Don't Forget Me...

I'm awake... But nobody can see me.. I wake up in my house but nobody can see me not even my brother Louis.. Idk what's happening anymore. I almost gave up hope when he could.see me... He knew I was there.... He gave me hope.. I just prayed he wouldn't forget me...


18. lots to lose

After the cake was done, I left Harry and Niall in that room with everyone, I was dragging ZAyn behind me out back. "You have to keep your mouth shut about that kiss Zayn" I said looking directly into his eyes."I know I won't Jam, but just think about what your getting yourself into with these two" I took a breath and thought about it, but the thought scared me, I knew Niall was a sweetheart, but not that many people actually saw his bad side. "I don't know what to do Zayn" I said to Zayn sighing. He just gave me a smile, "Jam I love you, you are like my sister, but be careful, I know for a fact that Harry doesn't like to be played" just them I heard the back door close, and footsteps. "Babe, what are you doing outside, its freezing." I knew it was Harry from the second, I heard the door close, I knew he felt bad about our 'fight' if that's what you would call it. He wrapped his arms around me, and squeezed me tightly, I just looked at Zaym waiting for him to tell me what to do, but I knew he wouldn't. "I'll talk to you later mate" Zayn said leaving me outside with Harry. "can we get out of her?" Harry asked me kissing my cheek lightly, and then turning me so I could face him now. "Where would we go?" I asked Harry batting my eyelashes at him. "I booked us in for a restaurant downtown tonight, I wanted to make it special for your birthday" he was trying to act sweet, he was trying to make up for earlier. "You might wanna change" Harry said looking at what I was wearing. "What? I don't look good enough for you" I asked pulling him in close by the scruff of his shirt. He smiled, "baby you always look amazing to me" he said before I pecked him on the lips, and started to walk up to my room. He followed me, and I stopped him before I got to my door. "Where do you think you are going?" I asked him stopping him by putting my hands on his chest. "I was gonna help you pick something out" he said smiling, and then putting his hands on my waist, and them down to my ass. "Harry" i said im a seriously voice. "Harry we are going to be late, if you come in" he nodded defeated kmowing I was right. I didn't know what to wear, I put on the same blue dress I wore to the party, Harry seemed to really like that one anyways. I left my hair like it was, and quickly do my make up. I walked out, and Harry was in a full out tux. "well, well, well Harry Styles cleans up pretty well" I said winking, he grabbed me by my waist, and pulled me in close, he kissed me, "you know I love you in that dress" HArry said. He handed me some flowers, and then I put them on the counter on the way out of the house. He rented a limmo, and I was starting to think that maybe Harry was changing for me. He opened the door for me, and when we got to the restaurant I felt so bad. "Harry, this place is the most expensive in the city" I said still staring up at the sign. He grabbed my hand, "Anything for my girl" he said kissing my cheek. We didn't even make it into the place when I heard screams, and shouts, "there is Harry, and Jamie!!" a crowd of girls came running up to us, not letting us move anywhere. Harry smiled, he loved all these girls surrounding him, drooling at everything he did. "Girls, I am sorry, but it's Jam,s birthday, and we are going out" Harry said in an actual and voice, but the girls didn't even move. Before I knew what was happening I was being pushed, and pulled away from Harry, but he didn't seem to notice.

He was too fueled with excitement from all of his fans, and he just seemed to zone out. "Harry" I yelled over the screams of all the fans, but my screams just seemed to blend with the rest of the girls. I tried to scream out for him again, but it was no use, he was not going to pay attention. I walked into the restaraunt by myself leaving Harry out there with all of the screaming fans. If he wants to choose them over me then let him, I thought to myself, but the more I thought about Harry choosing the fans over me, it made me feel gross, like I was second option for him.

