Silence

TRIGGERING!!!

Willow has experienced neglect and abuse all her life, she resorted to self-harm as a release and suicide as a way out from the horror that she lived. Willow has a complicated story where she loved her bully, Taila, she also made friends but at the last moments of her life.

Taila has a slightly different story, she was the bully to Willow but she had a secret as well. In her personal life, outside school she lived with her adopted mother and brother- who was released from prison-, he constantly rapes Taila. She finds that she needs to be better than others at school so no one will see how weak she is. The strange matter was she loved Willow, so in the end she tries to help but it is too late.

Liam is one of Willow's closest friends, at his old school he was bullied for being gay and his boyfriend killed himself, after recovering he moved school and met his new group whom befriended Willow soon after. But did Liam truly get over the pain or did he just hide it away?

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11. Taila's Story Part 1

Life is twisted and cold, the truth is we live in a world where it is hard to be who we truly are. I made the mistake of trying to fit in, of trying to please everyone. I bullied the one I loved, I was hated by the family who took me in.

My name is Taila, I have a story to tell, it's not a pleasant love story. Its an emotional wreck of a tale so don't be expecting a complete boy meets girl moment. This is girl meets girl and how love is never truly given until it is too late. 

This is my story of love, this is my story of what it is like to play the part of a person who you don't want to be, this is how I became free.

 

 

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I gazed at my brother with fear, who would have thought that he would return so soon. I was free until he came back from prison, my mother of course was overjoyed. It never stuck into her stupid head that her number one child was a sick rapist.

Looking down I felt the tears fall slowly from my face, once more I was going to be in pain. At least in school I was loved by most. They could talk crap behind my back but they never understood or would they ever understand that I worked hard to get where I was. I had to stay at the top of the school, it was my only escape, my only chance to prove to myself and my family I wasn't a failure. It was my only was I could hide the pain, not to show my weaknesses. 

Of course I never thought that my world would become even worse when I fell for a certian girl, but then again loving a girl in my school was wrong. She would destroy my reputation so I had to turn to something that would crush her. I would make her life miserable so she would never fall for me and try to have me.

My brother pulled a little on my cheeks to make me smile, I gazed up at him with hatred. I despised him to my very core. Of course my mother still believed I had came on to him and he couldn't refuse. Did I mention that they had adopted me? Well yeah, so in her eyes it was just sex but in my eyes and the law eyes, it was rape.

I shuddered slightly at the memory and turned on my heels and up to my room to prepare for school. 

 

 

I walked through the car park with my head up high. My blonde hair cascading down my back and my hips swaying from side to side, a few wolf whistles came my way of course. If only they knew I wasn't even interested in them.

I was joined by the usual fake sluts who I called my friends. They were babbling on about some stupid crap that happened at a party. To tell the truth it felt rather disgusting hanging around these dumb bitches, each one reminded me of my mother. Each one only wanted to be my friend for one reason, to be popular.

We came to a stop when a girl was in front of us, her red hair covered her eyes, the glints of a beautiful green peeked through but not enough to see them all together. Her skin was pale, a little too pale but still she was beautiful. But she was also my victim.

"Look Taila! Its the freak", one of the bimbos giggled from behind me. I had to force down the urge to not hit her. Then again I had to force away the urge to kiss the redheaded beauty in front of me.

With that thought I shoved the girl hard into the lockers and watched as she fell to the ground. My heart hammered against my chest, my mind screaming at me to love her but I refused to listen. Flicking my hair over my shoulder I forced a smile at her.

 

"Freak", I spat down at her hoping to have some reaction to make the scene look more harsh.

 

She stared up at me, her face emotionless. Her soft lips formed into a straight line, no tears fell down her cheeks or sobs passed those kissable lips. Instead she stood up and wiped her clothes before heading towards the bathroom.

Bringing myself back to reality, I walked over to my locker as the sounds of names echoed in the background followed by a chorus of laughter. I gathered my things and turned around to face my usual group.

Doing the usual talking and flirting until the bell went, I walked away to my class. I found myself sitting bored as the teacher rambled on about homework. I plugged in my earphones and started listening to My Chemical Romance.

I know unbelievable right? Little Miss Barbie listens to good music! I wouldn't even dress the way I do if it was a better world. I would probably end up dressing like my beautiful Willow. In this world she wasn't mine, she would never be mine. But in my own world, the beautiful red head would be my girl, she would never know the world of pain, she would never cry a single tear.

"Taila! I will ask you one more time. Take those earphones out and give me your phone", the teacher screeched. Seems like I go lost in my own world again. 

 

Sighing I flipped my finger to her, no way in hell was she getting my phone. She frowned and pointed her finger to the door. I knew all too well what that meant. 'Go to the principle'. I grabbed my bag and smiled to the class before walking out.

I enjoyed moments when I was alone, no sluts following my every step, no jocks hitting on me and no family to put me down. But it all came to a end when I was at the office. One of the girls that hangs around with me was already seated.

She started going on and on when I saw Willow come up to the main desk. She stood there awkwardly as the head teacher, Mr Yates was flirting with his wife. I scanned over her beauty, her hair fell beautifully in waves, her body was thin, maybe a little too thin but even then she was an angel.

My gaze broke off when she turned a little, through her fringe and hood I could see her looking at me for a moment. Our eyes locked for a few seconds before Mr Yated pulled her into his office. I sighed mentally before turning my attention to Frazer. He was an utter jerk.

"Did you see the freak! I heard she is sleeping around with Mr Yates, I always told you she was a teachers pet", Frazer scoffed as he rambled on about one of the many not true rumours. 

"I doubt that is true", I said before I could stop myself. Frazer and Sarah the slut looked at me in horror. They gazed at me like I was crazy.

"Why would he want to sleep with someone who is filled with diseases", I quickly corrected myself hoping it wasn't too late.

They let out a laugh before turning into their own horrible flirting frenzy, I awkwardly turned around thinking about Willow. Why had she been sent to the office? She was not the type of girl to get into trouble, well I didn't think she was.

Before I knew it she had left the office with a little bit of a spring in her step.

"Taila please come in", the principle called. I walked into the office and sat down on one of the chairs.

He looked at me, a smile was on his face. Like he had just recently had an amusing conversation which was weird because from what I knew Willow couldn't speak. His eyes darted over his computer screen then back to my gaze.

"Disobeying the teacher, flicking her off rudely and demonstrating a lack of concentration in class. Taila this isn't you, you used to be a good girl. What happened?", Mr Yates asked, a thin line forming on his lips.

I took a deep breathe, no one knew about my life at home and no one was about to. As far as everyone knew I had a perfect life. Honestly I didn't, with my brother back I knew it was going to happen again.

 

"Life happened".

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