Don't Forget Me...

I'm awake... But nobody can see me.. I wake up in my house but nobody can see me not even my brother Louis.. Idk what's happening anymore. I almost gave up hope when he could.see me... He knew I was there.... He gave me hope.. I just prayed he wouldn't forget me...


22. Making Me

"What are you talking about Harry? Who hurt her?" He asked starting to get that annoyed tone in his voice.

"Jason, he got a hold of her two days ago!"

"What, why didn't anyone tell me this?!" He demanded an answer, but I just stayed silent.

"Why were you even over there?!" Louis asking tightening his grip on the water bottle.

"I thought Niall was hurt, I went to see if he was there" I said trying to look innocent.

"Niall is a big boy I am pretty sure he can take care of himself" They said acting irritated. I felt like I was being cornered into a wall, and I hated it. This wasn't my fault, I didn't choose this to happen.

"This isn't my fault, I didn't know I was going to get raped y going over there" I shouted at both of them, they both jumped back acting surprised of my yelling at them.

"Where the fuck is he?" Harry asked Louis who was still starring at me because I yelled at him.

"He is at Caine" Louis said smirking, I could tell they were thinking the same thing, and I knew what it was. They both headed outside to the car, and locked me out. "Harry let me in this fucking car right now" I said hitting the window as hard as I could where Harry was sitting. "

"No he is going to get what he deserves" Harry said, I hit the window one more time before the car started to pull away from me, and down the street.

I jumped into the car that my parents had gotten for me, and started to chase after them. They were a bit ahead of me, and where no doubt driving way faster then I was willing to.

I finally got there, and I just saw the two boys walk into the house, I ran after them. Jason was higher up in the gang then they both were, and if they messed with him it could get them beaten or even killed depending on what they did.

"Listen man she was in the house which made her who evers property until someone claimed her, and I just happened to be that person" I heard Jason say laughing it off like it was no big deal.

"Harry stop" I screamed not paying attention to anyone else in the room besides the three guys sitting in the center.

"Jam he deserves to be beaten for what he did"

"Let me talk to him privately" I demanded, as I watched the surprise, and shock grow in every single person's eyes.

"You heard the little lady" Jason said.

"No, you don't know what you are getting in to"

"Harry the worst he can do is rape me, and that has already happened I think I will be fine, if you hear me scream then come get me" I said walking by him grabbing Jason's arm, and dragging him to the back room.

It smelled like mold, and dirt, but I shook the smell off quickly, "Ok listen what you did was way out of line, and you shouldn't have done that, but I am willing to forgive you"

"Uhm I am pretty sure you don't make the rules here" He said getting pissy with me.

"And you can listen to me, I have 5 boys that would gladly put you 12 feet in the ground right now, but they aren't because I am telling them not to"

"You know what would happen to them if they touched me? I am higher in ranking then they are, and they would be killed on spot" Jason said smirking with satisfaction on his face.

I growled silently at the thought, he was right, and there was nothing I could do about it.

"If you don't want me to hurt you, or your two little pretty boys that you have wrapped around your finger then you are going to listen to my rules" He said smiling.

"How do you know about them both" I said trying to change the subject.

"Please it is easy to tell that you are crazy about both of them, and both of them will do anything that you tell them to. I know that Niall wanted to come kick the shit out of me that night, and he didn't because you told him not to, he listened to you as well as Harry will listen to you to. You have them both on a leash, and can control what they do" I stopped, he knew exactly what I was going threw, he knew what was happening, and I didn't even have to tell him anything.

"Think of this deal as a little game, a win, win situation" He said smirking.

"What is it?" I asked cautiously, starting to feel my stomach tie in knots.

"You are going to come see me every single Friday, and Sunday night, I don't care how you do it, or when you do it, but that day I own you, and you are mine. In return I forget about your little boy toys threatening me, and I let it slide just this once"

I nodded my head, I was scared, but it was for the boys.

"If you don't come see me those two days, the deal is off, and the boys will get what is coming to them. If you don't listen to me while you are with me then the deal is off, if you don't satisfy me then the deal is off"

I nodded my head, I walked out of the room, I couldn't wait to leave the smell made it hard to breath in there, the first step I took out of it was like breathing for the very first time.

