Love is a Battle

This is my life when i felt like everything went down hill for me . But while i felt as if nothing well go well a special someone came into my life and made it better even if my time was coming to an end. My name is Liberty Perez and this is my story.

This is not a real story obviously and everything i write on here is not real so , no my name is not liberty and i am not dead obviously lol :) . I hope you enjoy the story :)

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2. Hearing the news Pt. 2

 

        Like I said , I was not looking forward to this day. Today I was going to the hospital to see if the test I took say positive for cancer . My mom kept telling me to stay positive but how was I suppose to do that with knowing there is a possibility that I was going to die . When I arrived to the hospital , I had to stay in the waiting room because my doctor was busy with another person at the moment . While I was in the waiting room I felt like I was being blinded by the white walls that surrounded me . That was one of the things that made me not like hospitals besides the fact that people died there . While the white walls were distracting me , i was called to go into a room so the doctor could talk to me . I literally felt like I was sweating bullets because I was so scared that the test would come back positive. Once the doctor came in , you could just tell by the way he seemed at that moment , that he had bad news to bring . 

      " Hello , I'm Dr. Mora" , he smiled and shook my hand. " Hello" I said back. " So it says here that you took some test a few weeks back to see if you had cancer , am I correct?"  I nodded. I swear in like a seconds flash while he was looking through his papers, I knew that he was going to say bad news because he look upset and uncomfortable . 

" Ms. Perez , i'm so sorry to say this but the test came back positive." At that moment I felt like my whole world just got crushed into a million pieces. I was going to miss out on so much that life offers like a husband and children. i wouldn't be able to experience the feeling of pregnancy or to hold my child in my arms . I would miss the experience to grow old with someone and see how it feels to be an adult . I  want to know how much time i have left so i can live it to the maximum .

" How much time do i have left to live ? And what specifically do i have?"  I don't even know what type of cancer i have , maybe their is a cure .

" You have leukemia and if you don't have enough money to pay for a bone marrow transplant surgury , I'm afraid you will have only about a year to live." I could tell from his face that this was one of the things that he disliked about his job. I felt like I was a goner , there was no hope for me. I was just going to die because I knew for a fact that I wouldn't be able to afford the surgury. Abruptedly I left the room without a single word and headed towards my car. I know it may have seemed rude but I was in a state of shock. In about a year or so , I was going to not be living . It seemed very surreal . I didn't know how it was going to be like when i was gone. 

      Obviously, now I know what it feels like to be dead. its not as bad people may think it is . I'm in heaven and I get to see what goes down on earth whenever I want . The first couple of weeks I witnessed all my loved ones depressed over my passing but over time they moved on . Only one person had not moved on still and I've been dead for 3 years now. I'm not going to reveal the person's name until later on.

       When I was driving to my house , I kept on thinking of ways to bring the news down gently to my mother. She was never good with news like this ever since my dad was murdered when I was 3. I was all she had had left because I was an only child. I wished that I could just avoid the subject with here but she knew I was going today. When I finally got to my house I was in luck because she was not home for her job yet. I have no idea how i'm going to tell her but I just hope she takes the news well.

 

 

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UNTIL NEXT TIME......BYE!!! LOLZ :)

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