Over Again

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Ashlyn Rose was your typical hormonal teenager, She did typical teenager things; listened and played music, hung-out with friends and obsessed over boys. There was this one boy in particular though, who changed Ashlyn's world upside-down. But with him gone, she finds herself lost; with no one to trust. When she could potentially find love again will she let them in? or lock them out?

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35. Nothing

Ashlyn's POV

Nothingness. Absolute nothingness. I floated and swayed to my very own beat. Things blurred and twisted. Being high was different than drunk; it was so much better. I leant in to the bong and took another hit.

Inhale, exhale.

I walk slowly to the bathroom and pull out my razor.

One slice turns to three.

Three to five.

Five to ten.

Scars are pilling up now.

The dealer was right. I feel absolutely nothing.

Harry's POV

The look in her eyes was unbearable. Pain, hatred. Management wanted me to get a good guy image. I was forced into fake dating Taylor. I'm not even sure if I like her as a friend. Her voice is just, yikes. Ashlyn. My body crumbles at the thought of her sad eyes. I screwed up big, but management screwed up worse. I love her. Always have, always will.

Ashlyn's POV

Blinding light streamed through my curtains. Early morning birds chirped at the slowly rising sun. Peeling the blankets from my body, I sat up and scratched my neck. Inhaling I looked down at my arm. Scars lined the inside up to my elbow. Well, fuck.

If you told me last year I would've been this fucked up, I would never have believed you. I had a great business, good friends, healthy lifestyle and I was happy.

But now? Now I lost the music store and lost the attached coffee shop, I have no friends anymore, I practically live at the bar, and am I happy? I'm not exactly sure, but I doubt it. I feel nothing. I am nothing. Why waste space? I am nothing but empty space.

I grab a piece of paper and sit on the floor.

'Harry,' I start.

~*~*~*~

Okaaaay ! So i'm deciding there may only be a couple more chapters until the end .xx

Hope you enjoy.

-Megg_

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