"What happened" Louis asked eagerly not wanting to wait anymore.

"He apologized, and we talked it out, and we are all good right now" I said taking a deep breath trying to hide how deadly terrified I really was inside. I walked over to Harry, and Jason gave me a smirk, it was a controlling smirk, but he really did control me now.

"Take me home Harry"  I said talking another deep breath leaving Jason, and his deceiving smirk behind me. Harry got into the drivers side of the car, and Louis got into the other car. We followe d Lou back to my house, and when we got in I could tell they were both mad at me.

"Why would you do that, he deserves to be shot over that" Lou said outraged, and ready to start throwing shit around the room.

"It was a lot better then you beating the shit out of him, and getting shot yourselves" I yelled back at him, but this time taking a step closer.

I was in his face, and Harry was trying to pull me back, but I was mad. "Why do you have to be so stupid Lou, you may always be right, but this time you are wrong so just deal with it!"

"He.." Lou started but I cut him off again, "No, don't say anything, just leave it, I just saved yours, and Harry's ass and I am the one getting yelled at for that? I was the one raped not you, it is my problem not everybody elses" I said ready to hit someone, or anything that got in my way.

"Let go of me Harry" I demanded, and he did as I asked almost without hesitation.

I was starting to get tired, I guess all of the yelling, and being so stressed out was finally starting to take it's tole on me.

"I am sorry Harry I didn't mean to yell at you" I said turning around to give him a reassured look.

He nodded, and then I turned to Lou who was acting like a 7 year old that had just gotten put in a time out. He was turned the other way, and pouting, but I have never yelled at him like that befire.

"I am sorry Lou, but don't get yourself in that position ever again" I said putting my hand on his shoulder. He turned around, and hugged me, I jumped a little it caught me off guard.

"What's happening?" Lou asked almost ready to break down.

"what do you mean?" I asked puzzled.

"We used to get along all the time we used to talk, and have fun, you are my little sister. We are suppose to be there for eachother, but you haven't even been home the past couple months. We are so different, and I want things to go back to the way they were" He said, he blurted it out almost like he rehearsed what he was going to say.

"I... I am sorry Lou, I didn't mean to make you think that way" I said finally hugging him back, Harry just stood there awkwardly, and looking straight at us.

We let go of the hug that literally lasted forever, and I looked at Harry, "give me a hug you dick" I said opening my arms ready for a hug.

He just laughed, and slowly made his way over to give me a hug. He always smelt so good, both him, and Niall did.

"I missed you like crazy" He said still hugging me, and kissing my cheek. There was honestly nothing that I loved more then when his lips were pressed to my neck, or my own lips. It felt righ, like they fit together, and were made to stay that way.

I still got nervous when we kissed, but I didn't want him to know that, he would think I am stupid. He was so tough, and strong, and even brave, then there was me, I was scared, and small. I was pathetic compared to him, and I knew it, I just couldn't let him know it.



She drove me crazy, seeing her, being with her, and especially kissing her. I got nervous eveyrtime I saw her, and I started to feel all weak. Almost like I wasn't in control of my own emotions, which was never the case.

No toehr girl has made me worry this much, she is all that is on my mind, and she is the first thing I want to see when I wake up, and the last thing I want to see at night. I coiuld actually see her being the girl for me, and the thought was weird but comforting.

I had to leave her, and the thought made me sick, but atleast I was leaving her with people I could trust. I remember saying goodbye to her the day I had to leave. I was coming back in a couple weeks, but it felt like I was never coming back. I had not gone a single day since we started dating away from her. I felt like a little dog on a leash, and she could pull me anyway she wanted to, but I don't mind that all to much.

"Why do you have to leave?" She asked me, but I was zoned out.

"I told you I have some family things I need to do" I said still not looking at her, which was werid cause I was honestly almost always looking at her.

She graoned in a deep angry voice, "Don't be like that" I said.