A tall thin man came up behind me, "May i help you miss?" he asked looking at me and what i was wearing. "Yeah, we had a reservation, me, and my boyfriend, he is just outside" i said trying to brave a smile, but it was pathetic. He looked outside curiously, and seen the crowd of girls, and then a head of curly hair in the middle. "That's your date?" he asked in a prissy voice that made me bring my teeth. "Yes, can i just go to my table now please" he smiled, and started to walk me to a beautiful table, it was private, and in the back. I got fed up after waiting ten minutes, and called him, but all I could hear was screams, and his deep voice mumbling something over the speaker. "Harry... I have been waiting for 20 minutes, I am going to leave in two" I said in a rather annoyed voice, but that's how I was feeling. One minute after the call, he walked in sitting down at the table, he looked like a mess, his coat was ripped, and his hair was everywhere, well more then normally. "Hey" he said smiling, and picking up the menu like I hadn't just sat here for twenty minutes waiting for him."Harry.. You made me sit here for twenty minutes by myself on my birthday" he stopped his smile, "it wasn't my fault, I didn't expect this" "Harry, you didn't try to leave, you just ignored me" He grabbed my hand over the small table, and smiled at me, "I just didn't know what to do, I am sorry Jam, I love you" he leant over the table, and kissed my cheek. "Lets just have a nice time okay baby?" he asked sitting back down in his chair. Everything about Harry fascinated me, he was sweet and caring one second, and then cold and heartless, and ignorant. I honestly never could predict what he was going to do next, but I think that's what attracted me to him so much. "Harry this is nice" I said smiling chewing on a bread stick that the waiter had set at the table already. "Chew with your mouth closed" Harry snapped at me, but them opened his mouth at the same time. "ew Harry that's gross" I screamed, and started to laugh. I pushed him, and hr slid his chair right next to mine. He kissed my cheek when his chair finally stopped moving closer to mine. "Harry stop" I said just as the waiter brought in two hugs plate fills of food, and the first thought that came to my head was Niall. I gave my head a little shake, and I knew Harry could tell my mind was other places. "What is it love?" he asked, I tried to think of a quick excuse, "I hate onions" I said pointing to the plate that had them on it. He giggled, and took a bite out of the food that had the onions on it. "Good luck getting kisses from me with your onion breath" I said giggling, and taking a bite out of the salad that was in a small glass bowl. He leaned in to kiss me, "Harry get your onion breath away from me" I screamed playfully as I pushed him cutely. " baby give me a kiss" he said making duxk lips at me. I grabbed a cream sauce off of one of the plates and smeared it across his face. He licked his lips, and gave a satisfied look, then kissed me smearing it all over my lips. It tasted pretty good, but if Harry wrecked this dress I would kill him. "Gr you" I said wiping it off of my face, and taking a bite of something on my plate, honestly I didn'tt know what half of this food even was, but it tasted so amazing. "You look so damn amazing babe" Harry said looking at me, "well


The fans were starting to make their way into the restaurant, and I could here all of the screams coming from outside growing louder, as more, and more girls crowded around the door. We needed to leave, but there was no way that I was leaving out the same way we came in.

The waiters, were trying to keep people out as best as they could, but it wasn't going that well.

"Harry we can't go out that way" I said rubbing my face with a fancy little napkin. He knew it, but I just thought I would make it clear. The manager came in the back little part where we were in. "Come with me" He said grabbing Harry's arm, and dragging him behind him. They were moving pretty fast, and it was so hard to keep up in my heels. The back of the place was clear, and there was a taxi waiting already out there for us. "Thanks" I said to the manager as he helped me into the taxi. Jealousy started to take over my body, "I don't like all of those girls going crazy for my boyfriend" I thought to myself, there was no point in lying to myself.

Harry kissed my cheek, just as the taxi started to turn the corned, and I sort of head butted him. He was such a sweetheart, well he was trying to be anyways. "Where do you want to go now?" He asked raising one eye brow.

'Home" I said in a rather exhuated voice. "

"What, but its your birthday, don't you wanna do something special?"

