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My life is one big mess of tangled up headphones.


15. The wait

For the past few days I have just been looking up things about London and travelling and what it's like to live in London. It all sounds so amazing, and I honestly can not wait! It just makes me so sad and angry because I still have two whole years left. It's a long time to wait for something so special and memorizing. 

All the things I have been reading just sound so good. I just know it's the life I want to live. Yet I'm stuck here waiting and waiting while I'm still at school, I hate it. I just want to be free. I think I'm scared that in two years everything will be different and I won't want it anymore. Or maybe I'll think it's a bad idea. I don't want to live a boring life where I just get a job around here, eventually get my own house in the area and do nothing. I want to experience different things, people, food, culture, life, all of that is different anywhere you go. I don't want to just know the same thing my whole life. 

I guess I just need to wait, time should go fast, I won't be here forever. I've been working a fair bit lately so at least that makes it more of a reality with the money. One day it will be me in London, with a cup of tea, shopping and walking the streets free as a bird. One day soon. 

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