She was laying on my bed, and I was sitting in the chair that stood in the corner of my room. I moved my hand onto my lap, and patted it signaling for her to come sit on it, and she did. I loved when she sat on my lap, I finally felt in control over something in this relationship.

"I will be back as soon as I can be, and you know I don't want to leave you" I said looking up at her slightly, she was so short, but on my lap she was just a bit taller then me.

"I know, but after your auditions on that stupid show all the girls around here have been all over  you... and you aren't even on the show anymore"

"I know, but I can't help that, the best I can do is ignore them, and focus on my beautiful girlfriend"

She cracked a smile, but replaced it with a serious face. "Don't make me happy, I am to sad right now. All of those girls are going to be hanging off of you, and be all over you, and garneted that at least 50 percent of them are going to be better looking then me" She said with a huff of breath.

"I don't want any of those girls, I want you" I muttered out, a little embarrassed to know what she thought of that. She was a really pretty girl, and I hated when she said she wasn't, it annoyed me more then anything. She was stunning to be honest, not cute, not sexy, but beautiful, and smart. She was one of the first girls I have dated that I could actually say was beautiful.

Most of them were sexy, and stupid, or just cute, or even had a slut look to them. But I couldn't put my finger on what made Jam take my breath away, I tried so many times, and maybe that's why I starred at her as much as I did.

I was zoning out in thought again, and I could tell she was growing inpatient with me.

"Harry your so corny" She said pushing my shoulder, and then leaning her head on my shoulder resting.

"It's the truth though, I only need you" I paused, and then leant on top of her head.

"I love you" She said, but something about the way she said it this time, I mean she said it all the time, we both did, but this time gave me shivers.

It felt like it was more real, and she meant it more then the last times she had said it, "I love you to baby, you know I do"

"Just promise me you will come back soon?" She asked, and I kissed her for head, I will run back early If I have to" I said smirking.

She was the only girl that I had ever dated that I hadn't slept with within a week. But something deep down inside me told me, that she was the one worth waiting for. It was worth not having sex, but I did miss it in all honesty.

I always hade the urge to have sex with her, but she usually stopped me, or I stopped myself, it was mainly her stopping me.

I love this girl, and not any of that phony stuff, none of that 3rd grade stuff, I could see myself having a future with this girl, and I am only 18.

I felt stupid for thinking that far ahead, but when she is all that is on your mind 24/7 your mind tends to wonder off in places.

When she let go of me that day, I felt empty, and the only thing that would help was thinking about her. I always saw her when I closed my eyes, it didn't really matter where I was or what I was doing. It kind of calmed me down, and made me relax.

She was the only thing keeping me from taking Jason's position in the club, if I took that position I couldn't be dating anyone, and I wouldn't have the time. It was hard to imagine me not having the time for her when we spent every single day together.

When I saw her face as soon as I walked in the door I felt over joyed, she looked fine until I looked down and saw the bruise on her leg, and then I noticed the black eye that she had tried to cover up with to much make up. She didn't even need make up, she looked fine without it.

The black eye was what made me turn from happy to angry, the black eye fueled my hatred for Jason even more then it already was.

He needed to get his fucking teeth kicked in if you ask me, or pretty much anybody elsse for that matter. Nobody touches my girl like that, and nobody will ever touch her like that.

**Later that day*****

"Come here" I motioned for her to sit on my lap, but this time she didn't move, she just layed there on her bed, she almost looked dead.

"Baby what's wrong?" I asked getting up, and moving closer to the bed. I brushed my hands threw her long thick hair, and she moved a little.

"Maybe Lou is right, maybe I am changing" She said sounding angry with herself.

"You are not changing, you are still the same beautiful amazing sweetheart that I fell inlove with, you just got a lot tougher in the past few months, but who can blame you for that?" I said sitting down on the bed beside her shoulders, I kept on running my fingers threw her hair.

"How about we go to the bears hockey game, its in the town over" I asked trying to get her mind off of the saddening topic.

She paused for a few seconds, and nodded, "Sure, why not" She acted like she was hiding something, but it didn't really bug me. We each have the right to keep some things to ourselves right?




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