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Hey my name is Julia. I don't have a last name yet. Yup, I live in an orphanage. I am 14 and a half. My parents died. My mom died in a car crash, and my dad died of a heart attack. I have family but they didn't want me so here I am. I have been in this hell hole orphanage for three years. And today is where my story begins................



8. Chapter 7

                           Zayn's Pov

                     I am in my room TRYING to draw JJ. I dont know why but her beautiful face is stuck in my mind. Although every time i finish one of her i dont like it so i crumple it and throw it behind me. I will pick it up later. I start again this time it is coming out really good so far then i hear, "Holy Shit" I turn around and see JJ. OMG she isn't suppose to see this!!! I hide it in my art draw and turn around. I say, " JJ what are you doing in hear." I say it annoyied. " Sorry to make you mad. I'll just leave!" She says clearly upset cause she had tears in her eyes she ran to her room. I yelled "JJ Wait!!" I ran after her but she was too fast by the time i reached her door she had already locked it. I started banging on the door saying "JJ please open the door!" No answer. I do the same a few more times each time no response. I run to get Louis to see if he can go talk to her cause i feel so bad now. But he was already on his way up so I said, " Louis please help me talk to her!! I got mad at her cause she came into my room and looked at a drawing i was making for her!! Now she wont respond to me and I am worried. Louis what if she is a cutter?!" "Okay mate calm down. I have a Key to the door for emergencies." He open's the door no sign of her. we walk over too her bathroom just as I had worried. She is a cutter and her thighs and writs are bleeding Lou screams and then start crying while putting bandages on all the open cuts. He picks her up and puts her in her bed under the duvet. He climbs in next to her and just holds her while he cries. When he sees me he say " please Zayn just, just get out. please." I do as he ask and shut the door I go to my room and lay in my bed. Slowly i drift into  deep deep sleep.

                      Julia's Pov

           I lock my door and run to my bathroom. Take out my razor and first cut four times into my left thigh. Then i cut three times on my right thigh. On my left arm i make two cuts. finally I make on final cut into my right arm, then i passout.

                                                 *30 minutes to an hour later*

        I begin to wake up to only feel the pain of cuts and someones arms around me. My heart feels the pain too. I thought they all loved me but oviously Zayn doesnt. I open my eyes to see Lou. His eyes are red and puffy and he has tear stains on his cheeks. " I.... I'm so sorry Lou!" I say to him. Then he hugs me i ball my eyes out in his chest while i hug him back. He rubs my back and he says " Shh... Its okay I'm hear for you.... I Love you. You are my baby. Can you stop cutting.... for me. And the next time you feel however you do before you cut come and talk to me okay?" I nod into his chest and continue to cry. As I cry I say " I.... I..... I lo... lo.... love y..... y...... you t..... t.. too d..d..daddy!" I hug him a little more tightly. 

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