My Best Nightmare

I thought he was this great amazing guy, at first. He was supposed to be this sweet, loving and caring guy, but he was far from that. I thought he loved me. Then "He" came into my life. He made things better. I was happier.

Who's love story is this anyway? Who will Julie end up with? Will she go back to Justin or stay with her new "Love"?

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9. This Is Wrong...

*Julie’s POV*

 

“Hey.” I heard Jc’s voice pulling me out of my daydreams of being back home, with my mom.

“Hey.” I replied I could tell, he could hear the sadness in my voice.

“What’s wrong?” He asked concerned.

“I miss my mom. I complained about her, and I've always said I wasn't gonna miss her when I leave, but now that I’m gone-“

You miss her.” He said finishing my sentence. 

“Yeah.” Tears started to roll down my cheek.

“Shh Shh Shh. Don’t cry, baby.” Did he just call me baby? I looked at him confused. He looked back, but I saw compassion in his eyes. He leaned down towards me, just lightly kissing my forehead, then my temple, cheek, and lips. I didn't even think about it, and I started to kiss back.

“Jc.” He stopped and looked me in the eyes.

“What?”

“This is wrong.” I admitted.

“Justin would-“

“Who cares what Justin would do?”

“Me. I’m the one who gets punished, for ‘mistakes’.”

“Don’t be scared of him.”

“How can I not? He’s stronger, faster, bigger and capable of way more things than I am. I can’t fight back. It would just end up worse for me. If I say the wrong thing I get hit. I don’t wanna know what he would do to me if he found out about this.”

“Don’t be scared of him." He repeated. 

"You don’t have to fight back, I will. I won’t let him hurt you, I promise.”

“How can you make that promise? He’ll come back for me, before you know it. I’ll have to go back to his house and be stuck in the damn basement again. Everything will back to the way it was, until it’s decided on what country were suppose to flee to. I don’t want to flee the country, I’m not even from this one.” I vented out most of my thoughts to him, and cried into his chest.

“Don’t cry. Come on, lets go to bed.” He picked me up and carried me to the bed, placing me under the covers. Wrapping his arms around me, I laid my head on his chest. I couldn't fall asleep, no matter how hard I tried. I looked up and saw Jc was out cold, his arms were still wrapped around me, so I couldn't get up and go anywhere.

“Why do you keep moving?” He said half asleep.

“I can’t fall asleep, I’m not tired.” He leaned toward me, our lips met moving in sync with each other. I know it’s wrong but, how could something so wrong, feel so right? I felt so safe in his arms, right now I really needed that feeling. Our kiss felt like it lasted for hours. He rolled over, laying above me. He rubbed his tongue against my bottom lip, asking for entrance, I granted. Our tongues fought for dominance, Jc won. I could feel his hand on my hip, rubbing my side, I winced in pain from the bruises left by Justin.

“It still hurts?” He asked.

“Yes, not as much as it did before though.”

“I’m so sorry.”

“Don’t be. It’s not your fault, you didn’t tell me to run out the door, or kick my side. You have no reason to be sorry.”

“I know, but he needs to apologize for what he did.”

“He did apologize. He apologized for everything he did.”

“It’s wrong to abuse a person like that.” He went under the covers.

“Wh- what are you doing?” I asked nervously. I felt him kissing my stomach and sides, it was light little kisses so it didn’t hurt. He kissed my hip, moving my pants down a little farther. I started to feel a little uncomfortable. He kissed along my hips, till he was just below my stomach. I could feel his warm tongue licking my skin, I moaned inwardly.

“Stop.” I said suddenly.

“What? Did I hurt you?” He asked.

“No, I just don’t wanna take things too far, I’ve been through a lot lately. ”

“Okay. I understand. We can take things slow.”

 

*In The Morning, Jc’s POV*

 

I stretched, waking up my muscles.

“Good Morning.” I heard Julie say still half asleep.

“Good Morning, Princess.” I said in my groggy morning voice.

“You finally fell asleep last night?”

“Yeah.” I feel like just lying in bed all day, with Julie by my side. I feel comfortable and so relaxed around her. She’s nothing like all the others, Jessie, Angel, Christina, Amy, Rosie, Mona, or… Kate. I had started dating Kate about four years ago. I thought she was different from all the other girls I was ever ‘with’. She was so sweet and innocent, I don’t see why she fell for me. We dated for four months, and I started to feel different with her. I thought I was in love with her, and she was in love with me. After a few months, things took a ‘turn’ for our relationship. Something came over me, every time she’d talk to a guy, I thought she would leave me for him. Every time she’d go somewhere and didn't tell me, I thought she left me, without saying goodbye or worse she’d be ‘gone permanently’. When she was away, I couldn't help but, think negative thoughts. I was afraid of losing her. I’d get angry when she’d come back, and I’d lose control. I know it’s wrong to hit a girl or even raise a hand at her, but I couldn't control it. Until, one day, I guess she got tired of it and, she called the police. I was sentenced to a year in prison. I apologized for ever hurting her, when I got out a year ago. I meant ever single word I said to her that day. I remember it like it was just hours ago.