"I, I don't want to deal with, Harry Styles crazy fans all night" I said emphasizing Harry styles.

He smiled at the word fans, and I knew he loved all of the attention, I mean who wouldn't, but I didn't like the girls hanging off of him. They reminded me of Sam, his ex.

He put his forhead against mine, and gave me a little nod, "I want you, not all of them, besides it so cute when your jealous" He said putting a grin across his face.

"I am not Jealous"

"Mhmmmm" He said still smiling, he liked it that I was jealous, and who am I to blame him. The best feeling I ever had was when Harry was jealous of me, and that big dumb jock. I think it just makes you feel like the person really cares about you, I mean like the person really wants you.

'Harry" I said just before I kissed him lightly on the cheek, and then pulled back. He rubbed his nose up against mine lightly, and I knew what he wanted. He wanted to have sex with me, and it wasn't going to happen.

"Well we can't go back to my place, my parents are home" Harry said muttering "for once" under his breath after.

Then Harry muttered out a street address to the taxi drover, but just quiet enough that I couldn't hear. By this point I was pretty much on Harry's lap, and I didn't like it. I hated sitting on his lap, it made me feel like one of those little dogs, that he put off for show.

He stopped at the little edge of a forest, well that's what I would call it. We walked for maybe ten minutes in complete darkness, and it was creepy.

"You aren't gonna rape me out here are you?" I asked

"Don't be so simple" He said giggling, and then taking my hand, and squeezing it tightly.

I finally saw a little light, it was hangning off of a tree, and under neath it was a little boat. It was a wide boat, and there were blankets in it, with a whole bunch of pillows.

"Here we are" he said letting me walk past him. He helped me in the boat, and then hopping in behind me, pushing us off from the shallow shore line. We were in the little lake just outside of town. he rowed us out just far enough from the shore that we wouldn't come crashing back into it.

He put the paddles down, and curled up next to me, I was already laying down. You can't see the starts like this in the city, and I hated it. There was so many of them, and each one of them took my breath away, almost like Harry did.

He handed me some clothes, and I think it was his sweats, and then one of my tank tops. I am pretty sure I am going to have more of Harry, and Nialls clothes then my own.

I slid them up under my dress only after having to tell Harry I didn't need to take my entire dress off to put pants on. He was trying so hard, but honestly if he loved me then he could go this long without sex.

He took off his pants, and his shirt, and just added another blanket over top of us. Being out on the water was a lot colder then it was on shore. We had maybe 10 blankets out on the boat, and every single one was rapped around us, bundling us up so close together, I couldn't even move an inch, but that was okay, I was fact to face with Harry.

"You have the most amazing eyes I have ever seen" Harry said looking deep into my eyes, that were glued on his face. I blushed, "Harry your amazing" I said leaning in closer to him, and laying me head against his warm naked chest.  I heard him take a nice calm deep breath, and I wanted to stay right here.

"You know you could be my perfect disaster, if you promise to be my ever after"

"Harry that was the cheesiest thing you have ever said, but I loved it"

He giggled, and I felt him start to play with my hair, my body was shaking against his warm body that was comfy, it felt like we were two puzzle pieced that fit perfect together.

"I love you Jam Tomlinson"


My heart stopped, and it was a good feeling, the word slowly sunk in, and the more it did, the bigger my smile got. "I love you Harry Styles" Those were the last words I said to him before I fell asleep.

When I woke up, we were crashed back into shore, and there was nobody around. I started to draw little shapes on his chest to wake him up, but he didn't move, I called his name, and he didn't flinch. I stopped making the shapes on his chest, "Why did you stop?" He asked startling me. I didn't think you were awake" I said looking at him, his eyes for just open a little bit.

"How long have you been looking at me you weirdo" he asked smiling rubbing his eyes a little, and then laying back down flat.

"Hey! I am not a weirdo" I protested. He laughed a little, "We have to get back" I said getting up, but he pulled me down.

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