Reach for your Dreams

~Justin Bieber Fan Fiction~

(SEQUEL to Living the Dream)


I thought that nothing would ever come true. My dreams all seem so far to reach for, but in reality they were right in front of me. I was able to grasp them. I could go higher and achieve all I wanted. This time the haters couldn't take me down... or so I thought.

They get to you eventually and break you down inside. I knew it was to good to be true. Living the dream has it's consequences and I have to face them. Push through the pain. And to think after graduation everything would be easier and simpler.

The nightmares from before, were still untold. The secret of Justin has still been untold, for now. It's an all day cycle of torture for the both of them. Will they overcome it? There love for each other only gets stronger everyday, but eventually it'll come crashing down...

(If you haven't read Living the Dream this won't make sense)

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4. Every Fucking Minute of it

  

 

“Goodbye Mr. and Mrs. Silversmith.” Justin shouted to the now retreating figures of my parents. They simply waved back to the three of us standing there before disappearing into the dark. As soon as they were gone, my brother continued to joke around with Justin a little more about protecting his baby sister.

“You better make sure not to break my little sisters heart Justin or I’ll make sure that Justin Jr. won’t be able to reproduce anymore.” My brother said with a slight hint of humor. I slightly punch my brother’s arm at his bluntness.

“Oww! What was that for?” He whined.

“Oh shut up you big baby I barely hit you!” I snickered.

“Did too!” He countered back.

“Did not.” I stated back.

“Did…” He wasn’t able to finish that sentence before I hit him upside the head.

“Okay now that really did hurt.” My brother whined rubbing the back of his head.

“Sibling love.” Justin chuckled.

“Aren’t you supposed to be leaving anyways brother dear?” I asked.

“Aw dear sister are you trying to get rid of me?” He acted wounded placing his hands over his heart.

“Maybe.” I smiled maliciously.

“Then I think I’ll hang out with you guys for the rest of the night then.” He said so causally. I couldn’t even tell if he was being sarcastic, or if he really was serious about it. I stare at him with wide eyes. As much as I love my big brother I prefer not to spend the rest of the night with him. Just saying.

“What?” I asked questionably. I guess he could see the evident shock written all over my face. I almost believed him for a second before I heard a large up roar of laughter escape his mouth.

“Ha-ha! You should have seen your face!” He continued to laugh. He started to do that weird thing where you laugh so hard that no noises come out. He looked like a fucking seal.

“I can’t believe you actually believed that!” He snickered.

“Well you seemed so serious about it!” I pouted. Now I just made a fool out of myself in front of Justin.

“Don’t worry sister I leave you and lover boy to get your freak on at home.” He smirked deviously.

“You’re disgusting!” I shrieked.

“We all know its true sister dear.” He said. Next thing I know I hear Justin cracking up beside me.

“What are you laughing at Mr.?” I scold.

“Nothing!” Justin says immediately before going back to snickering again. I look to my brother who seems to have just realized something. Great…

“Now that I think about I think I should go home with you guys.” My brother states seriously.

“Yeah no.” I state right away.

“You’re too young to be getting your freak on anyways.” My brother said gruffly repulsed by the idea of his sister doing it with someone. This is what happens when you have an over protective brother.

“Shut the fuck up Jake. I’m grown woman, and I can do whatever the hell I want.” I said pointedly. Sometimes I feel like he could be a girl with his drastic changes in attitude.

“Babe, calm down.” Justin said from beside me. “Don’t worry Jake I don’t plan to do anything your sister doesn’t want to okay?”

“Whatever.” He puffs.

“Calm down Jake. I’ll be fine. You don’t need to get your knickers in a notch.” I smirked.

“Hey!” He replied defensively.

“Sometimes Jake you’re like a girl on an emotional rollercoaster.” I said. I look to my side to see Justin trying to hold in his laughter.

“So not true.” He said right away glaring back at me.

“Well Justin and I must be going now so… Bye!” I say quickly before turning around and pushing Justin towards the car.

“Goodbye sister dear.” I hear my brother shout short after he yells something else. “And make sure to use a condom!”

I cringe slightly at his comment. Who does my brother think I am?  A slut? I hear Justin cracking up in front of me.

“What do you think you’re laughing at?” I scold.

“You and your brother sure are something. You guys look like an old married couple.” He chokes out.

“Do not!” I state defensively.

“Yeah you do. He’s also pretty funny, and cool if I must say.” Justin says before unlocking the door and opening it for me to step in.

He walks around before getting in on the passenger’s side. “You’re not supposed to say he’s cool or funny! My brother is the exact opposite of them both.” I state. My brother is just fucking weird.

“Nah he definitely is.” Justin counters back. “But he does act like a girl on emotional rollercoaster.” He chuckles softly before starting the car and pulling out of the parking lot.   

I hold back my laughter, but smile at his statement at least he can agree with me on that. The conversation ended, and we began to drive in silence. It was a comfortable silence- well that is until Justin kept moving in his seat.

I could tell something was on his mind. That comfortable silence no longer became comfortable anymore.

“So what was it that you wanted to talk about later?” He inquired breaking the silence.

Oh that’s what was on his mind… Earlier today when I told him before we left for dinner that we needed to “talk”. He didn’t know what it was exactly, but I have a feeling that’s probably why he looked a little edgy at dinner.

“I feel it’d be better if we were at home so I can talk about it.” I quickly reply.