 

*Flashback*

 

The buzzer went off, saying I was free to go. I’ve never been so happy. I was gonna go home first, but I knew there was something else I had to do. I knocked on her door, nervous if she would even answer the door. Maybe, she hates me or she’s still scared of me. I was about to leave then I heard her voice through the door.

“Hello?”

“Uhh, hi, Kate. It’s me, Justin. Justin Caylen.” She opened the door, slowly.

“H- hey.” She seemed a bit scared.

“Please, don’t be scared. I came to apologize. That’s it.”

“Okay, but can we sit outside?” She said slowly.

“Yeah, of course.” We sat down on the porch seats.

“I just wanted to say, I’m so sorry I ever hurt you. I got jealous every time I saw you with another guy, I thought you were gonna leave me. I was worried every time I didn’t know where you were that, you had left me or. You were ‘gone’. I know that’s no excuse for what I did. Just know, I loved you and I still love you with all my heart.” I drew a heart in the air and made a heart with my hands and blew it to her. She laughed, at my corniness.

I love that laugh, I hadn’t heard it in so long.” I touched her chin lightly.

“Me neither.” She admitted. I could hear the sadness in her voice.

“Don’t ever forget to smile and laugh every day, princess. You’re too beautiful to not.” She smiled. I knew that would make her smile. ”I always knew how to make you smile. I hope you can forgive me, for everything I did to you. It might take awhile but, I hope you do one day. I hope you’re living a happy life, with a guy that deserves you and treats right.” I stood up to leave. “I know it’s corny, but can I have a hug?” She wrapped her arms me.

“I still love you too.” She whispered in my ear. I didn’t want to let her go, but I knew it was time for me to go.

“I’ll see you around. I still want to be friends.”

              We continued to be friends, that only lasted a few days. She had a boyfriend, he found out I was out and he left her, breaking her heart. Of course, she came to me to talk about it. When we dated I wasn’t just her boyfriend, I was her best friend.

“How could he just leave me?” She asked, crying into my shoulder.

“I don’t know. He’s crazy to leave an amazing girl like you.”

“Whatever, there’s nothing ‘amazing’ about me.”

“How can you lie to me like that? You are the most amazing girl ever.” I admitted.

“How am I amazing in any way?”

“You’re so sweet, kind hearted, innocent, and loving. Not to mention, you’re beautiful. You’re amazing just because you’re… you.” She looked away, like she didn’t believe me.

“I’m not beautiful.” She said quietly.

“Yes, you are. No. You’re not beautiful.” She looked at me like she was gonna cry even harder.

“Thanks, I really needed that ‘pep talk’.”

“What? You’re not beautiful. You’re gorgeous, beyond belief. There’s no words to describe how amazing you look. I don’t see how you can be so insecure, when you have nothing to be insecure about. Come on.” I picked her up, carrying her to the mirror. “See. You are absolutely Perfect. That’s why,” I stopped. She turned and looked at me, in curiosity.

“That’s why what?” I looked her in the eyes, I couldn’t hold it back any longer.

“That’s why, I love you.” I smashed my lips into hers. I missed that feeling, so much. She wrapped her arms around my neck. I could hear her moaning into our kiss. I carried her over to her bed. Slightly leaning against her, not breaking our kiss. She pulled me closer to her, if that was even possible. She climbed up on her bed, pulling me with her. I kissed down her neck, until I found the spot she loved the most. She ran her fingers through my hair, while moaning my name. I kissed lower, leaving a trail of wet kisses down to her breast.

“Justin.” She moaned loudly. We laid in her bed after that and I fell asleep. We stayed together for a long time, after that. We dated for another year.

I was going to propose to her one night, I loved her. I was on my way to see Kate. I was at her drive way, when I noticed a car there other than hers. I went to her window, I saw her kissing her old boyfriend, it turns out she cheated on me for eleven months. She saw me, and came to the door.

“How could you?” I yelled.

“I’m so sorry.”

“Yeah, you are. You said you loved me, and I believed you. How could I be so stupid? Of course you don’t. But, you don’t have to worry about me ever again! Bye, forever.” With that I left. I got into my car and cried all the way home. “’Tough guys don’t cry.’ Whoever said that is full of shit. My heart was broken. She was the first girl, I was ever in love with. I haven’t seen her since then, and I don’t plan on ever seeing or talking to her again.

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