Broken (Harry Styles FanFic)

Part of me wanted to walk up to her and wrap her in my arms because as much as I hated her for making me feel this way; I also hated watching her cry. But the other part of me, the part that was build up with rage and pain, just wanted to walk away from all of this and never turn back.
I wasn't sure what part I wanted to listen to, so I just took a deep breathe trying to control my anger and took a few steps towards her. I tried my best not to hold her in my arms and whispered, “sometimes broken things can't be fixed, Monica.


34. Chapter 33

Chapter 33


One Month Later...


Bethy's POV


“Hey Keaton what's going on,” I called out to him.

He was sitting down on once of the cafe's tables looking down at his coffee and not taking a sip. He's been staring down at it for awhile now and I can tell that something is up.

He looked up at me and said, “Do you think she'll say yes?”

I was a little confused on what he was talking about.

“What exactly are you asking me here,” I asked.

He sighed, “Nicky and I have been going out on a couple dates and I really like her. I think maybe I am nothing but a friend to her, but I want to take the risk of actually asking her to be my girlfriend. Do you think she will say yes?”

Oh crap. What did I get myself into? Ive seen Nicky and Keaton together and i've seen the way she tries to hint out that she just wants to be friends. I can't tell him not to ask her out because what if what I see is wrong. What if she does really like him?

“Look Keaton I don't know what she will say. You taking that risk is a decision you have to make on your own. I am not in any position to tell you whether to ask her out or not,” I said.

I mean I couldn't tell him to do it or not to do it especially since I know Harry is madly in love with her. He doesn't want to admit it, but I am sure that he is in love with her.

“You're right,” he sighed and got up from the table.

“So then what are you going to do?” I called after him as he made his way towards the door.

He stopped at the door and turned around, “I am taking the risk. Can you please finish locking up I have to go home and make some plans.”

I nodded, “sure thing.”

I quickly finished cleaning up all the tables and closed up the cafe. I decided that before I go home I wanted to stop by Nicollette's house to let her know what Keaton's intentions were. I know that she is in love with Harry and it isn't fair that she keeps going on these dates with Keaton.


When I arrive at her house I knocked, but no one answered the door. I knocked again and turned around only to see Harry's car parked out on the drive way. I reached down and grabbed the door knob, twisting it slowly, I opened the door and let myself in.

As I walked into the enormous house I looked around trying to find some sign of a living person here. I didn't see anybody around so I turned around towards the door to let myself out when I suddenly heard laughter. I stopped in my tracks and faced the staircase. There it was again the laughter. I went up the stairs following the sound of the laughter. It led me right outside a white door. I stopped outside it and listened waiting for the laughter to come again. And as expected there it was again.

I opened the door and to my surprise there they were. Harry and Nico laying down on their backs both of them laughing and holding some photo albums up so that they could look at them.

“Wow,” I yelled startling them and making them sit up so that they faced me, “I never thought I would ever hear you laugh again Harry.”

“Bethy,” Harry said, “What are you doing here?”

“How did you get in?” Nicky asked.

“You're door was unlocked,” I shrugged.

They both looked at each other and then looked back at me.

“What are you doing here Beth,” Harry asked.

“I came to talk to Nicky,” I said, “It's important.”

Harry stood up and looked down at Nicky. The way his eyes gleamed with love as he looked down at her made me feel uncomfortable. I felt like I didn't belong.

“I'll text you,” he said smiling down at her.

She nodded returning the smile and looking up at him with the same lovey dovey eyes. I swear I’ve never in my years knowing Harry have ever seen him act this way around a girl.

“Harry just leave if I see any more of your gazing into each others eyes I swear I might puke,” I said.

They both laughed and Harry leaned down to leave a gently kiss upon Nicky's cheek before making his way out the door. Once Harry was out of sight I made my way into Nicolette's room and sat beside her on the bed. She took in a deep breathe then let herself fall back onto the bed.

“Wow you two are really something,” I said.

She laughed and then spoke, “I can't help but just feel amazing when I am with him.”

I sighed knowing that what I was about to tell her was going to burst her little bubble of happiness right now.

“Nicolettte I talked to Keaton today,” I said.

She sat up and looked at me confused, “Talked to him about what?”

“He wants to ask you to be his girlfriend and I thought I should let you know wht his intentions were just so you stop giving him hope. I know you love Harry and clearly he feels the same way even though he still won't admit it. Keaton is a great guy and I don't want to see him get hurt.”

She looked down at her hands, “I like Keaton, but Harry is...well he is Harry. I don't want to hurt Keaton.”

“If you agree to be his girlfriend then all you will be doing is lying to him and that is worst then telling him the truth,” I said.

“What exactly is the truth?” She asked me, but I somehow got the feeling that the question was meant for her and not me.

“You love Harry,” I answered anyways.

She sighed then nodded, “I am in love with Harry.”



