Disappear.

How To Give Up. Be Forgotten. And Disappear. A little poem about being overlooked. About how it feels to be ready to give up. And then do it.

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1. Let Me Disappear.

I’m feeling myself disappearing. Every day feels like a nightmare. I don’t wanna go through more. Time stands still. Days go by like years. I can’t recognize my own reflection in the mirror anymore. I look at a girl with scars, ice-cold eyes and white skin. My thoughts are flowing throw my head like cold water in a river. It just goes by me without making any sense at all. Nothing makes sense anymore. I don’t feel like a person at all. My existent doesn’t fit in to this world. I could disappear and nothing would change. I’m not making a different in the world. I’m fighting against time, against the world, but mostly against myself. And I can’t win against myself. I tried so many things, but none of them worked out. I didn’t need someone to say they loved me. I didn’t need someone to let me into the circle. I just needed someone to say; “I care” But no one did. No one cared. Nothing changed. I am ready to give up. I’m just waiting to the perfect time to give up. So I can stop the pain in my heart and head. Stop the pain I can’t run away from, because I can’t run away from myself. I can only say hallo to the blue sky, the white winged beauty, there sings to me every night. That’s my only resolve, and I can’t change the outcome. The outcome is either white or black, but I am ready to take the consequences of my choice. I can only hope of the best. 

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