Ok so this is not my book it is so out her person k


8. Eight

I walked into my bedroom. I was pushed up against the wall. Cameron was standing in front of me. I smiled and he smiled back. He smashed his lips to mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck. He moved lower, down to my neck. He was going to mark me. He bit me, drawing blood. I was filled with a feeling like no other. It wasn't pain. It was pleasure. He finished marking me and brought his lips back to mine. It felt like my whole body was on fire. I had sparks going through my body. 

I woke up. What kind of dream was that? I put my hand to my forehead to make sure I was feeling alright. The sun was shining through the window and I realized I should get up. I don't think I'll be able to go back to sleep after thatdream.... 

The entire day that dream was stuck in my head. It didn't make any sense. Shouldn't I be dreaming about Landon- not Cameron? Ihave to stop thinking about Cameron. I left my pack and I need to forget them as soon as possible. It hurts to think aboutthem. Ireally need to stop complaining. 

I heard a knock on thedoor and panicked. It was probably Landon and Jax. Then I remembered my dream. Whatif it is Cameron? Why would it be him? He's probably back home finding a new mate. I felt my stomach drop. I didn't want to think about him getting a new mate.I don't like him. Or, do I?I shook my head andopened the door. 

Just who I thought it'd be: Landon and Jax. I smiled and hugged them. It was nice seeing them again. I haven'tseen them for a couple of days. Iwas missing Landon terribly.I missed Jax too.

"What have you two been up to?" I asked them. All of us sat down on the couch.Landon shrugged his shoulders.

"Not much," he said. He really didn't say much. It kind of bugged me. I wanted to get to knowhim, but he's just so quiet. I guess I know one thing about him. He's quiet.

"Yeah, I haven't been doing much either." I said, trying to start a conversation. Was it always going to be awkward between us? I hope not."We should get to know each other." I suggested. Landon shrugged his shoulders again.

"Yeah, we know nothing about you, Zee." Jax said. Igave him a smile. 

"Whatdo you want to know?" I asked him. 

"What's your favorite color?" Jax asked me. 

"Purple," I said. It has always been my favorite color. I don't really know why I like it, I just do. "What's your favorite color, Landon?" I asked. 

"I like brown." He replied.That'sinteresting.

"That's cool." I said. "Are you right or lefthanded?" I asked. 

"Right," Landon replied. I could tell he wasn't into this. It upset me. He never seemed to be happy."We should get going."Landon said standing up. 

"Youguys just got here." I said, getting up from the couchtoo. 

"Yeah, well...." He scratched the back of his neck. 

"You don't have to keep coming over here if you don't want to." I blurted out. My temper was growing thin. 

"I like seeing you." He said. I rolled my eyes. 

"Yeah, sure you do." I said. I walked away and went into the kitchen. "You guys should leave." I said, mimicking Landon. I really like him, but here he is being a jerk. He's quiet all the time. He acts like he hates me. 

"I'm sorry, Zee." He said. I rolled my eyes again. Why won't he just leave? 

"Please leave." I said. He nodded his head. Landon walked out of the door, followed my Jax. I sat back down on the couch and put my head in my hands. What is wrong with me? Why did I snap like that? 

The dream I had earlier today came back into my mind. I wanted the dream to go away. I wanted to forget about it. I can't though. I can't forget Cameron. I can't forget my family. I can't forget about anyone. They're all here, in my mind. The memories, everything. 

Everything was just too much back home. I felt trapped. I felt like I was being smothered. I hated the fact that it seemed like everyone hates me. They would like me for a while and then leave. That's what Cameron did. He left when I needed him the most. 

Maybe I haven't moved on from Cameron after all....?

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