Fill Me With Love


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2. Fill Me With Pain

Amy P.O.V.

I looked at his body. His sixpack. Everything that made me want him even more.

"Have you been working out?" I asked and looked into his ocean blue eyes.

"I always work out Ams" he answered. Ams. That was what Niall called me.

"Are you tired?" I asked. He just looked at me, without saying anything.

"Are you tired?" I asked again.

"What the hell do you think, it's 5 in the morning" he answered me quitly. His eyes told me something were wrong.

"Are you still mad at me for cutting?" I asked. I felt the tears forming in my eyes.

"Why should I be mad at you? I know it was a action made in panic, so no worries okay beauty?" he answered me with his sexy morning voice. I couldn't handle it anymore. I started kissing him. I couldn't control myself. He kissed me back. Was it finally happening? Did he really want to do it now?

I looked at him questioningly. He nodded. He kissed my neck, but then he stopped.

"Why did you stop?" I asked and looked at him. I saw how tears streamed down his face.

"Oh hun-" I said before he interrupted me.

"Amy, I'm a virgin, okay. I don't know how to do this, and I can't when you push me" he said, as the tears still were streaming down his face.

"But Niall. Why haven't you told me? We have been together in 8 months now, you have had 8 months to tell me" I raised my voice. I went out to the toilet. I got all my clothes, and put on some make up. I went downstairs, and took some breakfast. I heard steps upstairs, and decided to leave. I wouldn't come back before I had calmed down.


I heard the door slam. Had she just went out without asking me. I ran downstairs and saw the messy table. I felt the anger grow inside. She could atleast have cleaned up or said goodbye. Why all these problems just because I were a virgin. She had also been a virgin once! I heard my phone ringing, and I answered the call.

"Niall Horan here" I said.

"Hey Niall, we're waiting for you at the studio" a voice said.

How stupid could I be? I had been so upset with the Amy problem, that I completely had forgot about the guys.

"I'm sorry, I had some problems with Amy, I'm coming now, bye" I said, as I stopped the call.

I went upstairs, took my clothes and ate some breakfast. Hopefully Harry had brought some breakfast to the studio. Again I felt the tears streaming down my face. She had just left me. I looked at my phone as it lit up. I stopped the car, and looked at it. It was Amy, she had made a twitter update.

"I hate to be humiliated by boys. #Imdone" I stared at it. What the fuck was she doing. I saw Harry called me again. I answered it again.

"I'm on my way Harry" I answered.

"Niall have you broke up with Amy? I saw her tweet" He sounded frustrated.

"No, but I'm here in 2 seconds just wait" I answered and ended the conversation.

I left the car and walked in to the studio. The boys were already there, and they all looked worried.

"Are you ok man?" Zayn asked.

"We haven't broke up guys" I answered.

But my thoughts. They were endless. Did she really want to break up with me? I couldn't see why she had made such a big deal out of this. Again the tears started streaming down my face.

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