Remember Me? **Sequel to Cyberbullied**

Its been about 3 years since Samantha had seen her past highschool buddies and boyfriend. But what happens when the boys held a contest? Will they remember Samantha? Will 3-year-old promises be still kept..?

**Sequel to Cyberbullied**


29. I need to stop caring

Samantha's POV~*
I ran up to the room; sliding my back against the door. I..I just can't believe it almost happened. It wasn't my fault; well not all of it. God I knew I shouldn't have even spoken to him. I walk away but then he pulls me back in with those eyes of his. My eyes were locked with his. I was under a trance.

Reality was my magic word,meaning, it got me out of my "trance". Reality kicked in, reminded me what was happening. Yes, I wanted to kiss him; but I just, I just can't understand me. I don't understand what I'm doing.

I pulled up my sweater sleeve and stared at my wrist. I started to think about it again: I can't avoid it. I can't believe I was at the point of weakness where I would start harming myself. I had failed at being strong, I had failed of staying fierce.

Yes I've overcame it, but it wasn't easy, it took forever. No one noticed until Gabby had pointed it out; I miss her so much. I want to call her but I can't; I can call only after a month and it's barely been like 2 weeks? I miss home, my REAL home.

I miss the old me; the happy me. "Why is life so complicated," I ask myself aloud, "why isn't it easy like in books? You grow up, have fun, fall in love, say 'I do' and live happily ever after?" I say aloud.

"It happens, you just need to focus in the positive sides" and Irish accent says on the other side of the door.
I didn't answer.

"Let me in" said Niall. I shook my head 'no', I forgot he couldn't see me.

"I don't want to see anyone" I really don't.

"Ok then just listen to me" I pressed my ear against the door to hear better.

"You can't keep doing this samantha. Stop crying about every small thing ok? I'm not being rude but you need to stop it, I saw what almost happen to you and Harry downstairs. Don't cry... Samantha he might fancy you, stop trying to avoid him. I don't know what you're going through or what you feel but you got to stop crying. Just.." He took a breath,"just, let go of yourself for awhile. Stop caring, stop worrying. Be- be that one crazy, funny person. Act like the girl version on Lou." Niall laughed at his joke and I joined in by giggling.

"Just, don't worry." I waited for him to continue to speak but only silence filled the atmosphere. I checked to see if he was still there but once I peaked through the door Niall was no longer there.

He was right. I do cry about everything. I just need to stop. I need to act like,"the girl version of Lou" just like Niall said. I need to be the teenager that I should've been a long time ago. 

I need to stop caring.

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