Moments

Moments: The Sequel to 'I Should Have Kissed You'..

When Jas got off that plane in London 4 years ago she had no idea what she was getting herself into. After meeting Harry, it was love at first sight... well almost. Despite the many challenges put to them Harry and Jas got through it all. Nothing could tear them apart. However will the ultimate scandal change things between the couple years later? With an unexpected twist, Harry and Jas' relationship will be tested further than ever before.

See how the couple cope in the sequel, 'Moments'


-- If we could only have this life for one more day...if only we could turn back time --

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8. “I’ll always be here for you”

*Jas' POV*

“I think there’s something wrong with me”

“What do you mean Jas?”

“I don’t know how to explain it…”

“Just say what’s on your mind Jas, it doesn’t have to make sense. I’m here for you not only as your doctor but your friend. You are safe here.”

“A while after I came home with Olly, I started to feel, I dunno…like lost. I’m scared that no matter what I do to try and help Olly I’m just not helping at all. Like I’m making it worse. Harry does everything perfectly and I don’t feel like I’m coping with it all. I don’t feel like I’m the best mother for Olly, like he deserves someone better than me.”

“If you don’t mind me asking Jas, have you ever experienced anxiety or panic attacks since you got home or even before your pregnancy?”

“Before, no. Last night I think I was having a panic attack, but that wasn’t the only time I’ve had that. I find myself crying a lot of the time as well, I’ve dropped all my baby weight really quickly and I can’t fall to sleep. Harry is starting to catch on that something isn’t right and I don’t know what to tell him”

As I explained my thoughts to Carrie, it got to a point where she started writing down notes. Not like little dot points or anything, it was like detailed paragraphed notes. I feared something was really wrong with me.

“Jas I need you to listen to me. From what you’ve told me today, I’ve come to the conclusion that you may be suffering from postnatal depression. It is common for a new mother to go through it, and it can be cured. I will prescribe you some anti-depressants which you are to take once daily and you will need to come in for some counselling twice a week.”

 

“Jas? Babe are you ok? You’ve been in there for a while? I’m coming in alright?” Harry’s voice travelled from the other side of the bathroom door pulling me away from my daydream. Well it wasn’t really a daydream, more like a flashback from earlier today reflecting on what happened. I started to feel a sharp prickly sensation in my legs as the once warm water turned to ice. Harry pushed the door open and ran to me, his warm hands pulled my cold body out of the water and into the hold of his arms. I stayed quiet as the heat from his body warmed me up instantly.

“I’m not going to push you, but we’ve been together for almost 4 years now alright and I know when you’re not telling me something. You can tell me anything, I’m your boyfriend, I will listen and I will get you through anything. I’ll always be here for you, you know that. No matter what it is.”

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