Nicollette's POV


Ever since my conversation with Bethany last night I have been thinking a lot on how I am going to let Keaton know that I don't feel the same way he does about me. I also have to talk to Harry and ask him what exactly are we doing. Just like with Keaton; I have also been going on dates with Harry, but that's all they have been. He hasn't even tried to kiss me or anything of that sort. We mostly just go out hang out at his place or my place and have a few laughs. I've been wondering where this is all going and now that Keaton is planning on making the first move I guess I want to know if Harry is willing to make a move as well.

I called both Keaton and Harry as soon as I woke up. First I am talking to Harry before I go to work just because I know I will see Keaton and I will have to talk to him as well.

I was driving over to the studio where I agreed to meet Harry since he is busy recording for their new album. Ever since he promised to try with me he has also been trying to keep up with his work. He has managed to stay out of trouble and even those drug dealers haven't bothered him. I found it strange that they haven't bothered him, but he assured me that it was no big deal and that maybe they just gave up on him.

“Nico,” I heard Harry's voice call as I stood outside the studio waiting for him.

I turned to look at him and I felt those butterflies in my stomach flutter and my lips curved into the biggest smile.

“Hey,” I said as I gave him a hug.

“So Nico what is this very important conversation we need to have and couldn't wait until I finished work,” he joked.

I smiled and stared into his hypnotic emerald eyes. He was just so beautiful. I could feel my heart pounding as I continued to stare at him.

“Nico,” he called me out of my trance.

“What are we doing Harry?” I finally asked.

“I am not sure,” he said, “i thought you wanted to talk.”

“No Harry I meant what are we doing with this,” I pointed back and forth between us.

He took in a deep breathe then answered, “I am not sure yet.”

I rolled my eyes annoyed at the answer he had given me. That was not the answer I wanted right now. How can Keaton be the one to make the first move and not Harry?

“Keaton is going to ask me to be his girlfriend,” I blurted.

“he's what?”

“I wanted to talk to you first before I talk to him,” I said.

“You are going to say yes,” he asked running his hand through his hair before turning his gaze down at the ground looking defeated.

I sighed and took a step towards him. If he wasn't going to make the first move than why couldn't I. This was the only way of knowing whether he felt the same way or not.

“Harry,” I said but his eyes never left the ground. I took another step towards him and placed my finger under his chin. I gently pushed his face up so that his eyes met mine and that is when I noticed the tears in his eyes. Why were there tears?

“Harry,” I said again, “I am in love with you.”

As I said the words I watched as his eyes gleamed with a mixture of confusion and happiness.

“You're what?” He asked.

“I love you Harry. So I need to know if you feel the same way otherwise this is it for us. There is no point in going on if you–“

His lips collided onto mine and all my senses suddenly came to life. His lips moved softly against mine and his hands raked down my back slowly pushing me closer to him. My hands came up to hold his face and I could feel the movement of his jaw underneath my fingertips as the kiss grew from a soft gently one into a more passionate one. My heart was racing and it was as if the butterflies in my stomach were suddenly on steroids. It felt so right. This moment with him felt right to me. I was suddenly out of breath and needed to pull away to breathe, but it was as if his kiss was far more important than breathing.

“I love you too,” Harry whispered as he pulled away and I could feel his hot breath against my lips.

“What?” I asked breathlessly. I wasn't sure if my lack of oxygen was causing me to hear these words that escaped his lips or if this moment was real.

“I love you Nicollette,” he said once more.

I smiled, “You called me Nicollette.”

He laughed then kissed my lips before saying, “I confess my love for you and you are worried about what I call you.”

I laughed realizing how silly it was for me to point out that he called me by Nicollette and not Nico.

“You're right it was kind of silly,” I giggled.

“No,” he said gently pushing a strand of my hair away from my face, “it's not silly. It's you. That's why I love you.”

I blushed and again my hair raced in my chest. I felt like a giddy school girl inside and I want to just scream with excitement. I wanted to cry and I want laugh all at the same time. It was a strange feeling that I've never in my life felt before. I never knew I could love someone this much and feel this happiness when I was with him. I never hoped or wished that something like this would happen, but feeling it now and having him hold me in his arms as he declared his love for me was a feeling that I would gladly take.

His lips came down onto mine once more and I smiled into the kiss.

He pulled away and said, “Tonight. I will make something special for you tonight. I have to make this official.”

“Tonight?” I asked the stupid smile on my face still there.

“Tonight,” he repeated, “I'll pick you up at nine.”

I nodded biting down on my bottom lip hoping that would keep me from smiling.

“Harry,” Louis called from behind him, “They are ready to start.”

I looked behind Harry and saw Louis standing there waiting for Harry to go back to work.

“Go on,” I said pushing Harry away.

He smiled and leaned in to lay another kiss upon my lips.

“Tonight baby,” he whispered and walked away into the studio.

I smiled watching him walk into the studio and once he was out of sight I let out a deep sigh and got into my car. I sat in my car for awhile taking in what had just happened. I was in shock. I had to tell Bethany. I wanted to tell everyone of how happy I was right now.

My phone began to ring and I looked down at the caller ID. Keaton.

I had to tell Keaton.




























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