Silence

TRIGGERING!!!

Willow has experienced neglect and abuse all her life, she resorted to self-harm as a release and suicide as a way out from the horror that she lived. Willow has a complicated story where she loved her bully, Taila, she also made friends but at the last moments of her life.

Taila has a slightly different story, she was the bully to Willow but she had a secret as well. In her personal life, outside school she lived with her adopted mother and brother- who was released from prison-, he constantly rapes Taila. She finds that she needs to be better than others at school so no one will see how weak she is. The strange matter was she loved Willow, so in the end she tries to help but it is too late.

Liam is one of Willow's closest friends, at his old school he was bullied for being gay and his boyfriend killed himself, after recovering he moved school and met his new group whom befriended Willow soon after. But did Liam truly get over the pain or did he just hide it away?

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15. Taila's Story Part 5

The day flashed by like a dream, all I could think of was Willow. I let out a soft whimper as I opened my front door, the house was quiet, too quiet. The tension in the air could be cut by a knife, I walked upstairs to my bedroom hoping my brother wasn't home but there is never hope in this world.

As my door opened my brother revealed on my bed, he was flicking through some book. He looked up and smiled coldly before stalking over to me. I tried to run but he caught me before I could even take the first step. He dragged me into my room throwing me onto the bed.

"Now sister, it's not that bad", he whispered licking up my neck causing me to shudder. 

I made myself numb, I wouldn't let him get to me anymore. I laid there as he had his way, I made no sound nor cried any tears. I thought of a better place, a world where no one like my 'brother' existed. Where I was raised by my real parents, where there was no fake people, where I didn't spend everyday as someone that I'm not. A place where I could be happy with Willow. 

I felt his lips press gently against me before the weight of his body lift off me and the sound of the door closing. I came back to the real world, agony spread like a wild fire through my body causing me to cry out. I cried and cried until there was no tears left to cry. Then I did what I hadn't in so long.

I walked over to my drawers and pulled out a razor and smashed it under my foot causing the plastic to rip away and shatter leaving the gleam of clean metal. I reached down and picked up the two razor blades. 

My hands were shaking as I walked over to my mirror, my hollow body gazed at me with tear stained eyes. Lifting the blades between my knuckles I slid them into my skin slowly, I bit back the sobs and watched the reflection of my blood pour down my stomach. Life was painful.

Just a few more years and it will be over...

 

 

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At school the next day I was watching Willow and her friends, I watched as one of the guys showed her how to ride a skateboard and was amazed when she managed to not fall off it. I sighed a little when the bell started. 

I walked slower to class due to the pain in between my legs and the fresh cuts on my stomach. I didn't pay much attention as I walked down the corridors, I didn't even pay attention when I walked into my classroom. All I could think about was Willow, it was like she was carved into my mind.

 

I heard some whispers and followed everyone’s gaze, there next to the lonely girl was one of the guys she was friends with, Blake  I think his name was. He seemed to glare at the class under his hair causing everyone to turn away.

I sighed as I walked into the class fully, I really wasn't in the mood to play Barbie. I walked over to my seat past Willow taking a deep breath so I wouldn't say anything. My heart thumped hard against my chest whenever I was close to her. 

 

From then I zoned out of things until lunch came, I walked into the cafeteria with the rest of the popular group and sat in my usual spot. My head was spinning, everyone was talking away but I was to focused on Willow. Before I knew it Willow and her group walked out of the cafeteria making my heart sink a little. I wanted to be in the same room as her, I wanted to be in the same group as her, the same world as her, I wanted her.

"So Taila, I was wondering if you wanted to go out tonight", Joey, one of the many man whores in the group said to me causing most of them to turn and face us. I hated how they all thought I was some cheap whore.

"No thanks, I'm not into your kind", I spat telling the truth.

He flinched slightly at the spite in my voice but his face turned into a angry frown as some of the guys laughed at him. Joey knelt down to my height and slipped his hand on my thigh like my monster of a brother did.

 

"Oh I am your type babe, we will have so much fun", he smirked thinking this would effect me more. I shuddered and glared at him slapping his hand away from me.

"I would rather be a loser than sleep with someone like you", I snarled harshly standing up. The girls followed me giggling.

"That can be arranged darling! I could destroy you, you could be like that freak show, Willow", I heard him shout after me. 

I wish I was like her...


The bell went signalling for fifth class, I walked with the girls on my trail when one of them came a stop and stared at the beautiful red haired girl walking my way. Willow's body tensed up and she tried to walk past us. I sighed to myself, she had just made it worse for herself.

By now some of the guys had caught up with us which was just going to make this more worse for her. I bit my lip and watched the scene unfold in front of me. 

 

"Where do you think you are going freak?", Natasha, another blonde slut in the group screeched to high pitched for my liking as she stalked over to Willow.

Willow's eyes lingered over to Mathew behind me until the other girls walked over to her and grabbed her. I quickly followed hoping they wouldn't hurt her, we ended up in the girls bathroom making my stomach churn. This couldn't be happening.

I seemed to freeze in the spot as they pulled at Willow's beautiful hair, they kicked her in the stomach, stomped on her with their heals. I tried to call out but my voice was trapped in my throat. My heart screamed to help her, I felt a push of strength and took my chance.

"Guys that’s enough!", I screamed out causing them all to look at me like I was crazy. I walked out even though I wanted nothing more to go to her and tell her she was going to be okay. But I didn't I was a coward.

I kept walking away from them, tears now falling from my eyes. If they saw me cry I would be ruined. But it wasn't right what they did to her...

"What was that Taila", Natasha shouted, the clicking of her heals hitting the floor as she tried to run up to me echoed.

"You went too far Natasha!", I yelled as I turned to face her.

"Now don't tell me you feel sorry for that thing", she hissed walking over to me. She glared at me as she prodded me chest. Anger filled me again and I slapped her across the face.

"No, I feel sorry for a whore like you. Don't ever talk like that to me again, never forget who I am Natasha. I could break you like a twig", I warned her before leaving the group behind me gawking at what had just happened.

 

I was getting fed up with the charade... 

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