Moments

Moments: The Sequel to 'I Should Have Kissed You'..

When Jas got off that plane in London 4 years ago she had no idea what she was getting herself into. After meeting Harry, it was love at first sight... well almost. Despite the many challenges put to them Harry and Jas got through it all. Nothing could tear them apart. However will the ultimate scandal change things between the couple years later? With an unexpected twist, Harry and Jas' relationship will be tested further than ever before.

See how the couple cope in the sequel, 'Moments'


-- If we could only have this life for one more day...if only we could turn back time --

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7. "It's nothing"

*Jas’ POV*

-1week later-

Harry was lying next to me fast asleep. I reached over to my phone to see the time; it was 1am. I sat up slowly in bed, constantly looking over to Harry trying so hard not to wake up him. I felt like I couldn’t breathe. My chest became tight as I was fighting back the tears that were stinging my eyes. All the thoughts that I dreaded would return flooded my mind. I was losing control and I didn’t know how to stop it.

*Harry’s POV*

It was a rare sight that the apartment would be quiet at night with Oliver crying all the time. I don’t know about Jas but I haven’t slept properly in a while, it was always light sleep so that we were ready to get up as soon as Olly needed us. Instead of the loud cries that would fill the apartment, I was woken by the sounds of heavy panting. I reached for the light and turned it on. I was shocked to the sight that I saw; Jas was cuddled into a ball, slightly rocking back and forth trying to breathe.

“Babe are you alright?”

She didn’t say anything. Jas looked over at me, her eyes bloodshot. I reached over to her and pulled her into a hug, she didn’t fight back. As soon as her head rested on my shoulder she burst into tears. She still didn’t say a word. I’ve never seen Jas like this before and I had no idea what was going through her head.

“Shhhh, Jas. Calm down sweetie. Breathe slowly with me ok? Breathe in…and out”

Her breathing became steady and her sobs became quieter, Jas drifted off to sleep in my arms. There was nothing else I could do except hold her, and hope that she was alright.

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The next morning, I woke up in the same spot that I had held Jas, only she wasn’t there. I heard the splashing of water coming from the bathroom thinking she was running herself a bath. I got of bed and walked over to the bathroom. The bath was nearly filled up as I turned the taps off; again Jas wasn’t there. There was something going on with her and I needed to find out what it was. The front door closed and the rattling of keys echoed from the kitchen. Oliver didn’t stir one bit in his cot as I walked past his room. Jas was leaning on the bench with her head in her hands. My steps must have been quiet as she jumped when I hugged her from behind.

“Jeez Harry don’t do that”

She must have seen my facial expression change completely as she wrapped her arms around me, pulling me into a hug.

*Jas’ POV*

“I’m sorry Harry” I meant it though. I was sorry for everything. Sorry I’m not a good enough mother for Olly, I’m sorry I walked away from Harry, I’m sorry for failing them.

*Harry’s POV*

I kissed her on the head and looked her in the eyes. Her eyes were puffy and still bloodshot from last night.

“How’s Olly?” She asked trying to avoid any questions I was about to ask.

“He’s still sleeping” There was a bit of an awkward silence between us as she tried to muster a smile together. “You left the bath running” I said trying to break the silence.

“Oh...yeah. Totally forgot about that.” Jas seemed distracted.

“Are you alright?”

“What makes you think I’m not alright?”

“I’m just asking…you just haven't seemed yourself lately. does it have to do with what happened last night?”

“It's nothing.” Jas was being really short with me. Did I do something wrong?

“Come on Jas, clearly that wasn’t nothing”

“Harry give it a rest, I don’t want to talk about it!” Jas stormed off to the bathroom and slammed the door, waking Oliver in the next room.

*Jas’s POV*

I couldn’t even be bothered taking off all my clothes as I sat in the lukewarm bath tub I had ran earlier. Harry seemed to have settled Olly quicker than I ever could. I lay back in the tub letting the warmish water cover my skin and closed my eyes. I couldn’t bear to tell Harry where I had been earlier in the morning.

It was 5:30 and I wriggled out of Harry’s hug. I couldn’t believe that I had broken down like that in front of Harry; granted he’s seen me upset, but never like that before. I thought I should run a hot bath to relax but the thoughts came back again. I quickly got dressed, grabbed my purse and ran out the door. I got into the car and drove to the only person I knew could help me.

I pulled into the car park and knocked on the back door. Dr Carrie opened the door.

“Jas, what brings you here? Is Oliver alright?”

“Yes he’s fine, he’s perfect. I need to talk to you”

“Come on in” Dr Carrie led me through the hallway which connected to her office. “Please sit, what’s on your mind?”

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