My Step Brother

"Our parents...they don't have to know. We can be a secret." Louis said, coming closer and closer to me and moved back until I reached the wall. Louis was right in front of me; his hand resting right next to my head.
"But- what if they, you know, find out?" I asked, my voice shaking due to how close Louis was.
"They won't. It'll just be our little secret" Louis said, his face inching towards mine.
"Works for me" I said, grabbing his head and pulling his head in to kiss him.


6. Chapter 6


"I love you so much Amber" Louis moaned against my lips. 

"I love you too, Louis" I said. Louis' lips left mine and he started trailing it down my neck. He brought his mouth to my ear and growled, "You turn me on so much......."

Jus then the door opened. A black, shadowy figure was standing there, staring at us.........


My mental alarm clock woke me up. I don't even remember falling asleep. Weird? I had such a weird dream. Does it mean something? Or am I just looking into too much? Oh well..... it's too early in the morning for my brain to function. I looked at the time on my phone that was currently charging. 11:00 am. Well, that's still early for me.

Where am I? Oh yeah....... I moved houses. I kinda miss my old bedroom but I'll get used to it. Suddenly, all of last night came crashing on me. Louis. The kiss. The passion. Luke.

I wonder how Louis is. I hate seeing him like this. I got up and took a shower (remembering my clothes this time ;)   ) I trudged downstairs to find everyone else still sleeping. There were only 2 people awake. Joannah and..........Louis. I sighed and walked downstairs. Only to be welcomed with a 'good morning' from Joannah and welcomed with an awkward silence from Louis. 

I took my place at the table while Joannah was making breakfast. I sat as far away from Louis as  possible but not too far otherwise Joannah would know something's wrong between us two. I was really scared to look Louis in the eyes. Yesterday, when I left his bedroom, his eyes held so much hurt and pain in them, it was really overwhelming.

Louis and I were silent for 10 minutes. Not even so much as looking at each other. I really need him to talk. I hate acting like this. 

"L-Louis?" I said nervously.

No reply.

"Louis, please talk to me"

No reply.

"Please, Lou" I almost begged.

You guessed it, no reply.


I hated ignoring Amber like this. I wanted to talk to her, hold her, kiss her so badly but I just can't. My heart shattered into a million pieces when she ran away from my bedroom with tears in her eyes. I knew she had a boyfriend and all, but I would be a much better one. One that wouldn't cancel plans with her. Instead, I would cherish each and every one. And most of all, I won't take her for granted. 

If I talk to her, she'll just break me even more. I looked up to see Amber for the first time today. I was trying to avoid eye contact before. I was mesmerised by her beauty. All she had was a baggy shirt and sweatpants. Her hair was tied up in a messy bun and she had no make-up whatsoever. Not that she wears any anyway. She doesn't even try to be beautiful. She just is. 

Not that I can have her anyway. I really need to stop thinking about this. I need to get distracted. Anything. Just anything.

"Mum! I'm going to Harry's house!!!!" I shouted to her since she was in the kitchen.

"Sure thing, honey!" my mum shouted back. I caught a glimpse of Amber. She had tears brimming in my eyes. I used all my willpower inside me to not run over there and hug and kiss her better.

I ran out of the house and all the way to Harry's, which was like literally just down the road. I need to apologise to him for my ass behaviour yesterday.


He hates me. He officially hates me. If only he could just see it from my point of view. He hasn't got a girlfriend. But I have. Well, not a girlfriend but I have a boyfriend. I need someone to talk to. Anyone. I need someone to spill all my problems to. Someone who won't judge me. Someone like........... Lilly! (if you don't remember who lilly is- she's the girlfriend of Zach)

I think I have her number. I was about to take my phone out and look at my contacts when Joannah came with my plate.

"Honey, is everything all right?"  She asked.

"yeah, why wouldn't it be?" I said trying to sound happy. But I probably just ended up sounding like a complete retard.

"It's just that, you were really quiet ever since you came downstairs this morning. It's not usually like yourself" She said. She's only known me for like a day but she still can decipher me. How do mums, or step-mum in my case, do that? I guess, I'll be able to do it someday when I'm a mum. 

"No, it's nothing. It's just that, I kinda miss my old home" I said, it was kinda true, I did miss it but that's defiantly why I'm not acting like this.

"Aww! Honey! It's okay" She said pulling me into a hug. I hugged her back. This motherly love felt so nice to have. I haven't had it in almost 10 years. Dads are good but there not the same as mums.

Joannah then left to go and wake up the others. I quickly ate my breakfast (like Niall) and scrolled through my contacts on my phone. "H-I-J-K- L- Lilly." My little voice said my head. I need to do this in person. Lily's coming over to London the day after tomorrow. Apparently she got a job here as model. I'm not surprised. She has got the looks for it. 

I texted her. 

Hey, Lilly. this is Amber here. I really need to talk to you. Like girl talk. It's really important. When you come over to London, meet me just outside the London Eye.

Lilly was always there for me. A girl always needs another girl in her life. You'll only understand this if you're a girl. Since I didn't have my mum, Lilly was the person I turned to. She taught me all the stuff that a girl needed to know. Like periods and stuff. It would have been soooo awkward with my dad. I shuddered just at that thought.

Just then, Lilly replied.

yeah sure. i'll meet you there as soon as I reach london :) x


Sorry this chapter ends really randomly. I didn't know how else to end it. I didn't want to end it on a cliffhanger. I feel mean then.

I can't believe I wrote like 4 chapters today! Was it 4? I didn't even keep count :S


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