Over Again

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Ashlyn Rose was your typical hormonal teenager, She did typical teenager things; listened and played music, hung-out with friends and obsessed over boys. There was this one boy in particular though, who changed Ashlyn's world upside-down. But with him gone, she finds herself lost; with no one to trust. When she could potentially find love again will she let them in? or lock them out?

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Ashlyn's POV

I don't know how long I stood crying on the sidewalk, but it wasn't anywhere shorter than 10 minutes. 

He's gone. 

All because Hal kissed me. 

Hal.

Anger taking over my senses, I march into my building and up to my apartment. 

 

"Hal you asshole!" I scream running up to him and pushing on his chest. "I loved him dammit! Now thanks to you he's gone! You fucking ass! I never want to see you again!" I pushed and prodded at Hal's chest. My vision white with anger. I slapped him and punched his chest several times. "Damn you Hal. Damn you." My voice lowered for the last part. More hatred and loathing coming through. "I hate you."

 

"Ashlyn."

 

"Shut your fucking mouth and leave." I turned on my heel and called over my shoulder. "If you aren't out of my fucking flat in 10 seconds, I will call the cops. I should have already for breaking and entering." Hal's eyes welled up with tears. 

"I love you Ashlyn. I always have, I always will." 

"Shove it up your ass." I locked my bedroom door and slid down it's length. I felt numb. Harry was gone. My life was gone. My love was gone. I lost him. 


Harry's POV

Screaming I punch the wall. 
Screaming more because it fucking hurt.
Screaming because I lost her. 
Screaming because I think I just broke my knuckles punching the wall. 
Screaming because I feel nothing.

Nothing at all. I feel empty. Why would she kiss him? Why? Was I not good enough? Was I not there for her enough? Did I not provide enough? What did he have that I don't? Why? 

"Haz, you want to maybe shut the fuck up- what happened? What's wrong?" Louis was now frantically searching my flat for a first aid kit. Finding one he sat down beside me. 

"She kissed another guy Lou. She doesn't love me."

Louis pulled me in and held me to his chest. 

"Shh. It'll be alright. We'll figure things out Harry. Don't worry."

"Don't worry?! How can I not worry when I've just lost the girl I love?"

"Did you lose her Harry? Did she fight to keep you? Or did she just let you walk away?"

I sat and thought about it. She fought. She fought for me. She wanted me to stay. 

"Oh Louis. Now I've really screwed up."

"No Harry. You didn't. Just go and apologize. She'll understand. Just let her explain everything. Okay?" 

I nodded. "Yeah. Thanks Lou. I don't know what I'd do without you."

Louis gave me a sad smile. "Yeah. Go get her mate." He patted my back as I headed for the door.

I need to get my life back.


Ashlyn's POV

He's not coming back.
My brain keeps repeating the phrase.
He's not coming back.
Never.

"What is life without love?" 
Nothing my brain answered.
"What is life without Harry?"
Nothing my brain answered.
"Who am I without Harry?" 
No one my brain answered.
"Then I see no purpose for life."
Good my brain answered.

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