I am you...

 

Then the silence fell back in my mind as I saw a group of teenagers from school looking at me weirdly. Oh crap! They didn't know that I cannot talk. Oh boy, hmm maybe to scare them.

"HOOGA BOOGA!", I screamed in there faces waving my arms around like the lunatic I am.

"What the?", one of the boys started but I put my finger on his lip to make him be quiet.

"No swearing you strange gerbil. Now listen up! I do not talk, no one knows I talk. You tell anyone and I get pushed around more because of it I will rip of your little men and turn them into dog food", I warned them being half joking and creepily half serious.

 They all looked at each other, their eyes dancing with amusement as their friends whom face I was now prodding with my finger, looked pale as he nodded. Well this is amusing! Maybe I should go crazy more often.

"You are nothing like you are at school Willow", one of the boys said out of the silence. I noticed how he was one of the skaters, they are the only group that never harmed me. 

"Well in school I am being beating around like a piece of shit so you know, no time for awesomeness", I answered surprised by my confidence around this lot. They all went quiet, I screamed bye then ran home. School tomorrow! Another day of Taila but I feel like something is going to happen, something rare. Sleep.

 

I was running, I didn't know from what but I knew I had to run far away. My wrists were bleeding, my heart was thumping hard against my chest. The world was blurry but not from any tears, but it was almost as if I didn't even know who I was.

 

My mind screamed to wake up but I couldn't, I had to get away from whatever I was running from. Then I came to a stop, around me was reflections staring right back. Each reflection looked slightly different, one fat, one thin, one ugly, one nice, one happy and then one sad. 

 In front of me a hangman’s noose swayed from a tree. Then I knew what I had to run from, I knew what was the answer. I was running from life. 

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