My Journal

My life is one big mess of tangled up headphones.


16. Clueless

I'm not quite sure how I feel. I'm clueless to what I should be feeling. What should I be feeling? I don't know. I'm so confused and I realise that there is no need to necessarily feel a certain emotion but I feel weird. Should I be happy that I'm working both Saturday and Sunday of this weekend for the money, or should i be upset because I have no time to do nothing and sleep. I don't feel either of them, I'm glad of the money I'll get but I have homework to do and sleep to catch up on. I'm lost. 

I just wish I could fast forward a year. That would be nice. I don't even know what I'm doing or thinking really. I'm forcing my thoughts and it's not working. I just can't help but think about when I'll be in London. It will be so amazing. I keep researching stuff about it and I get so excited. I don't want to wait, but I know that I have no other choice and it will be worth it in the end. I've just got to let time pass and luckily that's a constant thing. 

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