“Okay.” He said before dropping the subject till we got home. I could tell he wanted to know now, but I didn’t want to risk him getting to upset and drive us off a cliff by accident. Seems extreme but you never know.

The atmosphere in the car was tense the whole rest of the ride home. It started to make me feel uncomfortable and the constant need to escape right then and there.

Within a couple minutes of our little chat we pull up to his house. He came around, and opened my door for me before I got out. I always appreciate when he does this for me, but a small part of me feels like he won’t be doing this for me anymore.

We walk silently into the house. The large interior showcases the well put together rooms. Even the exterior is magnificent to look at. I still gasp in awe at the size of his place. I can never get over the fact of the size of it.

He gently takes my hand and leads me up to his room. It’s a good thing he’s ahead of me leading the way because I would most likely get lost in the place. It’s like living in a castle except it isn’t as medieval, or as spacious as castle.

When we walk into the room he closes the door behind us. My heart rate begins to slam in my chest. My palms begin to sweat a little as well. I take a seat on the bed while he places himself on the edge of the small couch in the room.

“Talk.” He says sternly. Well how do I word this? My ex still wants me; he kissed me, and I’m not sure if I still love him or not. When you put that all together it sounds like a horrible thing to say.

“Well…” I say looking down at my dress running my hand across the material. “I ran into Brad today…” I said stop before thinking how I should reword what I’m going to say next. “And he kissed me.” I said quickly before removing my eyes away from my dress to look at Justin’s reaction. His jaw clenches tightly. His fist slightly ball at his sides.

“And?” He questions as if sensing there’s more to this than just that. Well he’s definitely right about that.

“And… he said that he still loves me, and won’t stop trying to win me back…” I say quietly before trailing off. His eyes look like nothing but a dark orb staring back at me. I could tell he was mad. No actually let me reword that, he was pissed off. His eyes showed so many emotions I couldn’t tell what he was thinking about at this moment.

“I thought I tell you because you deserve to know. I’m sorry Justin.” My voice quivered as tears threaten to leave my eyes.

No. I wouldn’t let them fall. I didn’t do anything to stop Brad from kissing me. I deserve whatever Justin does. He has every right to break up with me. It may break me, but can’t do much about it.

We sit there in silence for a couple minutes. It becomes so intense in the room that it almost makes it hard to breathe. I want him to break the silence, or at least do something. Just anything.

“Do you still love him?” Justin says gruffly. His body tense, and rigid from this whole situation.

“No.” I quickly reply. I see his body visibly relax.

“Did you ever love him?” He asks.

“At one point I did.” I tell him. “But not anymore.”

He sits there quietly again. His jaw clenching, and unclenching every now and then. I could tell his brain was running into over drive. I sat there patiently waiting for his next possible question, or statement.

“Did you enjoy the kiss?” Justin’s voiced dropped almost sounding deadly.

“Not really.” I admitted truthfully. It wasn’t the same kissing him. Justin’s kisses left me in complete bliss. Just the mere touch of him burned me.

“Did you kiss him back?” He said immediately looking me straight in the eyes to see if I bluff.

“Yes.” I say. I look down ashamed to look him in the eyes anymore. I couldn’t stand to see his expression anymore. It pained me to look at him.

I waited for him to yell at me, or to tell me to get the fuck out and never come back, but that never came. Instead he made his way torwards me where I was sitting on the bed. He sat right next to me before turning towards me, and looking me in the eyes.

He eyes showed so much raw emotion. He looked hurt, and angry at the same time. I wouldn’t be surprised if he wanted to kill me. I practically admitted to kissing back my ex. I looked down at the hands gathered in my lap.

His hand moved to cup my chin pulling my gaze away from hands. He looked in my eyes before slowly moving his gaze down to my lips. I begin to chew on my bottom lip; a nervous tick I picked up as a child. He brought his thumb up to my lips, slowly pulling the captured lip away from my teeth before rubbing his thumb across my lips. I felt my skin prickle with goose bumps.

He started to lean in slowly. I felt my breathe catch in my throat. Was he seriously going to kiss me after all that I told him?

Not soon before he leaned in I felt his smooth lips on mine. He began to kiss me passionately. I was still in shock by his action. As if it clicked in my brain I began to kiss him back with just as much passion as he was putting in.

It was a slow and passionate kiss that melted my insides. He bit down on my bottom lip making me gasp giving him full entry to my mouth. His slid his tongue inside my mouth, and began to twirl his tongue around mine. It felt like explosions going off inside of me. As if someone lit a firecracker. I’d be lying if I said I didn’t enjoy it.

 His hands began to wander down my arms sending chills up and down my spine. “Justin…” I got out between his passionate kiss. He deserves better. The voice inside my head tells me. A part of me wants to listen to my consciences, but the other side of me says to ignore it.

“Shh.” He murmurs against my lip before pulling away and leaning near my ear. “I’m going to show you how much I love you… and you’re going to enjoy every fucking minute of it.” He says seductively into my ear.

Every. Fucking. Minute. Of. It.

 

To be continued…

 

 

 

So what do you guys think? It’s about to get real heated next chapter (; haha I hope this chapter isn't too cheesy. Sorry for the lame title too. But anyways today is Justin’s Birthday!!! OMFG 20 years old! He’s getting to fucking old. Wait for me Justin?

 

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