Can You Be Trusted?!

Second book to: If You Really Cared--------

Carter still hasn't found the meaning of her life. She's still learning to trust the five boys she has always known as bullies. Now that her family is all dead, in jail, or hates her guts she has to turn to someone. Who will it be?


41. Chapter 41

Carter's POV

"And yea... I don't know what to do..." I finish finally. The whole time I had been speaking he hadn't said anything, he would play with the grass, pick at his sweats, or mess with his hair but the whole time he kept his eyes directly on me letting me know I had his full attention.

For a few moments I don't know what to do... He stares at me like he has been the whole time but this time he seems to be so deep in thought. I knew it!! He's getting ready to run away and leave me with everything. I sigh and he replies the same way. His eyes meet mine once again and this time they are full of sadness and just a bit of joy.

"Oh Carter," he pulls me into his arms and holds me there. For a moment I stay limp but I realize what's happening and hug him back. He rubs my back and sighs into my shirt. When he finally pulls away he has tears in his eyes, and he puts on a small smile.

"Your not going to leave me? You don't think I'm a slut or-" he cuts me off.

"Carter! Don't ever think like that! Your not a slut, you cant help half the stuff that damn guy did to you... I love you and we've been through way too much together for me to ever think any different," after this he hugs me again and now I have tears in my eyes. He pulls away and slowly wipes them off with the tip of his thumb and he smiles at me.

I move towards him and he welcomes me. I end up sitting back in between his legs and his arms are snaked around my waist holding me close. I finally feel right again and I rest my head in the crook of his shoulder and neck. He rubs my leg and moves a strand of hair behind my ear.

"I love you Louis," I smile even though he cant see it.

"I love you too Carter," I can feel him smile and wonder if he felt it when I smiled a second ago.

"Louis... W-what if t-the baby-" I stop myself unable to go on.

"Isn't mine?" he asks as simple as that and I only nod. His voice goes to almost a whisper and speaks into my ear.

"Then I'll love him like he's mine, and if he is mine... well it will be no different," he says and swipes another strand of hair over my shoulder making me get chills and I realize just how cold it is outside.

"Wait here!" he jump up and leaves me stranded on the ground. He lays his jumper gently over my shoulders and runs off into the distance. It's almost dark and once he's a few meters away I cant see him anymore. A tear escapes my eye and I realize he's left me.

He left me... and now I don't know.

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