Can You Be Trusted?!

Second book to: If You Really Cared--------

Carter still hasn't found the meaning of her life. She's still learning to trust the five boys she has always known as bullies. Now that her family is all dead, in jail, or hates her guts she has to turn to someone. Who will it be?

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38. Chapter 38

Carter's POV

"We don't know until tomorrow," Niall whispered to me.

"I know but, that call, it just had to be about Jacob!" I argue back and he backs down.

"Jacob. is. dead." he states and his eyes get teary.

"Niall I-" but Louis cuts me off by walking in. "You thirsty? I'm thirsty!" I change the topic immediately.

"Yea, I am actually!" Niall plays along and dries his eyes quickly. Louis looks at us weirdly and Niall grabs out two mugs. I fill them with milk and he adds in the chocolate milk... I didn't even know if that's what he wanted to drink but, oh well.

"Lets go!" he smiles and I follow him out. I can feel Louis watching after me as I walk out but I cant turn around. I cant. I want so bad to run into his arms and let him hold me and tell me its alright, I want to tell him everything. But what will he think?! He'll think I'm a slut, I cant. I wont.

Once in the lounge Niall takes sits beside Savannah in the love seat, I slide in between Harry and Liam on the couch, and Zayn takes up the recliner. It goes silent for a while and then Louis comes in. He sits on the other side of Harry and Liam pulls out the remote. I hadn't noticed the tv was on until now as he turns it up loud and I see 'Friends' is on.

"You feeling alright?' a silent, calm, and caring voice enters my ears. It sends chills down my side and I flinch. I look to my side to see Liam only inches from my face and he makes a, confused and caring, type face.

"I'm fine," I whisper back and lean back down. "K," he sighs and we continue to watch tv.

Louis's POV

She's not telling me something... We have been through so much together, how could she keep something form me? I thought she trusted me, I thought I was actually getting somewhere. I almost died for her! I love her. We have literally walked through hell, well she has then after I came to my senses I joined her.

I regret, and will always regret, those years I spent bullying her, despising her and trying to prove it when all along I just wanted to love her. I was there through the whole Jacob thing, in the beginning I was the only one, and Niall I guess... Oh yea, what was that a while ago in the kitchen? Her and Niall were acting all secretive and I know she changed the subject, the way she began to speak so fast.

But their not the only ones... what about Liam? He's been so... depressed lately. I cant help but think that they... No. They cant, Liam wouldn't do that to me and Carter wouldn't either. But just because I lost my memory for a while, I still remember what I saw while I had no memory... Them two snuggled together in the car that night. Him comforting her... I remember feeling really weird when I saw them together.

They might be... having an affair? No. I cant believe that, I have to have proof. I don't want to believe it but I think I should. Shouldn't I?

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